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having depression

Having depression

Having Depression | Spoken Word Poetry

I Hope You're Happy (LYRICS) #PhantomTV

A sad spoken word with even sadder music. Great to get into your feels.

Sad Spoken Word

Sad multifandom (I never told him I loved him)

Leo: No, I think we just need to start being realistic. Your memories are not coming back. The fact is, I'm still this stranger.

Paige: I'm not tryin' to hurt you. I'm just... I'm so tired of disappointing you.

The Vow

I'm strummin' on the corner
About to catch the last train home
I'll have to jump the barriers
So can you spare a penny for my thoughts?
I've been praised upon the pavements
Passers by don't pay much
Chased away by neighbors
Seen things you couldn't make up

If the streets could talk, they'd tell a story or two
I'll paint a picture for you
I can tell you what it feels like
To lose your home on a cold night
Can you see the blood in my red eyes?
Have another toke; we'll forget life

am I still in love with you?

I don't love you anymore.
Since when?
Now. Just now. I don't want to lie. I can't tell the truth so... it's over.
It doesn't matter. I love you. None of it matters.
Too late. I don't love you anymore. Goodbye.
Here's the truth so now you can hate me. Larry fucked me all night. I enjoyed it. I came. I prefer you. Now go.
I knew that. He told me.
You knew?
I needed to hear it from you.
Why?
‘Cause he might have been lying. I needed to hear it from you.
I would of never of told you because I knew you would never forgive me.
I would. I have
Why did he tell you?
Because he is a bastard.
How could he?
Because he wanted this to happen.
Well, why test me?
Because I'm an idiot.
Yes. I would have loved you forever. Now please go.
Don't do this Alice. Talk to me.
I am talking. Now fuck off.
I'm sorry you misunderstand. I didn't mean to.
Yes you did.
I love you.
Where?
What?
Show me. Where is this love? I... I can't see it. I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words. But I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever you say it's too late.
Please don't do this
It's done. Now please go or I'll call security,
Why did you fuck him?
I wanted to.
Why?
I desired him.
Why?
You won't there.
Why him?!!
He asked me nicely, You're a liar.
So.
Who are you?!!
I'm no one!!!
Closer - 2004

goodbye.

Oh, I need you here
I need you now
Please don't ever let me down
Oh, I need you here
I need you now
Please don't ever let me down
I'll be here until the end
I'll be loving you for good
I'll be here until the end
I'll be loving you for good

I don't love you anymore.
Since when?
Now. Just now. I don't want to lie. I can't tell the truth so... it's over.
It doesn't matter. I love you. None of it matters.
Too late. I don't love you anymore. Goodbye.

You knew?
I needed to hear it from you.

I would of never of told you because I knew you would never forgive me.
I would. I have

I'm sorry you misunderstand. I didn't mean to.
Yes you did.
I love you.
Where?
What?
Show me. Where is this love? I... I can't see it. I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words. But I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever you say it's too late.
Please don't do this
It's done. Now please go


Closer - 2004
Vocals & Melody: darkforestdrives

I need you.

Thinkin' as I count these fuckin' days 
Tell me if I'm lookin' better 
Just the other night I was playin' with this Beretta 
I've just been so fed up 
My momma said I'm actin' kinda different 
It's probably all the shit that I've been missin' 
I don't tell nobody 'cause I don't do any bitchin' 
'Cause that's when all these niggas catch you slippin' 
Hope I find the truth while I'm alive 
Before I fuckin' die 
Bеfore I say goodbye 
Bеfore they tell me all the shit I did was just a lie 
This really ain't my motherfuckin' life
Takin' out this notebook every day 
Writin' down my feelings 'cause it makes me feel okay 
Promised you I'd take you from the life you livin' now 
But then we hit the ground, the ground


They say that they killers 
They just pussy niggas 
We runnin' down your villas 
Know they probably lookin' 
'Cause they know that I'm cookin' 
That's probably what they took in 
I wish I told you all that's in my head , instead 
I lay you on this motherfuckin' bed , correct 
I don't give a fuck what you expect 
So put your fuckin' pride to rest,
I saw you pop that now, you movin' so slow 
Pull up on me, tell me, bitch, where you wanna go?
It's 3AM and you ridin' me on the motherfuckin' floor 
6AM, and you tellin' me that you wanted some more, okay
I'm gettin' older and I'm losin' some friends 
Thought they was my niggas but they don't make no sense
When you find out what you fucked up, don't be textin' my phone,
I like it better when you leave me alone, bitch

Alone

So I make tracks for the cold nights
A lullaby for the lowlifes
With melodies when a heart dies

Alone

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