Composed, Mixed, Mastered, Recorded, Written by Eien.

Enjoy this despair of mine.

Lyrics : 
I see myself in you
myself in you
I'm not enough 
myself in you

do i pretend you're here
just by my side
do i pretend you're mine
you're mine

you're mine
again
can we pretend

you're mine
again
can we pretend

you're mine
again
can we
pretend,again

melancholy

Now That's What I Call a (Re)Lapse in Judgement

s/o @otukaa original: https://soundcloud.com/otukaa/still-save-a-seat-for-you

i still save a seat for you
it's just out of habit
i can't remember what happened

it's like i blinked nd you're gone
it's not the same place without u
don't think i forgot you
why does it feel so wrong
hate to go on but i got to
my words never got through
and they won't 'cause you're gone
(and they won't 'cause you're gone)

there's this void inside my chest
inside my head, i can't fill it
don't know the last thing i said
the last thing we did
why couldn't i cry that day
no tears streaming down my face

i wish i could say goodbye, bye, bye
would i feel the same
or would i get peace of mind, mind, mind
wish we could go back frame by frame
take it all away one more time

-but we don't get what we ask for-

why am i breaking down?
i'm feeling it now
there's no use in hiding when no one's around
i'll figure it out
i won't make a sound
keep it to myself like it's all i'm allowed
i still save a seat for you
only if i knew
we'd be stuck like glue
'til the end

it's like i blinked and you're gone
tt's not the same place without you
don't think i forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but i got to
my words never got through
and they won't 'cause you're gone
it's not the same place without you
don't think i forgot you
why does it feel so wrong?
hate to go on but i got to
my words never got though
and they won't 'cause you're gone

still save a seat for you (otuka)

snow (prod grayskies)

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/idlyblare 

Another dream, I had of you,
I'm thinking lately, it's all true.

You know I hate to be alone inside my head too long,
It doesn't feel right,
Cause I can't shake this feeling that it happens every night,
There's something at the edges calling out my name,
I hear bells in every ring,
There's something sweet that I...
I chase it all throughout the woods,
And hope I'll see it this time, but I...
Mmmh-mmh-mmh-mmh mmh-mmh...
I dream of better days,
Waiting for the way to come back down,
I know what you think when you see I-
I can't let go of my head, no,
Something better off inside me, better off dead,
I hear demons calling out,
Wait for your voice don't make a sound.

Don't Make A Sound (Prod. Idly Blare)

Throwaway project 
(lyrics are on genius)

Nessa (prod. 05alagen x disphxria)

i still want
to sit here until dawn
take a hit and be gone
you kill what you want
you still want
to sit here until dawn
take a hit and be gone
i kill what i want
its the story of my life
i wake up and i die
the amount of times i cried
and i always wonder why
does it have to be like this
do i have to feel like shit
take a bullet to the chin
and it takes apart my skin
to believe is what your told
my bodys growing mold
they said that ill grow old
i lay there liveless and im cold
and now the void is fading in
i hear the voices once again
my last moment i spend
still wishing for the end
i still want
to sit here until dawn
take a hit and be gone
you kill what you want
you still want
to sit here until dawn
take a hit and be gone
i kill what i want
theres so much pain to feel
how much can you heal
my wounds are made of steel
was it even real

until dawn

SO HIGH YET SO SOBER

echoes of yesterday

echoes of yesterday (slowed & Reverb)

Vocals Mixed By: https://soundcloud.com/davey_legend 
Prod. https://soundcloud.com/idlyblare 

Do you dream of me the way I did of you?
Nightmares in my head I hear your voice,
It's different in the end again,
Lost in my mind, the pictures intertwine.
Hmm,
Lost in the feeling of the smoke and the wine,
I thought if I could tell you,
That I'd be just fine, but,
All in due time I know you see it,
It's falling apart again,
I'm stuck in a cycle, walking a tight rope,
And cursing your name on my way down,
Throw me a line, and I'll drop you a ladder,
All is fair in the war,
There's no love here it's only pain,
Dream of me the same way,
You haunt my dreams and now I know,
I'll be the reason you can't close your eyes.

Close Your Eyes @Davey Legend Mix (Prod. Idly Blare)

Bhaile

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