the cycle of life is weird af. i mean we get born and then we keep getting older and at some point we die. its kinda weird to think about the fact that everyone who died on this planet was once just a little kid. i kinda dont understand where the sound of the voice comes from..like how comes i have the voice i have? i get the vocal chords thing but the *sound* that one specific different sound that every voice has is so overwhelming to understand how the f it once got formed...assuming the humans are really just advanced monkeys..f●kin apes..just advanced apes..im kinda sure yall seeing what the f is going on, right?like,the apes keep making sl@ves out of other apes,who have to work for money to buy food to survive..wtf is this? who let the apes do all this stuff?bro imagine the aliens laughting at this race..i am here from the past and i know how the world used to be, my soul was there even before the first organisms were created on planet earth...the thing is i just got lost in some kind of dimension where i was not really there but in those times i have this human body, in the times my soul was just wandering around that dimension i heard a lot of things and i created some kind of music with weird machines..i want to show this to you all..i dont have the power to just make myself get known and stuff, thats why i would need a little boost from you all and maybe some more attention..i have so much stuff i really wanna show to you all...and so many stuff on my computer where i try to recreate the stuff i listened to in that dimension. for now i only use fl21 and teach myself how to work with it. probably gonna get myself a nice setup when i can afford it and gonna make even more realistic soundscapes and the beats more professional. i assume yall, people who actively listen to my songs, probably already noticed the 'bad quality' . i wanted to say its more like. look, with my human body that i have now, i have the posibility to try to make the sounds my soul was making in that dimension...and bwo it was dark there..and the sounds were not made like professional, it was so dark and human ears could not actually really hear it. the 'bad quality' my songs have its the exact vibe its meant to give off. i want it to sound liminal, dark, imperfect, nostalgic..to sound like something you heard before but u aint sure where, ..i focus a lot in creating the sounds in the way they made me feel as i created them in that dimension. idk i think i maybe should start working with ableton, for even better loops and beats..i think ima maybe do asap. and by the way,i made a yt channel where i uploaded some more special songs , the unofficial video for DesintegratioN, and more liminal stuff..xd i mean yall dont have to but maybe gimme a follow if u wanna see more liminal,nostalgic, dark stuff and trippy visuals of the dimension where i was. and will be after my human body dies on this planet. oh damn i remember so much, even my boyfriend knows so well we met in some kind of past life,he knows too...i wish i could write here endlesly and share my visions wiith you all   ,very interesting stuff. but i should maybe upload captions similar to this(random thoughts actually lmaooo) in the description of my songs idk.










the lost scp project

tracklist:
hab mich in den tal verloren••• 00:00-6:22 
svartnad•••6:22-12:00
i just want to walk••• 12:00-15:07

SCP PROJECT [1]

Filosofem





[[[voidddd]]]



my yt: 

https://www.youtube.com/@h0ts1nce98




first soundsystem ever. created by a girl who once lived with the creator and built the universe with him. 

..aber die sterne woraus wir alle gemacht wurden haben sie doch kaputt gemacht..

I´m a small producer who just wants to show his sound.

Hello there! I’m a bedroom producer from the Netherlands.

I make my tracks with Ableton / FL studio, my old songs are made with Logic and medly.

SCP PROJECT [1]

𝒫𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓐𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓂𝓃