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composed in less than 24 hours for @artbyform All Nighter Vol. 8

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i made a vow upon your name
and i know we’ll never change
even if our leaves turn brown
i’ll hold you close through the winter

on the day we said goodbye
i didn’t want you to see me cry
you said the night grows dark
i don’t want to fade away just yet


as i stared into the evening
i saw, i saw
everything dissolved around me
i’m lost

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

gave it away
there’s nothing left of me
deciduous
falling in way to deep

i feel so special when you look in my direction
i tried to leave so you would give me your attention
but now you’re gone

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

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deciduous (cash, anem0s, doveless, wakebloom, boxkitty, ARIA VEIL) ft. SVREN

ending, beggining

ending, beggining feat. kęnåi, søveryn

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art by @dovelessmusic @4kfairyfantasy

a small walk down the valley + Viznode

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

ephemeral｡

a collection of a few unreleased melodies and textures from my hard drive. some of these may be finished and come out, other ones may not.

spring 2022-fall 2023

tracklist:
untitled 1 (aka "sparkle")
untitled 2 (aka "translucency")
surfaceless
gephyrophobia
untitled 3 (aka "sine wave jam")
untitled 4 (aka "to flutter")

windmills in a sunflower field

untitled

In the tuna can
Man, what the tuna? 

I just hopped out the tuna can
Beats so hard, shit hit the fan
You ever get high off the tuna?
Mercury swimming through my bloodstream
Acidity, you’re next to me
Swimming through these notes like a recipe, fuck
I think I went too deep

Yeah I just hopped off the tuna and I’m feeling alright
We bout to get this can poppin, smoking fish every night
I’m talking 35 cents to have the night of your life
Spread it on toast with a knife, eat it however you like, yeah
This fish is not safe for consumption
Unless you’re tryna get fucked up, yeah
No we ain’t eating no beef
If u want cow, well then you may as well be beefing with me

Tuna can, tuna
Tuna can, tuna

I just hopped out the tuna can
Beats so hard, shit hit the fan
You ever get high off the tuna?
Mercury swimming through my bloodstream
Acidity, you’re next to me
Swimming through these notes like a recipe, fuck
I think I went too deep

My tuna can is packed with fishies, you see
I’ve got my best friend, ride or die, chillin with me
I like my tuna jacked off then add mayo and cream
Choked on my tuna, now I’m coughing funny
Roll me a spicy tuna, don’t forget wasabi
Your girlfriend called and asked me for my recipe

Hello sir, please sit down.
Ok
I have some bad news about your wife.
Oh no!
Our extensive blood tests just came back, and we found that she has terminal hypotunemia.
Hypo-tun-what now? What does that even mean?
It happens when someone doesn’t incorporate enough tuna into their diet. This is one of the most severe cases I’ve ever seen.
Oh god no! How long do you think she has left to live?
I’d maybe give her a week, max.
One week?!? Oh god, why??
Wait!
Here, eat this
What is it?
It’s tuna, it’ll save you
What?
Just eat it
Ok. 

Oh my god, I’m gonna LIVE!

Tuna, tuna can
Tuna, tuna can

I just ate out the tuna can
(I wanna leave my fucking wife now)
Now I’m up on my feet again
(I thought that bitch was gonna die, yeah)
I finally got high off the tuna
Mercury swimming through my bloodstream
(was gonna steal that fucking bitch’s money)
Acidity, now I can see
(Man, fuck it. I’m just gonna leave)
I’m gonna live longer than a week now, fuck
I think my husband left me

In the tuna can

produced by @otrapic / @sydney-kieng

TUNA CAN [what da tuna?]

series of sound sketches from 2-6-2023 to 12-16-2023

been busy with a lot of stuff, i hope you've enjoyed the 'FLOATERS' project and my remix with viznode! thank you for supporting my works

dream fractals [vol. 2]

stare

Frootie TUNA PACK coming 2023
@otrapic @sydney-kieng

TUNA CAN [what da tuna?]

FROOTIE

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