experiment





throw my can
wait for you
to prove that
i am real

im falling down 

grab the can
shout again
you see me
my last friend

prove that i am real…

eternally cucked
music when im done being an alcoholic

I LOVE JULIA BROWN SM MY LOVE FOR THEM IS ETERNAL

acc where i listen to music˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙

i fw wujek, sewerslvt, sallyhope, lsfx, fried by fluoride, 23arms, lil watermark, temachii, h4rtbrkr, h3artcrush, whirr, neet, strepsiades, kanashi1, d3r, crustsox, theporodsvault, miraidempa, acidgvrl, widowdusk, deathcemetery, казённый унитаз, asteria, kets4eki, hubithekid, vyzer, 6arelyhuman, owen adamcik, amphy, luminor, hkmori, fckples, jefy123luv, vacations, healer, penguinband, lumi athena, odetari, duster, lemon demon, kempachii, tv girl, alex g, cornwave, rori (loli) in early 20s, luvwillow cynthoni, zømb, hdmi, stress⭐, nomark, pwnd zeija, cy4ne, milkypossum, clover, g0thb0y3, whatsaheart, pink luu, blood pup, disoc8, skypebf, fanboy808, lungskull, m3wk4, devi mccallion, tyler the creator, vanity, lunarr, kidsnorlax, wasty, nosgov, kmrnxo, vampyx, upvampin, offaflat, syris, lytra, nami, horrormovies, gibbby, asht0nn, gabba kadabbra, my transparent eye, øneheart, snave, whatsaheart, wagonboy, the durrs(durr), bessarion, strepsiades, maniac, the me, yuki, pwnd, popkill, vandalism, h4rtbrkr, owen adamcik, wifiskeleton, jaydes, current joys, strawberry guy, requiem for you, bloodsekai, anhero, girls rituals, sundots, odihu, common bastards, toxic lipstick, yulia, gavin m, femtanyl, smile machine, lilachronic, h4rtclinic, deathtoruben, slowdive, whirr, wifiskeleton,  black dresses, eat babies, casper's pishogue, guitarbf

Do not contact me under any circumstances ever.

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I don’t really know what i’m doing if im gonna be honest

Suicidal Blues is the solo project of a Hull-based musician making noise out of feeling – not just emotion, but the kind that crashes, hisses, and won't leave quietly. It's the raw sound of sadness, confusion, moments of clarity, and a defiant, untrusting hope. Blending noise rock, experimental indie, and emo, the music isn't about perfection; it's about being deeply human and utterly imperfect.
Most tracks are caught in a single take, reflecting an urgent desire to capture the emotional moment before it fades. Expect thick, saturated guitars and layered reverb creating flawed, full soundscapes. Every lyric is chosen carefully, often obscured in the mix – a way of being honest while protecting the most vulnerable parts. Themes of loneliness, entrapment, and emotional contradiction run deep. This is music made to understand feelings that are too loud to ignore, and hopefully, to help others do the same.

prove that i am real…

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