prod https://soundcloud.com/user-275995738?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

(lyrics)
Thc in my lungs 
bag filled with blood 
i just left the mall
got ur girl blowing up my phone like a bomb
im getting tired of her i think i need my own girl
if i ever died kno im going2hell
can i drag u with me 
ill be acting different when im around u 
lets take it slo we got nothing2lose

cant nobody get in between us
just as long as u trust me 
u dont gotta worry about what i do 
my heart is yours 
just knock on the door 

your love got me2high
you look like an angel 
every time i go2sleep i see you in my dreams 
x hmu cs she kno im the best 
my luv sank2deep if u ever leave 
i promise i wont let u forget me

Nothing2lose (cayos)

@framtid2
i don't wanna make you wait
but maybe this the best for us
best for us
best for us

all these monsters scaring me
but i don't wanna wait
i don't wanna wait no more
no more
(2x)

@tzunahmie
i'm gonna take my stuff and run away
thoughts in my head memories fade away
trying so hard but my heart just breaks 
i can't ever seem to get a break
watching my life slowly decay
i still love u it's so hard to hate

best for us ft. nami (prod. me)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4eage0hA14IuvZPfU8WDlo?si=adRpJyETSdq4lat9LRJeQA

https://music.apple.com/us/album/enlightenment-feat-bvrden-cr/1703173029?i=1703173031


@faketalency
@bvrdencr

(*˘︶˘*).｡.:* luvvvv ♡(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

[b]
I'm so lost
can you help out
I don't know the cost
of what I want now
looking for that person that I'm missin
and it's me
never been the same 
since I took that LSD

I just stared at the sun 
'til I figured it out
what this life is all about
It's much less scary 
from the top down
I'm never alone
I won't drop out
all white dress
like a wedding gown
In love with the game
love to ballout
post-apocalypse like it's fallout
𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 tear my heart out

lookin for another path in life
I haven't found it yet
askin God for strength 
and he's like that's a bet
putting my willpower 
to the test 
Ima die in the church in my sunday best

[v]
It's no secret now that I'm tryna die
spend the whole night tryna not lose my light
If I lose my hope then that's suicide
I'll pray to my god then I'm fine

𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭
I can't understand it
In the infinite
It's an abyss
that's something that we never get when we kiss
nothing we can do to deserve this

since I felt it
I don't really know where to go now
I'm so dizzy I'm so scared
gonna fall to the ground
oh my god jus tell me now
what it's all about

𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 tear my heart out
 
𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 what's it all about

ˋˏ° enlightenment ∘ˎˊ +bvrden〔p. faketalency〕

guitar by @evanjolley

lyrics:

this isnt working out dont know why im still trying now
all by myself and im thinking about dying now
behind four walls is where im hiding out
been up the whole night couldent sleep been crying out
piece by piece im just falling to pieces
and i can barely breathe as my heart rate decreases
wondering how far this road reaches
taking all these drugs 'till the point they feel needless

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

im sick of people saying everything will be alright
i cant close my eyes i toss and turn for the entire night
i dont go outside i stay deprived of sunlight 
monsters in my head that lately ive been trying to fight
whats the point of waking up when everyday is terrible
and every nights comparable
rip me apart 'till the point im irreparable
trying to keep it together im already hysterical
i wish i could wake up from this nightmare
i cant help but feel like im going nowhere
losing my mind and i dont care
feel like im not here or there
staring at a blank white wall
like why did i wake up at all
all by myself no missed calls
how much farther do i have to fall

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

falling (prod. evan jolley)

sorry kinda shitty song didnt have much time this week :(

𝘵𝔬𝖝𝙞ⲥ 𝚙๐𝕤𝑖𝘁𝙞𝒗𝙞𝑡𝘆 [dgtl]

like a dream (@leovisaa + leo)

whyd it all happen so fast
now i feel trash
it seems i wasnt prepared
and so it comes to an end

dont you see i notice you
why cant you notice me
you keep burrying me
i cant stop checking my screen
everything you say is so mean
i just wanted you to know how i feel
all my tears are out i need you back here
i see a ghost look at me in the mirror
im like this from you
and you dont wanna work it through
i try my best to stop failing you

whyd it all happen so fast
now i feel trash
it seems i wasnt prepared
and so it comes to an end

And So It Comes To An End

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://soundcloud.com/negativecreeper?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

(Lyrics) 
Keep on looking away I don’t wanna see your face 
You promised that you would stay 
but now you walk in shame 
I kno u wanna be the same but I had to change 
Blood filling up my pockets 
Going up bby you cannot stop it 
These haters be like flies 
the way they dropping out the sky 
I can’t feel the ground beneath my feet 
I won’t make a sound the green speaks4me
Like stars in the sky I wanna gleam
Bury me in the smoke till I can’t see 
I lie awake all night I don’t wanna dream 
I wanna live that shit till I can’t breathe 
Ghostface on me bby don’t scream 
Looking at me funny cs i party like mf freak