This is about that one guy in the comments on “give me some hope” right?😂

M I S T E R   F R E D O   PLEASE RELEASE THIS

Two years ago i said “holy shit this good and i hold to that opinion

21, feels like the story's begun
Made some friends that turned to enemies
The damage is done
But I won't slip into all the old vices
I couldn’t bring myself to do it even if I tried it
The aura of your words, it always hurt what you said
All these people from my past made me wish I was dead
Glad I never gave in, saw the future I could have
All the real people beside me, they’re lighting up my path
Make me laugh, make me never wanna think to look back
Make me think that I should never go back

the healing (outro)

What I do right now - is the struggle of living without the one that meant everything.

What I do right now

Strange Town (Cover) - Pastel Waves

gotta love some edge (ft the shitty guitar left in a dgn practice room and my fantastic bronchitis voice)

In time I'll probably learn how to be a better guy, but until then
I'm searching for reasons to say I'm happy until I die
That might seem dramatic but it's really just the truth
I just wish I could say what's on my mind
To you

The lights are out, the beat is pumping
Hopes are high, and hearts are thumping
When I wake up I won't know you

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid

I loved the feeling of falling out of the tree in my yard
My bones cracked, teeth rattled, eyes rolled back in my head that I hit too hard
I flew up, above my body
I was looking down at myself
I realize a bit too late you shouldn't climb trees with nooo help

The tree's a metaphor if you didn't catch that
For gettin high by yourself

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid
I'm proud to be a messed up worthless prick

I don't even remember (I don't even remember)
What I did, who I did, what I said last night (ooh, wee, ooh, wee ooh)
But I'll always know when you're (I'll always know when you're)
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
Yeah I'm proud to be a 
Messed up, worthless, pointless, nervous, good for nothing, screwed up person, I am nothing but a piece of shit

edgy teen song about edgy teen things (shit quality)

covered one of my favorite bands, definitely listen to the original if you haven't already


When you told me you were leaving, 
well I couldn't feel my mouth, 
because all I'll ever be is someone else. 
As I watched you walk away, 
I felt something in me change. 
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away 

So I drove home, 
at a hundred miles an hour, 
just to see what it feels like to fly. 
I crashed my car, 
into someone else's backyard, 
just to see what it feels like to die. 

When you told me that you missed me, 
well i couldn't close my eyes, 
because I realized what it felt like to die. 
'cause all you'll ever be 
is a nightmare and a wet dream, 
a reason to smile from six feet under ground. 

So I drove home, 
at a hundred miles an hour, 
just to see what it feels like to fly. 
I crashed my car, 
into someone else's backyard, 
just to see what it feels like to die. 

So bathe me in pale flesh, 
promise that I'll never be good again. 

I hope you miss me when I'm gone, 
because I can't hold on for too long. 
and I'm so scared of dying alone, 
that I'll kill myself right here, right now. 

and i'll die.

Blonde Hair, Black Lungs - Sorority Noise (cover)

I Miss The Dog The Most

i used part of the words from "elevator music" and i'll probably change that before i get the final version. yaga.

i haven’t felt the same these days
been a while since i’ve felt this way
filled with procrastination, failing classes
lost my job
been exactly a year
three hundred sixty five days of 
getting to know myself
and i am confident that i haven’t 
even scratched the surface

i wish sleep was optional
i wish waking up was optional
i wish everything i don't want could be optional

cuz now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams

yeah i told you i loved you
but it went out of fashion
and when said that i hated you
i finally felt some real passion
it’s kind of funny to me that i
would bitch and cry
when things didn’t go my way
but that’s a pattern that i broke
opened my eyes and i awoke

i don’t wish we never happened
because if we never happened
then i wouldn’t be the person i am now

but now you’re just a wet dream
your makeup looks like charlie sheen
every word just fucking hurts me
cuz now my nightmares are my best dreams
now you’re part of past me
a time when i felt unclean
every day you fucking killed me
that’s the person who i used to be

charlie sheen

charlie sheen (demo)

Rat Kid Cool - "You Don't Know Shit"
From their album "Year Of The Rat"
Out now on CD/CS/Digital via Take This To Heart Records

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Year Of The Rat

Rat Kid Cool - "You Don't Know Shit"

i guess i’m 18.

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
it was shitty
i’m stressed and low on sleep
the two go together it seems
they’re best friends and my enemy

i’ve been falling apart at the seams
since february

i’m turning 18
and that scares the shit outta me
cuz what’s left to wait for now
i’m out in a couple of weeks
all my time will be set free
and still i won’t do anything

i’m turning 18
happy birthday to me

i’m falling apart at the seams
especially after this week
i'm breaking my knees under the weight of
responsibility
i'm growing my wisdom teeth
just to get them ripped out of me
and i'm sitting here thinking about how that's kind of funny

i guess i'm 18
ready as i'll ever be
or so we'll see

charlie sheen (demo)

fredo disco

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