prod. dercept x johnny friend
mixed by me
a lil somethin.

lyrics:
but i'm alright again
i'm getting high again
there's not a thing that you can do to make me feel right again
i might just pour another bottle, feel the night again
and drown away all of my problems like it's vicodin
and you say i fucked you up bitch why do you like to lie
cuz i aint fuck up a damn thing but u was fuckin up my mind
and now i'm slow, i'll proceed with caution
cuz dealing with that again would be way too exhausting

and honestly i'm just exhausted
i been way too long going through all of this blockage
and i don't think i woulda gotten through it by myself
thankful for all of my brothers that are always here to help

and i'm thankful for the drugs too
i ain't even lie when i told you that i loved you
lately it's been complicated i don't wanna figure it out
i think i'd rather put the pills in my mouth

and maybe drown you out bitch i don't wanna hear a thing now
body movin slow when i'm on the fuckin pink now
and i aint mean to lie to you and say the things i said
but you still dont know the truth and it's fuckin with my head
cuz it was all lies
bitch you caught me and i just denied
i wanna cut ties
but rlly i don't have the fuckin right
so i'm trapped in here for life
don't think i'll say my goodbyes
bottle leakin on the right
chug it down i'll feel alright

(chug it down i'll feel alright)
(chug it down i'll feel alright)

but i'm alright again
i'm getting high again
there's not a thing that you can do to make me feel right again
i might just pour another bottle, feel the night again
and drown away all of my problems like it's vicodin
and you say i fucked you up bitch why do you like to lie
cuz i aint fuck up a damn thing but u was fuckin up my mind
and now i'm slow, i'll proceed with caution
cuz dealing with that again would be way too exhausting

vicodin

siemspark beat
last pop song for a while i think

dia de los muertos w/blare

a conversation between friends of their hardships and inner thoughts about the situation they've been through

WILL REMOVE PER REQUEST

lapse w/ alain - ericdoa

i made this with covid ;)

lyrics

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life 

Just take your dads mustang 
Live in the moment 
Go 100 on freeway 
Just like you own it 
You got a way of waking all us up 
And you know you show it 
Your gonna take over the world someday 
And yet you don’t know it 
And your fathers looking down at you 
I know you miss 
Youd give up anything you have for a chance just to kiss him 
Raise your head don’t be sad 
He raised you to be gifted 
Give it the best that you have 
Cuz you aren’t a victim

She slides her key right into the front door 
She never usually gets home 30 past four 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 
I wonder if they notice 
how long you were gone for 

Just rest your head 
close your eyes you’ll be fine 
dream about the things 
that you would in the night time 
These are the things 
that you’ll bring into the next life

front door (grayskies)

tiziana

problems (original pitch)

hyperpop glaive sped up midwxst pitched 2024 ericdoa 2023 unreleased

the fear of god and the catholic church (sped up and pitched)

Ryan Leahan's EP Beneath a Blood Moon
Released March 29th 2024
Written, Produced, and Performed by Ryan Leahan

Blood Moon

im alone in this world
no one ever guves u a tissue
everybody jus gives a shit about u
since u gone from this world fuck i miss u

oh i got so weak in mind
sit here and i fucking cry
guess my brain jus needs more time
and i sit here
no one around me
in my life

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

u got all of me
yeah i need u here
u got a hold of me
this life is never fair
this life is never fair
ur the only one to understand my pain
thinking of all those words that remain unsaid

and when ur time is up
i would still sit there and u would be my last thought
atleast thats what i think now
cos nobody else can take ur place in my heart
heart
heart
heart
heart

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

i hate this place
and my state of mind
give me one more try
just one more time

oh i bet everything would be better
if i wouldnt have tried with u
now im a menace
cos i cant help myself
but i fall and regret it
and now just feel like the worst friend that someone could have yeah

feels so cold when i look up to heaven
dont wanna be alone
yeah im already stressing
out
over things i cant controll
always think its just my fault
i stay on my own
i stay on my
i stay on my own
i stay on my

go back there sit in the car
my bloods thick, im stuck in tar
an arrow goes right thru my heart
in my feelings oh my oh my god
come bit closer i know ur far
tho u still got my heart

demo

me at dominos in la # da life

lyrics: 
If you wanna go out
Then you better come around
Cuz I'm not gonna chase again
No I'm not gonna chase again
Cuz I'll, cuz i'll never fucking chase agai-

A- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- a-
(NO!)
A- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- a-

Cuz I know it ain't right
And I'm not gonna fight
I just needed to make a sacrifice
And I know I cannot stop
It speaks to me in ways inside
Woah
I watched you walk away
As if It was a game
It wasn't a game
It wasn't a game
It wasn't a game
(It wasn't a game)
It wasn't a game

I don't know what to do 
I'm locked inside of my room
I'm making songs about you
Was there a reason,
For anything that you did?
Cuz I don't wanna waste my time again
So if wanna go out
If you wanna go out
Then you better come around
Cuz I'm not gonna chase again
No I'm not gonna chase again

A- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a-
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- a-
(NO!)
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- a-
(N-NO!)
A- a- a- 
A- a- a-
A- a- a- a- a- a- 
A- a- a- a- a- a- a-a- a- a-a- a- a-
(1, 2), (1,2)

chase

produced by dazed?!

w/ @devvn

lyrics:
(dazed)
the clock ticks
when you stop this
lets recollect, synopsis
the way u move, hypnotic
but u know youre the one who caused this
now ur running frantic, make me panic
and if it was my choice then i wouldve told u just to let it
to let it go
to let it go
what would u do?
yeah
if u were in and stuck in my boots
yeah
im not attached to u
(yet)
but if i was then whats the difference
to u
to u
to u

(-)
she wants me to change but i have no idea
what she even really wants me to do
i’d rather die than hear her say it clear
but let’s keep that between just me and u
problems, too scared to face it
fiend for her love, i'm gonna chase it
going insane on like a daily basis
rather let it end, keep memories in a bracelet
don’t want this shit, man i wish i could take it
my life ain’t a stunt, man i wish i could fake it
why do all these people wanna copy my cadence
if i were way bigger, would it be as blatent
lost track of time
pray for myself and i hope that i’m fine
were we really a crime
it’s fine if u just lied
by dawn can you decide
whether i live or die
consider how hard i tried
maybe that’s my downside

aurora

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chase

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