featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Produced by: lil XipZ x Crizzy White
Mixed by: lil XipZ x teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x GetBetter x JadedLoner
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro: teddyboi]
yeah idk what i did but i really seem to fuck up
everythings to loud can you please stfu
you dont get it like me
pray that someone else kill me im like please
said i got a pyramid on top of my head
lots of percocet and codein all over my nightstand
best friends with Vyvanse and best friends with nicans
it over yet i cant im sorry but i cant

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
i want you to kill me
just end it all quickly
im tired of feeling the worst

im lost inside the haze
im lost inside a maze
babe come look at my face
im the worst

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
I know I'm the worst
Babe
I know that it's thirst
Babe
It's always the same things
Getting up in my way
Anxious tendencies
ADHD 
On the worst days
When it was our first date
Loved you from the first date 
I'm the punchline of a joke
At the end of my rope
Dead end of the road
Broken boy that you don't know
You only know me in the flow
You only know me when I grow
You'll never know me like for real
You only know what imma show

[Bridge: Danny's Adventures]
break me down, break me down now
hear me out, hear me out now
can not forget, still have no regret
anywhere you wanted to go i would take you there
oh yeah anywhere i go i cant leave you there
youll leave the rest behind

[Verse 3: lil XipZ]
thought that i could move on
i guess that i was wrong
dont know what im feeling
id say im feeling numb

you loved to see me at my worst
id say it isnt true, but it is and it hurts
feeling like my hearts gonna burst
next time you see me itll be in a hurst 


[Verse 4: GetBetter]
idk his lyrics

[Verse 5: JadedLoner]
She got me down on the floor
Damn near begging for more
I cannot stand this whore
Rather feel the blade soar
Over my wrist again
Now she’s calling my friends 
No I’m not feeling great more like I need a break 
And I’m 

Feeling the worst 
Even calling you first 
Catch me slip on that verse
Name dropped that lil bird
I’m the one that she stuck on 
I am hurt
If everyone wasn’t dying 
Probably pop me a perc 

[Outro: Crizzy White]
Suffering
Im mutilated
Spill my guts 
I'm recreated
Only live a lie
That's why I'm so dead inside 
I took the bottle to my brain
I said I'm ready for the ride
It's full throttle in the rain
Clip the bridge and fucking die
I'm a psychopath 
Insomniac
A broken boy
A fucking act
A filtered noise
Through broken glass
Of screaming thoughts 
I shouldn't laugh
But everything I hear 
I fear I'll feel it the morning 
I hold it way too dear
And near the tape is now recording

FeelTheWorst (w/ teddyboi x Crizzy White x Danny's Adventures x getbetter x Jadedloner)

a lil hyper pop ep for you guys ;p

Lyrics:
You can spill my blood just for fun
Cause it’s bloodshed I crave, take my life I’m insane,
cause this nightmare a reflection of my pain
Black nails black hair a reflection of my brain

gave up on love when my heart turned black
And I’m digging in my head all the thoughts from the past
This is my life I can’t ever turn back
I know I’m too much, that’s why things won’t ever last

Dead here, regardless
hopeless and heartless
Fuck it all up I think I’m used to this…

Until, Anxiety
Flowin into me like an iv 
It be easier, if you just lie to me
Need to feed the desire inside of me

Let the voices take control one last time 
Guess it’s obvious I’m not fine

You can spill my blood just for fun
Cause it’s bloodshed I crave, take my life I’m insane,
cause this nightmare a reflection of my pain
Black nails black hair a reflection of my brain

gave up on love when my heart turned black
And I’m digging in my head all the thoughts from the past
This is my life I can’t ever turn back
I know I’m too much, that’s why things won’t ever last

Dead here, regardless
hopeless and heartless
Fuck it all up I think I’m used to this…

IV (prod. Aki)

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh

There’s a tightness in my chest
Girl you got me off these meds
I can’t sleep
I lay in bed 
but I’m still geeked
Never thought I’d see the end
But who am I to just pretend 
That things are fine 
When in my mind I picture suicide
I need you by my side

You got me up all night
Missing all the times we’d fight
Break up
and make up
Break up
And make up

Sick of burning out 
That girl gave me doubts
this life let me drown
she just smiled, showing fangs in her mouth 

There’s a poison in my head
Carried wounds until I’ve bled 
Pushed against the walls, they close in
How do I live
When everything is spinning 
Where do I begin

I don’t know where all of the time goes
I don’t know where all of the time goes
I just need to find the right hoe

Staring 6 stories out the window
Triple 6 devil said to let go

Staring 6 stories out the window
baby we can let go
Just to wake up

STREAM EVERYWHERE

BREAKUP & MAKEUP (prod. grayskies)

a short and sweet classic frvr single ;)))

Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_UuaPW7q5s

Lyrics:
I don’t know if I can make it on my own
Bitch I’m dying in my room, getting high alone
If you leave, than you’ll just remind me
Of everyone else,
sever everything 
Who i phone, no one picking up
My heart covered up in cuts
From the drugs and the lust, what I’m filling in my cup
wake up back to square one

It goes back to nothing
No more love
No more friends
Need a benzo
Tell me lies that you won’t go

Telling me lies that you wont go
But im watching you leave
Why am i so used to this
Is it fucking me

SPOTIFY

it goes back to nothing (prod. iamlonely)

prod: @dutchrevz

Visuals: https://youtu.be/cqAeYSAdtms
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1vChbwLIJC0kYQ9SdDS6Od?si=f6945b3a7c274a49

Lyrics:
i do too many drugs just to feel nothing 
day and night they're pulling on my strings
the things you said still sting
sinking 6 feet in the ground   

nobodys heres around 
my thoughts play that same old sound
get fucked up so you can be your self 

I wanna wash away the pain
I think I need a brand new brain
I wanna wash away the pain
Your touch can help me medicate

I wanna wash away the pain
instead i always suffocate
I wanna wash away the pain
Time stands still right here today 

dreaming bout another world
Dreaming bout same girls  
Feelin like i'm losing my mind
Take time
Away
Ill fade
Decay 

Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again 


Let you get into my head like that girl
Every time I’m in my bed I’m reminded
everybody feels alone in this world
Everytime you make me feel blindsided

I think times a bitch
And you don’t know shit
Of how I feel
Is this real

Need a reality switch 
Baby I need a full clip

Make me the enemy
Noise won’t go away like centipedes 
I keep isolating 
While I feel the craving


Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again 

Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again

FULL CLIP (prod. dutchrevz)

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvCFsyrL90g
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7jUTeinjCuSIbVA7siYc5y?si=038fb991e48e445a

Lyrics:
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

I can’t say a thing, you went somewhere else
In the end I guess I’m by myself
Can’t distract myself
Nothing really helps
Nothing said I felt nothing
When I wanted something
I knew I was bluffing 
So I stop to take a drink, and I start to think
Will everything disappear when I blink
If you ever wanna know about me
I’m too open, full of vulnerability 
Cut me open, I’ll give you anything you need
Leave me broken, that’s a possibility 

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Die lately die lately 
I wanna die lately
Sometimes I wanna relapse but I know that it won’t save me
There’s a fake me, there’s a fake me
I don’t know what side you’ll see
Different sides of honesty
When I lie I swear I do it honestly
Honestly i just feel to many things
All these voices haunting me
Always fucking clawing me
Clawing me, clawing me

Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now
Dig my nails into my arms
I’ve gone pale from a bleeding heart 
Can’t forget the way you left me scarred
Now i'm emptied out, you should probably run now

Spotify

NOTHING REALLY HELPS (prod. iamlonely)

@nate2timezz  

Lyrics:

Blood flow
Blood flows out my neck
Like the drugs you bring me closer to death
I carry burdens and stress
Don’t go
But you already left
So I’m getting higher, till I repent
Can’t keep doing this I’ll start to resent you

That’s the last thing I wanna do
Spread my ashes under the moon
Kill the person I am
Become someone new
Depression is the home i know
I’ve grown so comfortable with cold
All my inconsistencies 
Eat like a disease
Can you get me outta this
Don’t think that my heart can even handle it
So many times ive been beaten down, 
Till I don’t even have the strength to get up
I try to cover up my pain and all my lost trust
Cover it all up with new clothes
And new hoes
Still feel alone
Leave another hole in me, baby imma bleed slow

Blood flow
Blood flows out my neck
Like the drugs you bring me closer to death
I carry burdens and stress
Don’t go
But you already left
So I’m getting higher, till I repent
Can’t keep doing this I’ll start to resent you

Cut me deeper 
I can’t really feel inside
It’s okay take my life
It’ll be fine let’s pass time
Sippin wine with my ghost
Glowing eyes, heavy smoke
Lead the blind, to a rope
Make me choke 
make choke on all my words
You make me wanna sip until my vision blurs
Until my vision blurs
Think about the past it’s all a blur
But I’m still disturbed that’s for sure
That’s my curse
I don’t wanna ask if it get worse
Cause it still hurts
Tell me what’s your motive on this earth
Descended from the heavens like an angelic demon
I came from nothing no meaning
So now I give myself meaning
Don’t need a reason I’m breathing
just fighting the feeling
Fighting the feeling

BLOOD FLOW (prod. nate2timez & Blocktane)

SCREAM OUT ft. gothurted (prod. grayskies)

You tell me that you love me
Like it’s nothing, like it’s nothing
drug me
Take my blood I’m suffering
Crush me break me down, Than I Relapse, 
Rush I feel it rushing out, All of my past 
Snap I think I’m snapping now, How you do that
Leave, leave me gushing on the ground, I been detached
I cared when you were never there
You wanted no part I pulled out my hair
What’s wrong with me
And everything
All the weight from the pain
That I’m carrying
I gotta find a way
Before it’s too late
And I slam my face
Into the pavement
I crawl 
And crawl to the ends of the earth
Just to wake up 
Back in the dirt
But I will 
I’ll be fine
It’s off of my mind
Till I run back 
Into another endless spiral
Fucked up, can you dial
you know I love the cycle
Girl I think I’ve gone psycho psycho
Fuck it lets get high hoe
I wanna travel faster than light hoe
Ohhh fingers gripping on the tight rope
Ohhh she make me choke she make me die slow

TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME (prod. diedinoctober)

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

features are 100$

lol

FULL CLIP (prod. dutchrevz)

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