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people who haul ass thru the tall grass

🤧

lyrics:

Everything u know
At least everything u thought
She’s yelling thru the phone
Like shes tryna reach god
I am not the one that is capable of saving u
This bottle inside my hand let me know im ok
They tell me ill live a short live so I sit here and wait
On the east side I succumb to my fate
Some days I feel like im not worth this impact ive made
The worst day of ur life for some is a regular day

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

Even though we all die
Im ok with dying young
Long as my words get heard
And my stance stay strong
Cause baby the last thing id do is
Try to hurt someone
But we’ve all been there
And it feels so wrong
With this winter approaching
I been heavy in my heart
Cause I could feel me dying
As I type the song
Im been focused on trying
To focus more on love
But the night comes faster
And I miss the sun
Scraps of my body in the body bag 
He was so loved by everyone but him
Cause they dont know me for my character
And oh my god ur a monster
If this was want they wanted I will deliver no doubt
This turmoil I face I convert to word of mouth
Walk thru the night and my shadow my only friend
But I been seeing figures by my bed like him

Girl to see u this way
its breaking my heart
I was supposed to provide
But Im lost in the dark
And I know ur at home
And I know im still away
But If u just hold on
I will make it worth the wait
So I pick myself 
Out the sunken place
I know got to be strong
But my tears hold weight
So my heart teflon
And my vice in my veins
And if the pains not gone
Ill just wipe it from my face

11 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

Oh Septembers gone but I still think about it
Ssri’s might help but still my visions clouded
U do not see my fight cause still I smile
Last time it had been genuine I cant account
I put these drugs on my tongue and pray to god it help
It doesn’t but up in this studio I can feel myself now
I haven’t eaten in two days and my breath is foul
But I am not tryna impress no one im just being myself
Won’t you take ur time with me
Past events make trust hard to believe in
Ive been healed but still I bleed
Please take precautions loving me

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
I dont wanna hurt anymore yea
And I dont wanna try anymore yea
I would accept my fate while I lay on the floor in this mess I have built here
U Use ur body we dont use words here
My fate has taken all of me
Free will never meant too much to me
I always make the wrong decisions anyways
So I sit back and let life create

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move
still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

SEPTEMBER P2 (NEVRFALL)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

4'45" (P DEXTY)

Look at me
Tell me that you didnt see it coming
Tell me that you didnt see it coming
Tell me that i never went to run it
Prolly been the way that i started
I was in the cave with the martians
I was makin dreams had to start em
I took a tab my world swam 
an i danced
I looked up i was holding your hand
I looked down at a clown in my glance
An i cried some tears but they never fell to the land

That could save my fractured mind
I could be the atlas you sit on my spine
That could save my fractured mind
I could be the atlas you sit on my spine

Look at me
Tell me that you didnt see it coming
Tell me that you didnt see it coming
Tell me that i never went to run it
Prolly been the way that i started

I never showed at your party
I never gave one fuck
I saw the shit that they did hadda duck
I was tryna eat at an empty pot luck
You never paid no mind so your line run up
I see the clones cant make this shit up
You blew a bag on a hoe gotta make that shit back
I prolly laugh 
They make my ass sick
But i still forgive
I pray they heal quick
An i pray that my mind
Let me live

4'45"

SCRAPE WAX(P DEXTY)

Cant i get a second to myself
Like damn
Like damn
I was in the cut
In the move 
Then you took me out for that
What the fuck you playin
Cant i get a second to myself
Like damn
Like damn
I was in the cut
In the move 
Then you took me out for that
What the fuck you playin

All the shit i had in my grasp
I aint playin with the scarps
I just finished scrapin up the wax
I just brought the blade to a match
I been gettin paid off the mac
But i dont see cash
So i still feel ass

Isnt it funny
You lie in your raps an you say you get money

Snooze
Wakin up two days later off a blue

Snooze
Wakin up two days later off a blue

I got new energy
Im a new better me
Watch me get ready
I grew out the sediment
Blew up the regiment
tool for the leverage
A fool for the lettuce
Amused by the letters an the chemists
Snooze
Wakin up two days later off a blue

Fool
Thinkin you would move

Cant i get a second to myself
Like damn
Like damn
I was in the cut
In the move 
Then you took me out for that
What the fuck you playin

Cant i get a second to myself
Like damn
Like damn
I was in the cut
In the move 
Then you took me out for that
What the fuck you playin

I got the splif light as shit
I worked the midnight shift
I put the pen to the print
In the lab an shi
The lavishness
What sadness is
Im passed the whims
Of tragedy
Head ass they ask
Like wheres the university
their strategy

SCRAPE WAX *BONUS*

PORCUPINE (P DEXTY)

im seein cities in clouds
Im feelin different somehow
You feel the wind on your back
I think its time to relax
The mountains comin alive
The highest tree imma climb
I see the greatest divide
My ego reachin the sky

we dont live underground today
Speak some shit thats profound
They just kick it away
we dont live underground today
Speak some shit thats profound
They just kick it away

I just live anyway
I got the key to the safe
I see my fear is replaced

I find creative freedom peaks
I ate a sheet became the letters lsd
Take a train invadin greece
Cus im a connoisseur of cheese

But i cant hold my wine
My knife is like a porcupine
Because its rollin on my side OG
I just put a hole in one 
old jeans
Im just killin it 
Too bad im lonely 

This the reverence
Repentin any holy
This is battleship
I keep it loaded fully
I be an activist
an i be speakin slowly 
So i seem pacifist
i pass a stick
i keep on rolling
Where the bad bitches
You mean the one that hold me
She roll the cabbages
The packages
she wanna grow green
I got an ash the shi
I can't commit
Our pasts enclosing
I’ll get my act together
Macavelli
Canvas frozen
I take my lack of sleep 
An bad degree
An wacky green
An slap the sheep

I must digress
My words gon vex
Any level headed bezel wearin
Minimum carin
Lookin son of a bitch
Imma run that risk
You just stepped out of the tuttancommons
Judas watchin
Imma hit that two step sauce him
Let him know work through our problems

I guess i give a shiiiiiiit
I admiiiiiiiit
Im just caught up in the miiiiix

PORCUPINE

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp)

ACID SPECIFIC (P DEXTY)

I dont go too hard
Bet i need control
I dont post shit often
Never gon scroll
They approach me talkin
Cannot foreclose 
Did the boy seem off
Yeah fuck up the bowl
What a war we lost
You were never a soldier
See crosses contortin
We were falsely hopin
I Been up in the city
Darkness comforts

Banned from the bridge 
I was runnin over them
My bro
I was dutchin dojer
Bitch My bitch is a 4 leaf clover
Wrist my wrist
They could watch me sober

Take your time we here forever
We can live or die or sever
I feel a million miles ahead em
But i know the cultures spiteful trenches
Dont let up

Tussin up in buckets
she underwater she blushin
This tub is fillin the fullest
The underground overflowin
The rage beats have a seat
An the campaigns gettin cheap
I ride amtrak for no fee
I wanna hear the drums gettin beat
Everyone copycattin the freak
If you do type beats make a leak
Of what lifes like wit no screen
You just bitin drums an keys
 
Psychedelia
Colors changin chameleon 
Hardest to stay prepared for this
Heart is flippin australian
Back to basics
This tab is scrapin my brain out 
This app-arition livin
This match 
clappin the shit out
Pass it fizz out
This magic attractin lizards
The lab that they from is livid
The server is full of chemists
Acid specific i strap in an feel the rhythm
The backrooms are always fillin
The cap of the shroom is killer
this experience

Take your time we here forever
We can live or die or sever
I feel a million miles ahead em
But i know the cultures spiteful trenches
Dont let up

I strike a balance in this life i find im sproutin
Cobras countin

ACID SPECIFIC

GATE B31 (P DEXTY)

cant live till i breath
but i think im gonna try it
try it
cut the gems by the creek
you gon move on an deny it
we under fire
got a window seat
tryna see if im the highest
i hope im lighter
see a tint, gold sheen
when i'm looking in her iris
its stayin quiet

Fuck that they watchin me 
i pop a blue an wash away
this new economy
Consume the truth its counterfeit
I watch her sleep
I protect her in a dream
Cover me, take benzodiazepine
Lovin me, even though im barely here
Pardon me, i been livin for a fee
Cover me, take benzodiazepine
Lovin me, even though im barely here

I needa fuckin sleep it off
I got a day of layaways 
no disgrace 
Down for discussion about nothin
its just great to see your face 
moments hold in place
You still that commodity
an even though i move im glad u followed me
Feel the truth come out of me 
That i been losing battles in my head when you across from me

20 dollar features 
Aint enough to live off of
just wait give it all up
i say and they all shrug
My bitch is did all up
The kitchen is all scrubbed
The ditch where we walled up
Gotta sleep in the hall bruh

drums
Never do em justice 
But i appreciate the love
disappointment in my choices
Angel flew away im not invited nonconformist 

cant live till i breath
but i think im gonna try it
try it
cut the gems by the creek
you gon move on an deny it
we under fire
got a window seat
tryna see if im the highest
i hope im dyin

Fuck that they watchin me 
i pop a blue an wash away
this new economy
Consume the truth its counterfeit
I watch her sleep
I protect her in a dream
Cover me, take benzodiazepine
Lovin me, even though im barely here
Pardon me i been livin for a fee
Cover me, take benzodiazepine
Lovin me, even though im barely here

disappointment in my choices
Angel flew away im not invited nonconformist
they contort
i never join em
i enjoy bein alone
all my joints already blown
all my points already proven by my clones

GATE B31

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

lyrics:

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Oh what a way to die
Am I to blame cause I
Was led astray to find
This old woodlands heart
Well I guess ill die
Let it take my life
I cant take it anymore I need to unzip
Watch the ground u step on cause it could be toxic
I just blew the baggage door the and stormed the cockpit
Dont you know that time to think is fucking nonsense
Watch the fire rage and turn the forest into soot
Its a sign its the consequence for damage where we stood
Over time we have buried all the flesh into the mud
But the eyes of the earth prove again were in their clutch

Open the attic and
Take out the bones
Powder it down then bag that
U lose a life when u enter the home
Really u live in a mouse trap
Clean off the dirt and I fold the clothes
Nobody cares if Nobody knows
Nobody there when u look at my soul
Fix me change me fuck that
I see candlelight come flicker thru the autumn air
It emanates from cross the silver lake beside the forest there
I feel the evening wind come brush me on my auburn hair
Im to far to dodge this storm but nature couldn’t care

Placebo (eric Godlow X LeonardoDaLenny)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp)

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