fredo, you really know how to take comfort in sadness. thank you so much for that <3

i was practicing this and everytime i messed up my dog looked at me with pure malice in his eyes like i committed an atrocity against him specifically

Yo do you mean MOBO as in Modern baseball because i love that band also great song dude every song you make is a total banger

Swimming Pool (The Front Bottoms Acoustic Cover)

gotta love some edge (ft the shitty guitar left in a dgn practice room and my fantastic bronchitis voice)

In time I'll probably learn how to be a better guy, but until then
I'm searching for reasons to say I'm happy until I die
That might seem dramatic but it's really just the truth
I just wish I could say what's on my mind
To you

The lights are out, the beat is pumping
Hopes are high, and hearts are thumping
When I wake up I won't know you

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid

I loved the feeling of falling out of the tree in my yard
My bones cracked, teeth rattled, eyes rolled back in my head that I hit too hard
I flew up, above my body
I was looking down at myself
I realize a bit too late you shouldn't climb trees with nooo help

The tree's a metaphor if you didn't catch that
For gettin high by yourself

I don't even remember
What I did, who I did, what I said last night
But I'll always know when you're
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
To be a messed up worthless kid
I'm proud to be a messed up worthless prick

I don't even remember (I don't even remember)
What I did, who I did, what I said last night (ooh, wee, ooh, wee ooh)
But I'll always know when you're (I'll always know when you're)
Feeling good, feeling great, yeah I feel alright
Don't stop the music, keep it loud
I wanna shout my name, yeah I'm fucking proud
Yeah I'm proud to be a 
Messed up, worthless, pointless, nervous, good for nothing, screwed up person, I am nothing but a piece of shit

edgy teen song about edgy teen things (shit quality)

the afterthoughts.

all that you said was i'm sorry
cuz everything was too true
gave every reason that i had
for why i could no longer love you
a single tear on your face
but still no words to explain
your actions, words, and demeanors
the times you lied to my face

so i had to move
otherwise i would sink
because these weights in my chest keep bringing me down
and i just need a little more time to think
so far i still really miss you
but i'm not changing my mind
because it's time

48 hours of sadness
some anger thrown in there too
when i woke up this morning
i hoped that i'd hear from you
i haven't cried yet which hurts me
but i'm not really surprised
cuz we've been over for months
everything since then was lies

i thought that we were the long run
different from all of our friends
but we expired a while ago and i've been too scared
to bring this to an end
so far i still really miss you
but i'm not changing my mind
because it's time

i'm sorry that i'm not enough for you
i'm sorry that you don't care anymore
i'm sorry that i'm an idiot
i'm sorry that i can't love you anymore
i'm sorry that i can't change this
i'm sorry that this is a shitshow
i'm sorry that this was the way we ended
but i never wanted to end it

48 hours of sadness
some anger thrown in there too
when i wake up in the morning
i won't hear from you

s/o to my good friend lock for the artwork, canboy forever <3

48 hours

this is a song for a friend. hang in there man <3

i'm over it
you're over it
but we both know that those are lies we tell out friends
your house is lit
up with christmas lights
mocking me
remainders of the past

i've tried
everything i can
and i'm out of options
it's killing me inside
it's killing me on the outside too
you didn't respond
when i said i loved you

forget my name
guess i'll take the blame
so it's easier for them to sympathize
it's your birthday
it's my worst day
and it's been months since we've fucked
but you've screwed me in other ways

i've tried
everything i can
and i'm out of options
it's killing me inside
it's killing me on the outside too
you didn't respond
when i said i loved you

artwork by @nategarciascartoons on instagram

mobo makes me emo

mobo makes me emo (demo)

hey mike, come back home plz thank you

if being young is easy why the hell does it feel so damn hard?
growing up being told that looking back is the best part
don't want to lose my friends, nights that never end
writing letters that i'll probably never send
cuz i read them
when i'm lonely at night

and everybody around me is leaving too
some are already gone, lucky it's only a few
i never said goodbye to one of my best friends
hey mike, i miss you man
playing horrible songs in my backyard
gettin high for the first time between two cars
sneaking out to drive around
and enjoy the peace

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

preparation for the things you can't seem to prepare for
such a waste of time, but it's only going to happen more
telling me i'm wrong, knew it all along
so i'll let it all out in these fucking songs
part of me is preserved
the best of me is preserved

and if i can't slow time i'll enjoy today
not stressing too hard bout my GPA
cuz in a couple of months
we all know it won't matter anyways
doing things that i shouldn't just because i can
when you're under 18 who's to tell you what you cannot
do
it's something new

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

cuz lately i've
been feeling pretty good about myself
and lately i
don't fight my parents when they try to help
it's been a long 17 years
be on my own in less than one year
but i'm so scared
expecting me to know who i am

so what's the point
to try your best
if everything goes black to white
and i am nothing like the rest
where's the love
cuz i've heard the hate
does anything matter anymore
or is it too late

hey mike, i miss you man

hey mike, i miss you man (backyard version)

staring at the wall
spacing out is one of my specialties
denying my calls
just another weekend

i walk to my car
look back but you're already inside
the drive home is far
i hope i make it

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

apologies
as good as a bandaid on a broken leg
try to hide the truth
but i know you

it's plain to see
i'm not the person that you want me to be
smile, say cheese
and i'll leave you alone

saying that it's you not me
now i feel like maybe you're lying
but
i like me
i like me
i like me
i like me

but
I LIKE ME
I LIKE ME
I LIKE ME
i like me

frankenstein

frankenstein (demo)

hi. hello.
my name jimbo.
i wrote this song
to let you know.
i hope you like
the things i sing.
so please enjoy
this music thing.

are you gonna stick with that story?
talk big about your life
to make it seem less boring
are you gonna keep on going
to the gym?
so you can see him
because every single time that you're caught inside a lie
you'll fake another tear so i feel bad that you're crying
but inside i'm dying
and every other day when you come late
and you smell like sex i'll just say that you look great
cuz what else can i say

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much
sorry

it's been so long
since i've felt happy
i'm my own doctor
and i hate therapy
i'll never really get what i did to you
thought that i was yours and you were mine too
but i guess that's not true
i'm working out a way to build up strength
got my words all good and my head on straight
still not worth the wait

i don't understand
why you gotta hurt me
i'll hold my own hand
cuz you won't touch me
and i know that i talk too much
and i love too much
yeah i loved too much

jimbo

jimbo (demo)

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i had a dream about a girl
but this time it wasn't you
that hasn't happened before
felt nice to kiss someone new
i don't remember her face
but she had soft brown hair
not thin and dyed out of place
like the style that you wear

i felt happy when i woke up
and that's unusual

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

i walked a mile by myself
considered options and plans
i realize i've got bigger fish to fry
and don't need you to hold my hand
you're in the same boat
focusing on yourself
so i'll take the letters that you wrote to me
and place them on a shelf

i don't smoke anymore
but i sure as hell want to

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
cause these days i'm tired, hungry
figuring out if i like me
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got my problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

life!

idk life is nuts.

there's nothing worse than wet socks while you're walking out in the rain
got my sweatshirt on, i'm uncomfortable
there's nothing better than coming home after a million hour day
just lay on the couch and watch some grey's

i like that i'm well liked by my peers
that's one of the things that changed this year
i'm glad that i don't hate my body
took me a bit, but it's my only body
i like that most days i feel fine
a bold statement, but no longer a lie
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
big thanks to them, they've gotten me through a lot

everything is changing, even i am changing
i write less about less, feel my chest build up and burst with my stress
my eyes are tired, from staring at my screen
try to find meaning, reading in between the lines that i see

i like that i have thoughts of my own
that's one of the things i truly own
i'm glad that i don't fake who i am
yeah you might hate me, but it's who i am
i like that i do things for myself
cuz sometimes i don't want to share my wealth
and i'm glad i have the friends i've got
they might not know, but they got me through a lot

honestly i'm scared shitless
honestly i'll really miss this

late night thoughts on a saturday about life and stuff

if i'm being honest
i don't know where to begin
cuz i keep setting my alarm then hit snooze and sleep in
i signed up for the gym and went twice cuz i'm so lazy that i'd rather pay the monthly fee then cancel it entirely

i feel like a loser
when i talk to my friends
because they all have seemed to come to terms with reaching the end
and i don't want to go to college but it looks like i will
cuz in the years to come i'll have to find a way to pay bills

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

things are gettin heavy
and i feel so confused
cuz every time i think i'm comfortable i end up bruised
i've got a million different choices and there's no way to tell
whether the one i make today will send me up or to hell 

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

i'm a piece of garbage
and i've learned to accept
that there are things about myself that will stay permanent
no matter how much i pretend that i am in control
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that i'll never know
there'll always be another side to me that will take control

yeah life is hard
it fucking sucks
but it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up
yeah it's the little things that make me wake up

mobo makes me emo (demo)

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