Thinkin' as I count these fuckin' days 
Tell me if I'm lookin' better 
Just the other night I was playin' with this Beretta 
I've just been so fed up 
My momma said I'm actin' kinda different 
It's probably all the shit that I've been missin' 
I don't tell nobody 'cause I don't do any bitchin' 
'Cause that's when all these niggas catch you slippin' 
Hope I find the truth while I'm alive 
Before I fuckin' die 
Bеfore I say goodbye 
Bеfore they tell me all the shit I did was just a lie 
This really ain't my motherfuckin' life
Takin' out this notebook every day 
Writin' down my feelings 'cause it makes me feel okay 
Promised you I'd take you from the life you livin' now 
But then we hit the ground, the ground


They say that they killers 
They just pussy niggas 
We runnin' down your villas 
Know they probably lookin' 
'Cause they know that I'm cookin' 
That's probably what they took in 
I wish I told you all that's in my head , instead 
I lay you on this motherfuckin' bed , correct 
I don't give a fuck what you expect 
So put your fuckin' pride to rest,
I saw you pop that now, you movin' so slow 
Pull up on me, tell me, bitch, where you wanna go?
It's 3AM and you ridin' me on the motherfuckin' floor 
6AM, and you tellin' me that you wanted some more, okay
I'm gettin' older and I'm losin' some friends 
Thought they was my niggas but they don't make no sense
When you find out what you fucked up, don't be textin' my phone,
I like it better when you leave me alone, bitch

Alone

So I make tracks for the cold nights
A lullaby for the lowlifes
With melodies when a heart dies

Alone

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