lonely

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

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an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

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what i am (ft. guardin)

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love

[VERSE / WeepingWolf]
Call it Tough Love 
Call it Tough Love
She asked for the white
like girl take a bump
Fucked off the drugs
yeah I'm fucked off the drugs
Worst day of my life but
I don't give a fuck ah yeah

[BRIDGE]
Todays the worst day but it will be alright (x4)

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it don't go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah I'm a curse
and I need you now but I'm too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and I'm living out a bag tryna make a bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

[VERSE / Anton Golden @antongxldn]
All these dark thoughts tryna mess with me
So I put them on a beat with a melody
Recently I've been looking for the remedy
Cooking up every day found the recipe

Eventually you'll leave but the drugs won't
Baby I'ma get high till my lungs blow
I've been looking at the sky now I'm so close
Tryna find my way call me Nemo... Nemo

Bitch I've been smoking
my heart is broken
Shes off that coke and
numbing emotions

[HOOK]
I hope these drugs gone work
and it dont go worse
matt black nails ooh yeah im a curse
and i need you now but im too fucked up
suppressing all my thoughts yeah i call it tough love
and im living out a bag tryna make bag
backwoods fill it with the loud out the pack
Girl take this pill I know you will
Druggie Romance the type of love to kill

Druggie Romance Ft. Anton Golden (Prod By. CRCL)

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

1MS - Schmerz (prod. by @bigbans_)

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Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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If you hate me now wait 'till you see me on shit
Fucked up in the back of the new whip
Write another track while I'm in my all black drip
With a brand new bitch
Baby one more kiss
You know I like that

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

Nobody knows me
Y'all just like who you think that I am
Because how I show me
I'm on my lonely
But I'm just fucking fine with that
'Cause nobody owns me

I've been working non-stop
Working on a new drop
Making sure it's top notch on my own
Yeah I think about her a lot
Sometimes I wish I could stop
Instead I smoke on some pot all alone

All alone, all alone
Instead I'm smoking on thrax all alone
On my own, on my own
Imma make it to the top on my own

If you hate me now wait 'till you see me on shit
Fucked up in the back of the new whip
Write another track while I'm in my all black drip
With a brand new bitch
Baby one more kiss
You know I like that

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

They'll be jeering on the way back
Looking at my face tats
So off of my face
I don't know where my face at
I don't really give a fuck
Imma make it on my own two
You can hate me all you want
I don't even know you

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

(Outro)
Where is my mind
Where is my mind

One More Kiss

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One More Kiss [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

Blind

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Blind X Felikz {prod. Benihana Boy}

[Lyrics]

You left me to die
Still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
You promised me this wasn't just a phase

Baby when I take that giant step to make the list, yeah
You know I might slap a couple thousand on my wrist, yeah
Heal my heart with spending you can only ever wish for
Not one for material, I do it for the diss
Give me four more years on the wave
And you'll be crawling back when I say
Hit a milli in the bank, that's a safe
Didn't need your help, go away

I've had too much patience 
Riding out this pain since
You played me a fool
Wasted years of needing you

I still want to be in love but I don't know why
Hits me like a drug when I look in your eyes
Devil took my luck now I'm all out of time tonight
Falling for all your deceptive ways
Crawling with all of your heavy chains
I thought of you all of those rainy days
I promise you this isn't just a phase

Blood Under Starlight

[prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay

Ill be countin digits
Barely livin
Imma break my limit

I aint ever stopping 
Ill be going past when my lifes finished
Poppin what is given to me
Sayin fuck it if it kills me

I dont want your love
But you can take my blood

Get me high
Break my spine
Feel my pain
Put the knife straight to my veins

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay


My hearts iced out
I just cant take these lies now
Cut me deep until i pour out
Pour my feelings and you break me down

bleeding through all of my scars
Your eyes glow inside the dark
I died slow for you
Now im just a ghost to you

Dripping all on the floor let my blood flow
I want more ill get fucked up till my heart go
She want more she be fucking when the sun down 
Kill me now, kill me now

Dont you try you cant really break my heart yeah
numbed inside from the dagger in the dark yeah
I take my golden gun and let my soul depart ay
Get revived like inuyasha and restart ay



Imma get the fame and meet my death
My hearts iced out
She showed me her fangs and i took my last breath
Who turned the lights out

Its all dark and im outta sorts now
Lost soul what am i looking for now
Cut so deep imma pour some more now
to fucked up imma hit the floor now

DRIPPING ALL ON THE FLOOR

danke für jeden einzelnen kommentar.  :)

sie sagt sie liebt dich, aber kommt mit uns mit

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

1/4



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[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

SHE'LL DESTROY US ALL BEFORE SHE'S THROUGH

Lyrics:
Your lipstick, his collar
Don't bother, angel
I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess
(Well, which would you prefer?)
My finger on the trigger, or
(Me face down, down across your floor?)
Me face down, dead across your floor
(Me face down, down across your floor)
Well, just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
Let's go
Don't bother trying to explain, angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on, and
How 'bout I'm outside of your window?
(Well, how 'bout I'm outside of your window)
Watching him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker for a sweet talker, yeah
(You're such a sucker)
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinking
This all was only wishful thinking
And will you tell all your friends (The only thing)
You've got your gun to my head? (I regret)
This all was only wishful thinking (Is that I)
This all was only wishful thinking (I never let you hold me back)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens (Why can't I feel anything)
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me (From anyone other than you?)
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens (Why can't I feel anything)
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me (From anyone other than you?)
I know you well enough to know
And all of this was all your fault
And all of this
(It makes things worse)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life
I stay wrecked and jealous for this (She'll destroy us all before she's through)
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind (And find a way to blame somebody else)
As something larger than life
I stay wrecked and jealous for this (She'll destroy us all before she's through)
For this simple reason I
Just need to keep you in mind (And find a way to blame somebody else)
As something larger than life

Cute Without The 'E' - Taking Back Sunday (Cover)

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith

Ask If I Miss You, I'll Lie

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Cute Without The 'E' - Taking Back Sunday (Cover)

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