@prodmardee

do this shit to impress him
try too hard now my head hurt
building up feel the pressure
need to smoke, it takes away the stressers

all the pain i go thru, suffer
i know that it made me tougher
i know that i gained perspective
but im still fucked by the trauma

i know that i have my issues
but no body ever takes the chance
i just want some cuddles in yr bed
i just wanna try some romance

can we hold hands
i just want you playing with my hair
i just want you saying that you care
would you cry if i went away from here

feel the tension building in the air
feel the tension between every glare
do you hate me if not why the stares
you know i hate me too so i can share

barely gettin by, my heart is bleedin
ik that im just a burden
ill just slow yall down maybe i should give up
but time on tha clock stay steady turning
i cant stop now if i wanted
i aint never stop, why my stomach churning
clean up the blood off the floors i mop
mayb thats why my wrists stay hurting

stressers (mardee)

whats life, whats meaning
im so obsessed with it all
could i find a place be
so i could get away from it all

whats the point of being here
i close curtains to hide myself
i write words that dont mean anything
but they mean a lot to myself
i call for a space to dream
but i find that inside myself
ive been looking for something i could be
but i know i've always been something else

snow sounds

ロスト

。*+. fortune teller .+*。

feeling awful so i decided to lazily compile things
older songs if you want them: https://on.soundcloud.com/QWtkq

how to feel again

家に帰れば極上のおふとんが出迎えてくれる
やなこととか死の恐怖とかごまかしてくれるんだ
休みの日ならばずっとおふとんに寝っ転がって
音楽聴きながらうとうとしていれば一日が終わる

外は寒いから
ずっとおふとんにくるまってようね
将来の話とかお金の話とか
あんまり怖いこと言わないで

寝ようね　夜だしね　昼でもいいけどね
寝るね　グー　寝るね　グー
ねむねむにゃんこにゃん

外は怖いから
ずっとおふとんにくるまってようね
返事返せてなくてごめんね
あとで全部返すから

人が怖いから
ずっとおふとんにくるまってようね
もう全部知らん私のことなんて
放っといておくれよ

眠いね　夜だしね　昼も眠いけどね
寝るね　グー　寝るね　グー
ねむねむにゃんこにゃん←は？

寝ようね　夜だしね　昼でもいいけどね
寝るね　グー　寝るね　グー
ねむねむにゃんこにゃん

寝るベチカ・ユース / ex. happyender girl

prod, vocals, mix, master, art by me

uh, ahhh yeah

i can smell bees
on the way where i walk.
its so warm
in the winter
oh i feel just fine.

my thoughts burn,
feeling the division in myself.
got a bandaid on my heel,
good luck with the pressure.

i stay alone in the rut where i sleep
and i know its not okay, but
i do it anyway.

i just wanna stay here,
wont you leave me be.
hear the ring,
in my head,
need you, help
me to sleep yeah...

wanna hear your song, wont you sing it for me.
fill my cup
oh i need to hear your answers for me.
such fussy eyes,
dressed in rue they cant see.
im so anxious again, not
enough im still in the way.

wanna give it up, wont you keep it for me.
i cant go with this pain how it
burns in my feet. honey
rolls on my head, sip it up,
lick my teeth.
patch the night,
wakin up,
down again,
drown in misery.

might blow my head off,
yah ill go and see the range.
steep drop off, the walls
hear no sound, not at all.

throw my head right at the paint,
see it sticking feel no pain.
when its honey in my mouth,
i cant feel a fucking thing, feel a thing.

i cant remember a thing,
no its not real.
ice in my brain,
numb the pain, keep it air-sealed.
ill walk it off,
lightin up, puff in exhale.
stompin it out, turn to
black, what a raw deal.

i feel the wind change,
leaving the sparrows.
rust in the grooves,
rain glazin my barrow.
ill push it on,
no thoughts keep my eyes closed.
walk up the hill,
fire on the meadow.

glue trap, stuck my wings.

rip em off, feel no pain.

not at all, not at all, not at all, not at all.

zombie in the mud,

zombie in the mud,

zombie in the mud...

GLUE TRAP

you look beautiful, i want to be beautiful

LOby-77 ®

[I cant hold an erection]
[So I rigged the election]

[This song was sponsored by Adolf Hitler]

[Real regime shit]

I be sipping straight lean I be sippin Actavis
Turn your crew to '98 where's ur fucking activists?
I be with my soldiers ten crews deep we stay dangerous
Gemoy on the outside but Im really a fucking menace bitch

Smokin smokestacks at the  graveyard
My location bitch you don't know nun' a bout
Black tar fuckin packs fuckin 'hartos daughter just for the clout
Nickel battery racks, army boys in parliament yeah we en route
Hit you with the tax, make you poorer watchu on about? (bitch)
Watchu on about?

Listen up haters, my fucking wife left me
Fucking up this nation with one testes
Tax money, B-U-M-N comissary
Casino on payroll, you know judol is my bestie

Fat, call me fat man, obese I say it twice
Run got president, man I already failed thrice
Food only thing on my mind, think about yo rice
Y'all can't afford that shit, we just made that shit overprice (yeah)

Yeah I think tha orbas back, call it a hunch
Yeah I drink with owi got my back, havin a munch
Yeah I bribe the K-P-K, make em my bunch
15 K's yeah pay it back, lie 'bout ya lunch

ORBA DEMONZZ - Da Activists Araveyard

as featured on It's So Over (We're So Back) Vol. 1
https://itssooverweresoback.bandcamp.com/album/its-so-over-were-so-back

ORBA DEMONZZ - Da Activists Araveyard

Gemoy Death Records

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