IN RIOT VERITAS,
Original Song by MTAD
Remix by CHLVN
Mixing by Chelvin Ferdianto
Mastering by Ragil Alief
Artwork by Al Cruzx

IN RIOT VERITAS (CHLVN REMIX)

IN RIOT VERITAS - MTAD (CHLVN Remix)

This is track one.
Not because it begins everything, but because it was the first thing that asked to be heard.

I wrote Grown Well for my daughter, during a season when I couldn't name what I felt: a strange blend of joy, fear, grief, guilt, and grace.

But truthfully, it was also for myself. For the version of me who didn't know how to hold such feelings. For the part of me that kept forgetting it was allowed to feel soft.

The song came slowly, like breath through memory, or like speaking to someone who doesn't yet understand words.

It was recorded quietly in a prayer room using an iPad, while the world was asleep and my heart was too loud to ignore.

Grown Well is a letter. Or maybe a lullaby. Or maybe just me trying to hold a moment before it disappeared.

For her.
For the boy I used to be.
For the man I'm still learning to be.

It may sound deeply personal. But I hope fren. can also be a place whre anything unnamed can come home.

fren. - 2025

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