anxiety

anxiety (lileffort)

Spotify

heartrate

stream on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/track/37yb04qkus8dBzdbYbPZOL?si=d24dcb6f128b426c

@ayeeitsnate @star607

im sick and i probably shouldn't have recorded
sorry for all the recycled shit i cant be original rn
hope you still enjoy though :)

::lyrics
the air is too thin
i couldnt read through all the signs
dont need discussion
i need you in my life
you got one shot
i got you on a tether
i thought you were on my side
i cant do this forever
my blood is rushing down my head
empty out my body see whats left
let me go~
to a place ive never been~

and every time im by your side i get really nauseous
got too many problems in my head gotta deal with
always on the back seat on the road im forgotten
always keep my head up cause i know it'll be worth it (2x)

my friends are starting to fade away
lights out now im waiting for the sun to decay
its the end of the world
im not really afraid
take my hand and we'll pray
for the day we'll be saved

(i want someone in my arms)
(you're so close yet still so far)
(someone please tell me im wrong)
(never wanted you to run)

departure (ayeitsnate x star607)

in the end its all jst false promises and empty words.. 
check out shrines flip of this : ) https://open.spotify.com/track/3Z4ka8CxyL3ZksSlc40ov4?si=5505eeaf25f74e1b
thanks 4 600 <33
also thank u all sm for listening it srsly means a lot to me :')
https://open.spotify.com/track/1MFXQq1i7XK3J7xqBEgmJu

nothing lasts

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

MES OBJECTIFS

SKRT COBAIN x REEZY - flakes

(@prodnomu)
@sanriorose 

luv u all <3333333

//
[dolly]
i gave u the best of me
dont know why u textin me :(
i gave u the best of me
you left so why u textin me ?
(2x)

you left me all alone yea
you left me on my own yea
had problems left at home yea
i wasnt posed to know yea
ever since then i been down
i miss when u were around

you couldve told me what i couldve done yea yea :(
and when u left u left me me feeling dumb yea yea
not worth a dollar but a run for my money
the pain that u left me is not even funny
but they noticed it was sunny
now i get straight to my money
NOW IM EATIN GOOD AND LEAN IS IN UR TUMMI
AND I KNOW UR NEW NIGGA HE IS JUST A BUMMY
HE IS NOT ABOVE ME [no he is not above me ]

[nomu]
I dont wanna live this life without uuu
Told me that u hate me i dont trust uuu
I dont wanna live this life without uuuuuuu
Baby im a loner let me love u

In the phantom, stars above me
I feel lonely
I know that u lovely
Can u show me ? <3
Tell me that u love me
Hold me closely
I know that u lovely
Can u show me ? <3

Hit me up
Text my number
Kiss me thru the phone

Fix me up
Antisocial
Leave me all alone

know im not the best
But im glad im not alone

Baby will u love me?
I cant do this on my owwn

without you

without you [+d0llywood1]

https://open.spotify.com/track/3EdyIPSFLrYJ5BfGxdBrfM?si=JpIic67fQ8yr3zZNYBHp-Q

@whereisnomu

nicotine (w/ nomu)

original: https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus/crusifye-cold-rain-p-kaktus
https://soundcloud.com/luvbackpack/renegade-prod-ol3zha
https://soundcloud.com/charlixcx/claws

claws (gamvae flip)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM