Tropical

Produced by @starshow3r & @atrxyu_

(Lyrics)

I waste my love thinking that you loved me 
When things get beautiful then it gets ugly 
When I have too many problems I just start running 
I just be happy keep the bad energy away from me 
Everything thing that goes up it always comes back down 
I just kept going I didn’t plan this out 
There always gon be ones that’s gonna doubt
You just gotta be careful on the words you let out 
‘Cause karma don’t play she always comes back around 

All this hard work yeah I wish that you could see it 
Music patched my heart up yeah I feel completed 
I write you a message then I just delete it 
I’m a give you space cause yeah I know we need it 
Had to going through the worst to deal with the harder way 
I just gotta keep going even if I’m not okay 
I gotta get my head up ‘cause there not gon stay 
Gotta do it for me I know at the end of the day 

I waste my love thinking that you loved me 
When things get beautiful then it gets ugly 
When I have too many problems I just start running 
I just be happy keep the bad energy away from me 
Everything thing that goes up it always comes back down 
I just kept going I didn’t plan this out 
There always gon be ones that’s gonna doubt
You just gotta be careful on the words you let out 
‘Cause karma don’t play she always comes back around

She comes back around 
So don’t try cheat yourself 
‘Cause you will make it more harder to live 
I stay five steps ahead even get six 
Gotta be careful on the things you wish 

‘One thing is for sure life will always be hard. What you get is what you give.’

be careful (starshower & atrxyu)

i love u too

(3/4)

prod me
feat vocals from ethab & zelda

lyrics:

I never wanted to admit it to you
I was too scared just to tell you the truth

I can’t keep living like this
I swear I tried my best
But~
You can’t be satisfied no matter what I do

Can’t really explain it
It’s just something innate
I know you think that it’s a vice
But I can’t see my life any other way

Burnt out supernovas in your eyes (x4)

no matter what i do (x idk how many times)

no matter what i do

THIS IS YOUR BRAIN

(Lyrics) 


Am I talking loud enough do you hear me clear
Most my life I wanted to disappear 
I don’t like to talk about myself ‘cause no one cares 
Sometime I’m trapped in my thought 
I’m doing my best to shake it off 
I don’t know why but I like being sad 
I think I’m this way because of my past 
Doing my best for this moment to last 

So I’m focused on my breath and how I’m thinking 
I look through my third eye it’s not blinking 
I’m deep in my soul I am sinking 
For me to grow had to let go the past
I don’t want hurt myself no more 
It’s time to grow and spread out my wings 
I have faith up above that I’ll live out my dreams 
Time always tells and I’ll always believe

Am I talking loud enough do you hear me clear
Most my life I wanted to disappear 
I don’t like to talk about myself ‘cause no one cares 
Sometime I’m trapped in my thought 
I’m doing my best to shake it off 
I don’t know why but I like being sad 
I think I’m this way because of my past 
Doing my best for this moment to last 

I hope that it last 
When I look back and notice the time going fast 
Gotta take care your mind ‘cause your not going back 
Moving forward and I’m doing just that 
Gotta have faith in you before anyone else 
‘Causing faking the long run it really won’t help 
If I’m being honest this the best that I’ve felt

like being sad (mays)

https://14gardens.bandcamp.com/track/fourteen

fourteen

Knock at the door, who's there? (x2)

But know, are you down to enter?
Are you down to enter? (x1)

https://14gardens.bandcamp.com/track/who-what

what, what

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

@kinsleygrey
@100signs
prod me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

no, you're not in danger
i think you'd be safer with me
don't fuck up my picture
i need you to listen, watch me

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me--

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

how you wish the worst when i don’t know you?
yeah, that shit is so dumb
i'm so done
you cut me off - like so what?
and give it time, you’ll see you fucked up
yeah, you fucked up
focused on this music
yeah, i think i'm next up
it means more to me than a check, yeah
than a check, yeah
every day i’m over-stressing
in my space, you’re over-stepping
up the dose, i’m feeling reckless
i can’t sleep i’m fucking restless

talk to me like i'm an idiot
like i don't know shit
i see you there shaking like a bitch
you don't know what you started

you don't have a clue do you? no
you're starting to panic*
i've waited for this all my life
it was worth every moment*

i'm at my crib blowing clouds
you got your head in the clouds
no you'll never be one of us
all my friends gonna watch me go up

i've heard enough
whatever you're saying just stop
you act like bitches are easy to trust
you don't know much i've had to give up

links

watch me w kinsley grey

We gave 4 groups of 4 people each 4 days to work on one giant song.

GROUP 1
icii
https://soundcloud.com/1ginn
https://soundcloud.com/22kingsprofile
sunny

GROUP 2
https://soundcloud.com/imyzuli
https://soundcloud.com/funkedheart
https://soundcloud.com/qlein
Wastehaven

GROUP 3
https://soundcloud.com/qxi
Daikyu
soundcloud.com/arliemoorebass
https://soundcloud.com/dishonors

GROUP 4
https://soundcloud.com/ickumas
https://soundcloud.com/shepiiam
mak
https://soundcloud.com/user-190331108

STATIC MEGASONG VOL. 1

i'll never face the truth

lyrics:

I stirred the pot like I wasn’t the one cooking
For two
I know you’re not gonna be looking for me
Once we’re through
I threw us away (Away)
Oh wow, so easily (Easily)
That sounds like something you might say right now
If you were next to me
If you were next to me
Oh, I’m so sorry
This wasn’t meant to be

Put on one shoe and then the other
One foot out the door and one staying in
I could tell you everything, but I’m not used to being genuine

I made you out to be an enemy
And someone that is there for me
I know that
I’m going back on my words
I know it hurts
For both of us
I really got us cuffed
Bed frame
Insane
In the first place (Place)
And in the worst ways (Ways)
I know I’m two-faced (I know I’m two-faced)

It’s so
Sad to realize I’m a disgrace
It must
It must
Suck to live with the fact I’m in your face
Constantly (Constantly)
Wondering (Wondering)
When I can (When I can)
Get up and leave

It’s so
Sad to realize I’m a disgrace
It must
It must
Suck to live with the fact I’m in your face
Constantly
Wondering
When I can
Get up and leave

I really want to go
You know I always run from you
That’s why I got holes in my shoes
It’s why I’ll always lose
I’ll never face the truth
Contemplate what’s the use
Contemplate what’s the use

What’s the use if I’m not able to be better (What’s it to you)
Why must you stick around when we both said we don’t need each other
(Oh-oh)
If I was you, I’d contemplate why I’m screwed(What’s it to you)
(Oh-oh)
And then I’d leave because I’m notorious for leaving you
(Oh-oh)

contemplation in your hands

i'm 21 and crazy
i’m an experiment, i think.
more 2 come