Name: acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp) by futhills in songs i feature in :)
Duration: 2 min 50 s
Description: "pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

songs i feature in :)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

trash

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp)

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

with @decksmusic

[intro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[verse - decks]
and when i look underneath i'm the reason i rot in hell
i did all i could to help you, never helped myself
i wonder what it would take now to flip it all month
these visions have plagued me i'm tripping
say what you're feeling cause i know it's different
you'll never wish me well
no you'll never wish me well

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
you’re like the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[outro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

oni boy x decks - zzz (prod. idealism x Lucid Green)

a song about rally racing i guess lol
prod by the one and only @yunnygoldz

lyricz!

Yeah, i just think i lost my mind
Nah, grip the wheel n dot my eyes
Yeah, ive got nothing left to hide
Nah, theres nothing deep to know inside
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far
I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane 

Downtime, im fixing up my shitbox that left in pieces
Snapped coils, bent frame, only myself that i have to blame
I went off course, with no remorse and id do all again
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far

I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane

Rallycar [prod. yunny goldz]

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

twin sista's (@maxxairrbeats @clonnex @yunggokrazy @slimemaco)

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

for the real ogs
veins & i give u our best wishes
<3

layered

layered - betweentheveinsandi (decks)

prod. michael harrison
thanks for listening I love you <3

lyrics-
(chorus)
grey light dont wanna be here passed sundown
i miss ur silhoutte see mine as i run now
thru these woods all alone spark my blunt now
in july there was love but theres hate now
i dont blame you I just blame myself
shouldve sent more letters
cares about my health
were in this shit weather
but im doing well
I think our souls are tethered hope I dont drag u to hell

way to fried inside this parking spot 
I need to get home
hate how everything I write
seems to turn to shit now
in the rain the moonlight in the backseat
with the keys out down know if its meant to be
just let me slowly fall asleep now

scroll phone her eyes roll better than photos
purple lights bouncing around I hope to never let you go 
kiss goodnight
cracked window just to let me blow my smoke 
is this love?
if so i hope 
take my hand just dont let go 

(adb libs)


(verse)
rain hit the sunroof with the moonlight
hit me up babe what you doin toinight
im so sorry
I just need a little me time
you can really always catch me in my free time
I think ill split a spliff driving down the free way
the way they looked at me you look at me the same way
I think my life is better off inside the haze
its prolly better that we go our seperate ways

(chorus)
grey light dont wanna be here passed sundown
i miss ur silhoutte see mine as i run now
thru these woods all alone spark my blunt now
in july there was love but theres hate now
i dont blame you I just blame myself
shouldve sent more letters
cares about my health
were in this shit weather
but im doing well
I think our souls are tethered hope I dont drag u to hell

way to fried inside this parking spot 
I need to get home
hate how everything I write
seems to turn to shit now
in the rain the moonlight in the backseat
with the keys out down know if its meant to be
just let me slowly fall asleep now

scroll phone her eyes roll better than photos
purple lights bouncing around I hope to never let you go 
kiss goodnight
cracked window just to let me blow my smoke 
is this love?
if so i hope 
take my hand just dont let go

sundown. (michael harrison)

Shipping & Handling w/ love jai (9anyal)

right here!

made in abyss [+ cxrter x tahtx]

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp)

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epitomeoffailure

farewell, tomorrow

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