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everyone feels lost like u

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LYRICS:
i'm sick of always thinking 'bout the old me
never stay the same i'm always growing
ima get it on my own, i'm never folding
been steady learning all the shit they never told me
like everyone feels lost like you (we all just fake it)
regret's something you gotta choose (it's self-inflicted)
and friends aren't always who you remember, 
i get sick of the embers, they keep burning out

been getting tired of the dead ends
just wanna want something & get it
& yeah I know I got a loose head, shoes lead,
but I guess it only hurts if you resent the fall

I drink another bottle but it's never enough, 
I wanna fuck around & end it but I can't get it up
I got a bible in my pocket & I'm keeping it tucked
I don't believe in it, but maybe it's (just) good luck

I'm sick of always thinking 'bout the old me
never stay the same i'm always growing
ima get it on my own, i'm never folding
been steady learning all the shit they never told me
like everyone feels lost like you (we all just fake it)
regret's something you gotta choose (it's self-inflicted)
and friends aren't always who you remember, 
i get sick of the embers, they keep burning out

NEVER FOLD

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Lyrics;
I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

It's hard to say, 
what has made me who i am today.
I was crawling for help in my high school,
So i was going to classes in bad moods.
Its obvious,
that what i lack is confidence,
But it's hardly this.
I can try to pinpoint the problem, 
as i try to remember the things that have led to my downfall.

Is it too late to write on the pages that i've torn to pieces? 
Because it's so hard to talk when i'm angry for no reason! (x2)

I try to think of all the reasons,
Why you stay instead of leaving me.
I'm just an empty canvas wall,
That hasn't been painted in so long.
I'm not flawed,
I just suck,
I'm caving in.
the weed sticks to my breath in increments.
Of twenty cause thats how many years, 
that i have been forming this puddle of my tears.

(prod by. Number48)

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ahhhh feelings! (prod. Number48)

Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

i wish the pain left when u did </3
.
.
.

this aint no drug problem
yeah this just me fallin
inside ur love
i got it
yeah do u think about it
1:50 am
i wanna kiss u again
if u hate the old me 
i'll be ur new boyfriend

if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky
im alive 
but for how long
this aint goodbye
baby so long
kiss me goodnight
kiss me slow 
kiss me goodnight
kill me slow 
if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky

can u look me in the eyes and say u hate me
can u look me in the eyes and say im crazy
u can tell me i was wrong and yes i know
but i want u to myself 
its all i want
and i wish the pain left when u did
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
and i wish the pain left when u did 
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka young fruits basket

I WISH THE PAIN LEFT WHEN U DID (2K6)

prod. @metlast
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Lyrics:
Sometimes i get so fucking cold
All i know, all i know
Its etched so deeply in my soul
My soul 
Yeah i got ice inside my bones

But i dont mind its alright
Baby stay with me we got all night
Its alright, its alright
Those memories make me cry

got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go


Let me go
Let me go
I know u let me go
I let myself get low
Pick up my self, cry alone
Wipe up the blood, check my phone
I just cant take it anymore
I just cant take it anymore


got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)


lyrics

I drifted somberely into the trees
disappeared suddenly took all the memories
Doused us in kerosene
I started pulling out my rotted teeth

cope with it, smoke thru it
break my fucking spine, do it
tear up my insides, spewin 
tryna take my time, knew it
nothing but a pawn
killed a night, took his horse
Rode up to the castle and came knocking at his door
welcome to the nightshift 
sleep was never that inviting
all these dogs have took to fighting
why was bloodshed so inviting to u 
blood falls down, drips from my nose
it's a stark contrast, dark red in the snow
hands worn down, right down to bone
u can hear my pain in the things that I damn wrote

decks

so they pulled out their knives and they want me to run
I couldn't live with the web I had spun
danger is my best friend
I wasn't ready for the end

take my life, all the words that I have spoken 
I have sacrificed time for people that are broken
and I no longer want to be here
pressure resulted in fear
and now I sleep and I wake and I fall back down 
how the fuck do I say how I'm feeling now?

so conscious of what I've done 
this life is awful and fades to nothing. 

chess ft. decks (jolst)

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Lyrics
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Everything's gotten me down
But I don't wanna fight right now
Everything's gotten me
But I don't wanna

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Why's all that I say lies
Trust me oh you might
But I can't pick my battles
I don't know when to fight
I don't know how to give up
And honestly I don't know how to try
I put my faith into nothing
And every time I'm always proven right

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Pain [Prod. Koda]

mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/hammy
mastered by me <3
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Featuring https://soundcloud.com/hammy
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(lyrics)
leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop 

yeah im posted at the bus stop watching cars pass
plastic bags on me like im taking out trash
got margiela on my feet yeah you know i burn racks 
shawty know that imma fiend yeah you know i’ll die fast
when i pull up dive in she know imma swim 
these other boys gonna sink baby im him
only going up i can’t go down 
racing to the top i can’t stop now
person in the top i can't stop now it's rainy in my vision but can it stop now only going up i can't go down 

leave me there you don't mind you're seeking for, for health you don't seem to call me now blast off in a rocketship she said ima let down i gotta calm down six feet on the ground I'm digging down don't hear a sound ima see you praying on the shrine ima die young i reached my deadline I'm waiting by the bus stop with a tear drop

Biteki AMV

seeking for help w/ hamilton (frevel)

original song credits towards @user-411557229
this song has gotten me through more than i can remember
thanks for listening; thank you bryson

not home. - srry (cover)

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

This song is an original piece I wrote from my own thoughts and set to music with the help of modern AI technology.
Words & Music: Franky
© 2025 Franky – All rights reserved.
Thanks for listening 🙏
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Dieser Song ist ein Originalstück, das ich aus meinen eigenen Gedanken heraus geschrieben und mit Unterstützung moderner KI-Technologie vertont habe.
Text & Musik: Franky
© 2025 Franky – Alle Rechte vorbehalten.
Danke fürs Zuhören 🙏
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Questo brano è un’opera originale, scritta da Franky e prodotta con il supporto della tecnologia moderna di intelligenza artificiale. 
© 2025 Franky – Tutti i diritti riservati. 
Grazie per l'ascolto 🙏
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Tread on the tires

@kaiyko

Please stay away
I just can’t take the pain
Outside, a castaway
Reaping in my own disdain

Stuff of the past that sticks in the future
Lying to me, I thought that I knew her
Band aid my heart and pretend that it’s fine
Nothing else matters when I know you’re mine

Hold me tighter than when you held him
My smiles coming, soon it fell grim
Taking part of me, losing a limb
Embers were burning, slowly they dim

I’m stuck in the time
You weren’t mine
Can’t take the crime
I saw the sign

Breaking down I’m crying
There’s no point in trying
Away, I am flying
I hope that I’ll be dying

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)

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