this song is very old. i wrote it when i was 13 on july 18 2019. idk i just wanted to say that.

lyrics
why am i so left out
while everyone else has company
i think it’s just cause
i’m too much for people 
i don’t want to feel alone
it’s not good for my health
but i just can’t do anything about it

why the hell do i 
always feel anxious and panic in public
it feels like i’m trapped in a box
and everyone is staring at me
please stop staring at me
stop staring at me

i’ve been crying everyday
i don’t wanna get out of my room
it’s just that i’m too tired to get out
and start to live like everyone else
what am i gonna do about that

chords - f, am, em capo 3

mental breakdown

Static

the more that i try 
the harder it is to imagine getting better
the more that i try
the harder it is to pretend that i got it all together
and i cant pretend
and i cant hold on
it seems like i really cant do anything anymore
the hardest is yet to come 
obviously
it never gets easier does it

the closer to death
the less im aware
i lay in my bed in the smokiest air
i try to hold on to my friends and my hobbies
but the more depressed i am
the more i really cant
and i cant pretend 
and i cant hold on
if i barely can exist
and i really cant exist
but im not letting go
i write songs but theyre shit
im doing everything i can to get thru this

and i try the best that i can
but the less that i can
the more i stop trying
i want to pretend like
i know what i am doing
but fuck if i do
i dont know anything

highschool dropout soon
loser trying to prove
everyone wrong when they say i am good
im not good im not good im not good
im not

the more that i try 
the harder it is to imagine getting better
the more that i try
the harder it is to pretend that i got it all together

The Best That I Can

c0rpse girl

FUZZYFACE - Human Heartbreak

FUZZYFACE - keychain

lyrics:

day 4
thousand! of having the flu
been laying in my bed
drying my nose in my pillowcase

everyday seems to just become the same
a mixture of vivid nightmares
fever and cold sweats


didn’t you hear?
the icecream truck outside
everything so loud my brain is exploding

drinking ice tea
sorted my clothes
but im bored outta my mind
its like no matter what i do im just bored
its like no matter what i do im just scared

how can i change my mind set
if im sitting on it
guarding everything
i am lullabying myself to sleep
and i dont even miss you
cus my dreams feel so real
and you’re always there with me

i need to talk to someone who isn’t myself
i always gets so weird when im all by myself
on saturday ill get tattooed
id like some moldy peaches fan art

or maybe just hello kitty and a smiley face
i just wanna get well

Day 4000 of having the flu

hi this is my song illuminati <3 the audio is very grungey and low-quality but i like it that way!!! i’ll release more music here soon and a better version of dis in the future since i recorded this in a rush!!! 💖

here are the lyrics!!!!! ::


if i could be a different person 
and all i had to do was sell my soul 
i’d already have a contract 
with the man who runs hell 
and i wouldn’t regret it
no, i wouldn’t regret it at all 
i’d probably die at 27 
but right now i’m living
my artificial life 
but once this high is over 
i’ll go back to feeling horrible 
and all my problems are 
still on my shoulders 
and it weighs so much 
oh my god 
my collarbones are bruised 
it really hurts to move 
i don’t know how much longer i can 
feel the way i do 
i know i’m already going to hell 
so if i sell my soul 
how could you even tell 
wanna be a super model 
wanna be a teen idol 
but perfect people don’t exist 
so if i sell my soul to this 
i’d just make things 
like 10 times worse 
and i don’t wanna get more hurt 
i don’t wanna get more hurt 
if i could be a different person and 
all i had to do 
was sell my soul 
i wouldn’t have a contract with 
the man who runs hell 
cuz i’d probably regret it 
no i’d definitely regret it in the long run 
cuz after all the fun 
after a short time, it’s done 
i’d be rotting in hell for eternity

illuminati

Pretty Like-Drugs Queen Adreena

sitt aroundd frestylee (reuploadd)

cutting

VERY HAPPY MUSIC 4 VERY HAPPY PEOPLE
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shitty pc-pop dance music to make u cry.
courtesy of meow meow fuzzyface!