lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/5T02lU2F1s2vIlOhKlPyFY?si=098abac985a744fe

Static amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me5okA2uYeA 

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auras: 
feels like every day 
setting fires just to light my way 
back home to my comfort place 
i can feel the warmth touch my skin 
can you see me at all? 
through the smoke and walls 
and im trying to set a blaze 
incinerating memories that are standing in my way 

chrous: 
fire starter 
we’re going higher and higher 
going higher higher
the flames stoke me 
its gets hard to breathe 
brighter brighter 
burnining brighter, brighter 
i dont think i can take it anymore 

bridge:
heart bursting to a farenheit 
in the fire i ignite 

skele: 
its so hard baby i just keep on fucking up 
seditives in my system i just pour it up 
used to think that someday maybe I can be enough
everything fell apart and i’m just leaking blood
i thought this was forever 
i thoughht you were better 
i thought this was forever 
i guess you can’t remember

Fire

fire w/ skele (prod. sinxi)

prod. me

lyrics:
i got a weak heart and wasted time 
I cant run from it so ill hide behind 
I rly wish I could tell u
I know u well but its jus somethin cant do 

rly whats the meanin of this 
im awake but inside im kinda bleedin and shit 
I wanna hide my face, dont wanna talk to u
I wanna run away dont wanna bother u 

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

baby dont scared 
Ima be there anyway dont give a fuck who cares
I dont give fuck im over it
I know im awkward and 
im sorry I cant be who u think I am
are u over me 
it gets hard when u get distant I cant rly see
what the fuck is goin on right in front of me  
im like hows ur day? can u tell me bout it
I feel like im in the way can u get me out of it

will I ever jus feel normal
or am I stuck wit this tmmr 
I dont think I can hold up

who are u waitin on 
who are u waitin for 
I cant be there all the way 
and that hurts so much more
I wanna talk it out 
I wanna be the one who cares
u know what im talkin bout
I wanna be the one whos there

weak heart

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

numb4 w skele (splashgvng)

prod. @rrarebearbeats

lyrics:
they say home is where the heart is
well, my heart's with u 
I don't feel so alone when I'm next to u
pick me up when I'm down 
I know thats hard to do
I'm not good at words so I thought I'd write this song for u

(melody)

so, I thought I'd write this song for u

everyday ur the only thing I think ab 
we both came from dark places, but we made it out
crossed paths, fell in love we got it figured out
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

oh, u can count on that 

(melody)

we both came up from broken homes and broken promises
it took its toll, but it made us stronger kids
I'm glad I have u here cuz u make me stronger too
so, I'll wipe the tears off ur pretty face when ur sad
I'll sit here with u when it gets bad 
I'm never leaving u baby and u can count on that 

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

(melody)

oh, u can count on that

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

IG : @maybehinshi & @sewerperson

lyrics : 

I itch all night until I get my fix
Plenty people die but not everybody lives

Cuddled up in worried silence
The night above bathes is in violet
Where were u to grant me guidance
With no one here I’m walking blinded
My knuckles bleed and my cheeks burn red
The blood drips down while I Bandage my head
I knew enough but its just so fun to guess
This consequence embeds in my chest
Her heaven just feels like a prison to me
But prisoner then I will be
And I happily comply when she asks it of me
Cause that’s what she loves most
Poison thru the door is replacing my feed
For once just ask me what I would want and ill tell u its love to receive from you
Love to receive from you

And I would die tomorrow if u promised me it could save ur life
Wipe all that sorrow off of ur face im here to hold u tight

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

As time pass, I give up on our love (our love)
And I can't get your face out off (my head)
And I'm wondering if you ever loved me
I'm sinking, you're all that I need

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

love from you (feat. Sewerperson)

promise you won't leave

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

i got a bottle in my hand right now
i still think i'll make it out somehow
it goes down
inside our house
but i don't really wanna fight right now
i know i'm always on the road right now
it's too loud
inside our house

making sure my heart beats
slow 
the minute i let go 
it'll turn my heart cold
so put your arms around me 
and please don't let go 
until my eyes close 
baby look look at the snow 
and promise you won't leave

i think i broke this time
a little too much for you to come n fix
i think i fucked it up this time
but it's all my fault i did 

i heard you were on the phone 
that one painful look in your eyes
you were telling your mom it's been hard
but he always get's better
he said it'd be fine
i've been relapsing in my dreams 
take a minute to guess what that means
curl up n shake under covers
making sure my heart beats

video out now

the minute i let go (prod. eric godlow)

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

a song i wrote ab a girl i fell in luv w (RRAREBEAR)

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