Updated Songs I've Prod

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

im close im broke now baby
been down might drown dont save me
cut ties cut arms im aching
im tired let me just hate me

in the bottom of the barrel where i be 
tryna gather all my dreams while dieing
aching bones wont break so come back
thats why i struggle when i love you just to show that 

oh i been lost
oh i been lost and cried a million times at least
oh i been down
oh i been down at the bottom i aint got an option 

how do i love
how do i love
how do i love
how do i love

how do i luv (prod. sanvictor)

I'm tired being upset 
i feel like a cigarette might calm my brain 
but i dont wanna smoke it 
it makes me feel sick, sick in the streets again
and when im in own head 
i feel like i need my gun just to ease my pain 
i kinda wanna see death
next time im in this mood i'll swerve the lane 

swerve the lane 

they dont know 
when im in this state 
im like a boat on the sea 
and im ready to sink 

i wish
the best for you 
i hope 
you'll find the guy who treats you right





lowkey down bad :/

heartsick (p4ra x 5head)

prod. @diamoonofnhg
🖤🤍
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3YEwuD2n3QYFZL2y2cHde8?si=0d2da8dd23674808
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hWmKE2stpI
❤️💔

Lyrics:
Live in the inside
Die on the outside
Thats my world
Whats yours girl

Drugs in the night time
Club lights show my lies
The past it made me think
Keep sippin my drink

In the mirror i see opposites 
Conflicts i cant fix
When i die ill go to hell and burn in the abyss
Fight my demons at the source and kill my emptiness
Kill my emptiness 

Im so stuck in my own head
Every second i spend in my own bed

I dont really know
If i can go here anymore
And i dont care if im alone

Some days its getting easier
Some days it gets hard and i start bleeding first

I think i be needing her
I think im not seeing clearly
Everything i held so dearly
Faded like myself yearly
Waiting for the end sincerely

MY WORLD (Prod. Diamoon)

liar

prod. @diamoonofnhg
🖤🤍
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6JHbNeIRYctyQufqqdjbOK?si=xJk9JhDqSWqnxkZM2BMj4w

Lyrics:
Days pass, Days pass, 
Im sorry that i wear this mask
Hold out your hand
I reminisce inside this glass

Relapse relapse 
It doesn't help but it has its grasp
it goes by so fast
Cant get past my past 


Staring in the sky
While my heart beats for the last time
Gave up on love, gave up on feelin fine
She took my tears now I can’t really cry



Nail alls black, pale skin, my sins are carved into my heart, either way I’ll live
Cross that I bear all the cold blank stares, piercing in the dark, it’s the way I live
Falling through my hands it’s the only thing I am I can only understand that no one understands
I don’t like the drugs but it’s the only thing I can do,
I already lost you

Reminisce (Prod. Diamoon)

PROD:
https://soundcloud.com/northeastlights
MIX + MASTER:
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

LYRICS:

imma star, slut 
baby yeah it’s no surprise 
with the glitter on my eyes
, wow!
im lookin nice?!
this is whatchu want 
baby yeah i’m paradise?
bandz up on my cock,
i BEAT THAT PUSSI RAY RICe


i do what i want 
fuck u just for fun

Brooklyn babi huh?
i be in her gutZ

i do what i want 
fuck her just 4fun 

make u mommi huh
abort that bitch yuh!! 

ohTHATs your body ??
count my bodies up!!
she OFF DA MOLLY uhhh

OXYKITTEN FUCK a trICK UP IN HER KITTEN YUH

bitch i’m boutta 2 slaughteR just 2 
fuck up on yo daughter 
glock up on my cock i shot the fuck up out that bitch n i was
out 
at murder scene she told me 2 “kill that mother fucker dead like he was  fucking COBAIN “

now i’m rich 
suck my tip &
 eat a dick 
& now my music sounds like shit 
& yall gon have 2 live with it
yeah


so bitch baby babii
, fill my glass with rose
& maybe take a dab or 4
2 keep me cozy




You like amber heard
Talking all that bullshit
I can’t believe you gave my heart extended full clips 
2 the chest now
im bleeding
Im leaking
I numb myself with drugs & Give her mother my dick + that seasoning

YOKAI

BAKEMONO [PROD. NORTHEAST LIGHTS]

feat. @spookybands

https://open.spotify.com/album/7qLqBwxrdJ0exmkkEkYOpU?referral=labelaffiliate&utm_source=1101lwMJf6ht&utm_medium=Indie_Distrokid&utm_campaign=labelaffiliate

Lyrics:
I was working down in New York City 
Ya we were up all damn night
Work all damn day in the road
An now I just live in bum fuck Egypt 
On a farm in the middle of no where 
I can hear the thunder coming but the lightning seems so far away so far away missing you 
Is night an day since you had left 
Everything had changed 
New port n a can of dip in my back pack
I gotta new snap chat cuz I got sick of the memories of you 

Spookybands:
I can hear the rain falling but you don’t have to 
I know love depends on how much we think we can make it back from 
and you try but seriously don’t  take  to much effort 
I ain’t ever been worth it my whole life and if I was I would be doing so much better but
remember that field we used to smoke in uh
Newport’s not much my style now
Your whole life you been so outspoken
No wonder we ain’t talking now
I was making clothes in New York
I parked my car down in the Bronx last night 
How far am I from Philadelphia I know u go there sometimes but
I can hear the rain falling but you don’t have to 
I know love depends on how much i can not make it back from 

I woke up in nyc 
N I got ashes in my hotel sheets
All these new friends like why ur snap score so low
I was different back then I done ghost everybody back when 
I had a few thousand contacts n no real friends n no will to live
I might just drink all night and day 
I been broken since u left 
broken baby u wouldn’t get it ya
U thought I was then but it’s been a minute 
Wake up n work out she said u look like u been eating cans of spinach now
Now she wanna come around 
baby u changed up quick 
I started stiring up my drink with some powder in it
No nesquik I hope u prouder then a bitch 
I hope u love me when I’m lit
I just needed somebody to come around while I get this fire lit

night and day

spotify

night and day feat. spookybands (prod. acey 心)

@homesick + @memoryroseishere
art, mix, & master by me
enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

and i just
wish that time would pass so i could forget
repeat myself i’m not that crazy i bet
you cool it down to take a bite yet again
just fucking figure it out, i’m not ur friend
it ain’t a conflict of interest
we’re both just hopeless; addicted
hope i just die to be
honest if brutally
u ruin all that u touch
i just hope it hurt you enough
to make up for all of me
‘cause love its killing me

tight jaw, long nights
present lost if i’m off right
set off, fog lights
i can’t see if i’m alright
was i supposed to wait for u? i couldn’t tell ya baby
truth be told i never knew, thats how i’m feelin lately

and if i can’t love right
then what am i good for?
watch the floodlight
as i step in the downpour
show me hatred
as i did to you cold
feed me anger
so i know what you know

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

fuse

fuse [homesick x memoryrose]

spotify n apple :P

produced: @yokaidreams 
piano: @diamoonofnhg
engineered: @tnvr555 

// yokai dreams 
i don't rly know u anymore
every other night your out the back door baby it's cold
said u miss the past more lately, i know
i think that's too much to ask for maybe i'm wrong

now this place is just a ghost town
how could home turn to somewhere i can't go now?
said it's fine
if u knew what i know now
would you still come around?
because for me it doesn't really change a thing
now this place is just a ghost town
we're all alone now
get so anxious when it's only you and i
could u just stay a while?
just for a little, i don't want to be alone
for another night

// i'm geist 
it’s a ghost town
baby i know
i built this whole place from the ground up
and called it my home
oh take a breath
you need to calm down
learn to let go
i found more comfort in being alone now
just me and my ghosts

you want to take my soul
but i sold it to hell
for love many years ago
you can’t save my heart
it’s all black
in the pine
but they wouldn’t know

it’s the sentimental taste on my tongue
i bring the noise say i’m the poltergeist
haunting your town
i’m wreaking havoc burning buildings no they cannot get out
and if you knew what i know now would u still come around

ghost town w/ yokai dreams

drowning my body in lust [prod. scoob]

EMOTIONAL = FATAL

Shelter (prod. Daniel Saint x LifeStyleDidIt)

Budapest

SAWED OFF SHAWTY (prod. Diamoon)

“Like Midnight Honey” is a soul confession wrapped in warmth. I wrote this as a tribute to the kind of love that doesn’t just comfort, it rescues. It’s about being pulled back from the edge by someone who sees you at your lowest and still pours in light. The metaphors are smooth and southern, but the feeling is universal, love that saves. It’s one of my most intimate tracks yet, and I hope it hits deep.”

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Like Midnight Honey

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