it inspires me

some typa music shit yfm?

trap therapy

owh ya? | SCENECORE/KRUSHCLUB ☆ (80+ hour) - 3

Make a wish™️

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

art by mckel @expiredsaucepacket on instagram

u living in 2d Prod. qg

DANCE! FT. WASSUP ROCKER & CISCAUX (prod. okayjml & dustin)*NOW ON ALL PLATS*

hollywood w/ @camvaylex prod. 1sadboii

@pizzapartyclay

tell dat bitch keep goin
keep suckin on my dick keep blowin
ina ice ian slippin wen its snowin
said i dive inat bitch ima go in
caught a fuck nigga out in traffic
walk up ina party n im wit a bad bitch
hell yea n she said she luv my rad fits
if i catch em bad shit gon get graphic
fuck da bitch den i tell ha dat she gotta go
keep my name unknown like im john doe
said im trippin wea da fuck dat nigga gone bro
finna light dis bitch up like a pyro
(yea im sippin onat spyro, light dis bitch up like a pyro, take dat bitch das my hoe, take yo bitch das my hoe)
ina trap got it jumpin
if a nigga run up on me den im dumpin
whole squad pull up den we thumpin
said u finna kill me nigga yea dats really sumthin
like my opps ina stu boy i punch in 
everybody know me when i walk up ina function
doin all dese drugs think my body cannot function
coolin w my niggas boy yk dat shit a junction
ran up on a nigga n he froze malfunction
u n yo bitch got issues think u got disfunctions
ion gaf like a frito ima lay
bitch im curled in bed n im chillin w ur bae
catch a fuck nigga then u know im finna spray
damn dis beat so hard shoutout to my nigga clay
i rmb one day i was chillin w clay
n he pulled out da 9 n he told me he dont play
(yea im chillin yea im w my nigga clay, got da 9 n u know he finna spray, run up ona nigga i dont play, ina cut yea im chillin im wit clay)

9/10 (clay10) [DJ SHUFFLE EXCLUSIVE]

Hinoni - need a friend

hinoni - need a friend [prod. yungshame x pvscale]

luv me the same by 9aradox featuring niqbo produced by lil effort 
merry xmas! 
lyrics loading...

luv me the same

luv me the same + niqbo [lil effort]

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

10,000 gecs

IRON DEFICIENCY FT. ISSBROKIE [prod gort]

03osc, ZBITO18 - hate me

@framtid2
i don't wanna make you wait
but maybe this the best for us
best for us
best for us

all these monsters scaring me
but i don't wanna wait
i don't wanna wait no more
no more
(2x)

@tzunahmie
i'm gonna take my stuff and run away
thoughts in my head memories fade away
trying so hard but my heart just breaks 
i can't ever seem to get a break
watching my life slowly decay
i still love u it's so hard to hate

best for us ft. nami (prod. me)

orihime, sedaku - till the end (nyli jenry)

yeah everybody wants to make these goth angelz sad music type mixes so i made one this is retarded

skeleton - you forget a million things a day, please let me be one of them
witchbox and keepsecrets - id rather die 4 u
algernon cadwallader - on up
sugar cherry - smiley
velia manners and spies - october floor
skeleton - let the credits roll for the end of my miserable life
rozey - the time in between demo

mix for loners

03osc - EVRYTIME WE TOUCH COVER ☆☆ (FT 3RI.XS) [PROD PRÖZ]

@keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets

you will never truly know me
why is this only happening to me
making noise in my room
DELETED
through the glass

@keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets @keepsecrets

@@KEEPSECRETS MIXX #😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️

03osc - keep making mistakes (hoshie star)

Osamason - Frontin/ Nothin (Extended snippet)

Ricola

i understand U_U (prod. 1hydr4)

*LEAK* Tasteless Fashion [Pawl4k]

prod pawl4k cover art by me
instagrams: @/hateoryx @/prod.pawl4k

erode (Pawl4k)

prod @azami37

lyrics: 
Drugs I need it uh
It sucks, but I mean it 
Crash down like a meteor, come see it uh
Wish I could tell you how I’m feeling

I’m off that X and I’m so anxious, I’m so stressed.
Know im the best, but I still can’t get out of bed
Sever my head, I’m just trynna get some rest
And I’m tryna do it less, but I’m feeling messed up 

In a mazda, still going fast bruh
Kung fu Master chop ur ass up 
I’m by the back, bro still smoking hash yuh
My heart is cracked bro, trying to get it back tho
Cause I need it, yeah, I still need it
Throw my hands up to the ceiling and I hope that Ill be seeing ya
Cut me, I’m bleeding, yeah
Too much sad feelings  bruh

Drugs I need it uh
It sucks, but I mean it 
Crash down like a meteor
Drugs I need it uh
It sucks, but I mean it 
Wish I could tell you how I’m feeling

I’m off that X and I’m so anxious, I’m so stressed.
Know im the best, but I still can’t get out of bed
Sever my head, I’m just trynna get some rest
And I’m tryna do it less, but I’m feeling messed up

Drugs I need it uh
It sucks, but I mean it 
Crash down like a meteor
Drugs I need it uh
It sucks, but I mean it 
Wish I could tell you how I’m feeling

so anxious (prod. azami37)

feeluvsyou - IJFILITCOTD

hinoni

Hinoni - overdrive

angel wings [5v]

Hinoni - strawberry milk

hinoni - strawberry milk [prod. yungshame]

@hammy

lyrics:

know she see me scoring 
4 in the morning
i should be asleep, it don’t look like i’m ignoring
candles at my feet
counting bands like i’m hoarding 
i can’t get attached to results and rewardings
sometimes i feel broken 
that’s why i been saving up my potions 
and i’m always gonna change i’m in motion 
i can’t keep the light i’m not good with my devotion 
got divided i’m the quotient 

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars 

rolling up this flower 
i got magic powers 
u can wear my rings now 
everything is ours 
meeting with the fairies 
feel like close encounters 
silver left a burn on my wrist
smokin sour 
reborn in an hour 

hammy:
always smoking loud
dont wanna hear u now
after hours at the park im just walking round
off a heavy dose
im such a lonely ghost
deep inside the ground is where i wanna go
underneath the dirt and inside the flames
nothing of me left only ash remains
i got frozen blood running thru my veins
Vivienne charms on my silver chain

always in the forest or the park 
Juliet we’re apart
when i’m 3d i play my part 
on the tree in the stars

motion w/ hamilton

Lyrics:

Hook:
stay with me lil bitch
yeah you know that im ur mans 
u be cappin like a snitch
no thots wont stand
two hoes ten toes
new guap countin bands
new whip new chips
new kicks jackie chann

and she bad
bad bitch throw it back
i just hit another lick
and she be counting all my racks
and i be feeling hellla rich no brian
hunnids stacked
boutta make another hit goth bitch on my lap
(x2)

Verse:
aye if she fucking wit  me 
then u know i gotta dead her
i be feeling like im uzi got my mind up on the cheddar
footloose getting groovy with yo hoe she like me better
i aint talking ash kaashh but that bitch she be my header

aye im posted up with twin glocks
and foreign bitches
no fakes, all they want is guap
i burn bridges
i be getting to the bag
u still cleaning dirty dishes
two mops send shots at ur spot
with no limit

Hook repeated:
stay with me lil bitch
yeah you know that im ur mans 
u be cappin like a snitch
no thots wont stand
two hoes ten toes
new guap countin bands
new whip new chips
new kicks jackie chann

and she bad
bad bitch throw it back
i just hit another lick
and she be counting all my racks
and i be feeling hellla rich no brian
hunnids stacked
boutta make another hit goth bitch on my lap
(x2)

stay with me [prod. nategoyard] *NOW ON ALL PLATS*

this song was falsely striked along with 2 others so i am reuploading it because its blowing up on tiktok

omfg oh i’m a little scene slut 
ima puke out my guts 
can u please stop touching my butt 
i’m with hkwd and we’re out to drink ur blood 
i don’t give a fuck 
i just want ur luv 
watch me take a drink oh please don’t make me naughty 
taking off my shirt see the scars all on my body put my head up in the dirt 
omg ur such a hotty 
walking round shibuya boutta kill a lot of bodies eating out my insides what i do to just deserve this 
elliot rodger shoutout my inspiration 
oh u don’t like me sorry for the complication 
idec zeija take over the nation