3v3ryth!n9 (I'm bad @ naming playlists)

clam like finishing your project at 1am and ging to sleep

Forest<3

TOUCH GRASS

The same brain that tried to kill you will one day save your life

Reason number 78 for people to be concerned abt me

mental breakdowns wrapped in hugs </3

soundtrack (listen to look cool)

songs that give me gender euphoria

Acoustic 2025

Most earnestly, rest easy. I will not claim complete understanding but I cannot overstate my reverence. circa May 2022

stream

rainbow bridge

The Absolute Best Feeling

I Wanna Be a Boy

extra guitars by @sawceofficial

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i think youre pretty cool!
you turn my head to gravy 
all my broken molecules
are crushed on feeling crazy, it goes

1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
(yeah i might od on a little crush, yeah)
1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
yeah yeah

123 its all too much
my mind’s rewinding a supercut
my psyche ran like nikes to the pit
to hell with it

red eyed face down, telling fortunes
my duct taped mouth, we can force it
wrapped up in a cloud of distortion
think wrong, you might be gone

1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
(yeah i might od on a little crush, yeah)
1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
yeah yeah

simulate a 
million conversations we might have until my head erupts
tryna find a timeline where i hang my contradictions up
drowning in adrenaline til you decide you hate my guts
one day ideal will get too real (and i might od on a littlecrush)

1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
(yeah i might od on a little crush, yeah)
1 2 3 im burning up
i wanna rest in peace and self destruct, yeah
od on a little crush
yeah yeah

selfdestruct

𝗐𝗂𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗌 𝗋𝗎𝗇𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌.

𝗆𝗂𝗍𝗌𝗄𝗂 - 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄 𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒

Suicide Cleanup

fiona apple song get gone sped up version

get gone (sped up) - fiona apple

If Nobody Likes U

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps
My steps

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be faster

Run for the yard
They’ve barred up the gutter
That was our route better find another
Was that a rabbit?
Really not
Like the one I’ve seen on a cereal box

And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?
And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?

(instrumental)

Cotton tail gonna end up in jail
Wrong place wrong time
Bad tune but it rhymed
And lined up perfectly to blame
The one who is far too tame
And he say:

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Say, is that the kid from the milk carton?
Can I do anything when I’m also missing?
Something tells me kid
Never learned to swim
But can I do anything when I’m also drowning?

(instrumental)

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase

You can still win, just gotta be faster
You can, you can, you can, you can win

You can still win, just gotta be

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home (stop telling me all about your problems)
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase (oh)

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You can still win, just gotta be

Oh, the air is thick
Kinda makes me sick
Can I give CPR when I'm suffocating?

And the birds don't sing
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)

Have they really domesticated me? (faster!)

The Milk Carton

This Feeling Will Pass - Take Care

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei and emily gidley

lyrics:

(Madilyn Mei)
Kissin’ the bees, tippin’ the trees
For the ease of a breeze they make 
Crossin at the light, hands held tight
Tonight we’ll make pancakes 

I don’t wanna live in worry 

(Madilyn & Addison) 
Oh no no no
 Not again 
I don’t wanna be a story 
Oh no no no
Not yet 

Sleepin’ in the kitchen
Singin’ in the mornin
Someday when it's over
What is there to tell? 

Carin’ more than I show
Lovin’ more than you know 
But someday when it’s over
What is there to tell? 

(Addison Grace)
I don’t wanna be a tragedy
A means to make amends
I don’t wanna be a memory
A picture, happy end

(Madilyn & Addison)
I don’t wanna be a story
Oh no no no
Not yet

Cats in the backyard 
Drivin’ off to nowhere 
Someday when it's over 
What is there to tell? 

Followin’ in footsteps 
Followin’ a routine 
Someday when you're mourning 
What is there to tell?  

(Addison Grace)
I keep on singing the same songs 

(Addison & Madilyn)
Honey, I know honeymilk cannot drown out the guilt 
Keep saying I wanna move on 
But if I don’t let it last it’ll end just as fast as it started 

(Addison) 
Goin in reverse, days I’ve rehearsed
Finding where I went wrong 

(Madilyn)
Remake my bed, restart my head

(Madilyn & Addison)
Undo it all and all 
I don’t wanna be a story 
Oh no no no 

Sleepin’ in the kitchen (Kissin’ the bees, tippin’ the trees)
Singin’ in the morning (For the ease of a breeze they make)
Someday when it's over (Crossin at the light, hands held tight)
What is there to tell? (Tonight we’ll make pancakes)
Sleepin’ in the kitchen (I don’t wanna be a tragedy) 
Singin’ in the morning (A means to make amends) 
Someday when you're mourning (I don’t wanna be a memory)
A picture, happy end

Sleeping in the Kitchen

Sleeping In The Kitchen feat. Addison Grace

all i do is try my best

drywall (w/ patchymate)

jet fuel iced tea (w/ SEBii)

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produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by kris putter

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Lyrics:
Nice to meet you
I’m a cryptid
I don’t scare off many children
They just laugh it makes me livid
I’m not scary
Like I should be
Play with dolls when
No one’s looking

Dad is Bigfoot
Mom is Nessie
Can’t just say “I tried my best,” see
They're expecting so much more I
Couldn’t care less, but I still try
I’ll go hairless
Grow some more eyes

Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you

They see right through me
Can I blame them?
Till I scare ‘em, I stay nameless
Movies set the bar too high
I need a win before I die
I can’t begin to want to try
Yet I still do

Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you

At the naming ceremony
Everyone else, their lives were all forming
But maybe I’ll earn it

At the naming ceremony
(I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m…)
What if my parents loathe me? Disown me?
(Who am I? Oh, who do I think I am? Think I am?)
If I don't earn it

At the naming ceremony
(I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m…)
Should've been gifted, should've been perfect
(What’s my name?)
But I couldn't even learn it

At the naming ceremony
Nobody told me congratulations

I didn’t earn it
I don’t deserve it

Nice to meet you
I’m a cryptid
Chose my own name
Now I’m Mildred
It’s no “Mothman”
“Chupacabra”
But it’s mine and
I deserve it
It’s my name and
I deserve it
It's my own and
I deserve it

Cryptid

Listen

All The Little Lights

Feather On The Clyde (Anniversary Edition)

Hacklеs raised, man, I think that there's something wrongggggg

glaive - thirty dollar t shirt i might as well die in it

📜 Lyrics

♩ Ha Ha Ha ♩

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

All the arrows that you've stolen
Split in half, now bum and broken
Like your heart that was so eager to be hid

You can't keep them all caged
They will fight and run away
Mother, tell me so I say
(La la la)

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

Forest walls and starry ceilings
Barren curtains that you're weaving
Like the stories that you keep inside your head

She can't keep them all safe
They will die and be afraid
Mother, tell me so I say
(Mother, tell me so I say)

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

♩ Ha Ha Ha ♩

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say

Harpy Hare
Where have you buried all your children?
Tell me so I say!
(Tell me so I say!)

♩ Ha Ha Ha ♩

She can't keep them all caged
They'll be far and fly away
Mother, tell me you will stay
We'll be far and fly away

Hayfields

Harpy Hare

Velvet Ring-Big Thief-Live☄. *. ⋆

I do not claim any rights to this song. This is a cover of The Paper Kites song.

Bloom (cover) - The Paper Kites

brown eyes*

guys look im smoking a flower
prod. dotbeats

no doubt that its me

May It Never Falter

Knock, Draw, Release

i forgot about sound cloud :( . posted now tho!!!!

i deserve to be loved the same way i love

Wav file
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Spooky Scary Skeletons (M-Project Remix) **Free DL**

it was two in the morning and our housemates were all asleep. arco and i sung a few songs, featuring our sweet rats ellie and niph. the normal shit is at pigeonpit.bandcamp.com

nights like these

Things That Stop You Dreaming

Lifes For The Living

Songs from Another Love

Another Love

The Village Sessions

Slow Dancing in a Burning Room (Acoustic)

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Brave Enough

Something Wild ft Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness

Strange Trails

The Night We Met

we fell in love in october

No Culture

Family

Safe Haven

If By Chance

STUDIO RECORDING QUALITY WHAAAAAT??

pick me up
let's go for a ride
bring me up
it'll all be alright
go to church
cuz yeah we're fuckin cool
talking shit about how life doesn't matter at all
it's my favorite coping tool

we're asking for heartbreak
but i'm okay with that
they tell me live inside the moment
and i've gotten good at that

cuz in a few months you'll be gone
so i'm gonna make this last as long as i can
if it all works out that's great
but we'll cross that bridge try not to complicate
got a few months to ourselves
enough time for me to fill this shell
of a broken hearted, emo garbage
strung out, try hard, failing artist
me

at the end of the night
we're just beginning to start
talk until it gets light
feel it in my heart
now it's been weeks
feelings of hope are still strong
comfort is not what i seek
your hand is all that i long

you say that we can make it
and i really believe that
but you have to do what's best for you
and i understand that

cuz in a few months you'll be gone
so i'm gonna make this last as long as i can
if it all works out that's great
but we'll cross that bridge try not to complicate
got a few months to ourselves
enough time for me to fill this shell
of a broken hearted, emo garbage
strung out, try hard, failing artist
me
of a broken hearted, emo garbage
strung out, try hard, failing artist
me

2am taco

i've been 
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

it's 4am and i'm supposed to be at work at 10
but i fucking hate my job
so i'll sleep in and hope they fire me
because i'm no quitter
i've got a paper due on Tuesday that i haven't even started
who really cares about the end result
if i didn't try
cuz it's all bullshit

it's getting colder outside these days
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

in the end we're all the same
just empty smiles with forgettable names
your excuses don't mean anything to me

my family thinks i have potential but i use it all on
things that shouldn't matter (but to me they really matter)
cuz they take my mind
off of the future
i tell myself that if i can't pay for my college
i'll just run away and sleep inside a van until i figure out
who i am
because i don't know who i am

but i'm running out of time
and i've been

watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love
so so long to everything that i love
so long to everyone that i love

i've been
watchin lots of tv
gave up on my sleeping
trying not to hate myself
eating shit that makes me
feel like i'm a greasy
lazy motherfucker

i deserve to be loved the same way i love

G0yaa