Other 4

my grandma walked in on me sounding myself w a caprisun straw n i accidentally exploded all over my room

supreme ropemaxxer

martyr

ooooo oo ahhhha ooooo
life gets hard sometimes
im
running round my room 
at 3 am
i dk what to dooooo
idk what to do
somethin wrong w u?
theres smth wrong w u
x2
u kno y?
cuz u wont
leave me alone
x8
leaaaaave me alooooneee
leave leaveee me aloneeee
oooo

leave me alone

hands bleeding salted ink to the floor
as it writhes to lose my grip evermore
warm waves of radiance
I trace in circles around your skull
I'll never open what you sent
because it's only over when I know

I feel your nails rest to my skin
like grass under a midnight snow
teeth gliding smooth as linen
our fingers numb as I give out
can't raise my limbs to fight
so I lower my eyes closed
it's not paranoia when you're right

It's not paranoia when you're right

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
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Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
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Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
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i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
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Running Away

Cameron Phlodge - Winchester

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash

Sell Your Cloak

half of my mind is about to be broken
half of my mind is about to be gone
half of my mind is about to be broken
now it's so easy for me to live on

it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized
it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized

Alright Lobotomite

experiment





throw my can
wait for you
to prove that
i am real

im falling down 

grab the can
shout again
you see me
my last friend

prove that i am real…

another day of eternity
of being a freak and being obscene

i have no motivation
all i feel’s aggrivation

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

im fucking tired everyones of shit
you know who you are so go and suck my dick

i have no more to give you
no spark left to pull through

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

Burning Out

TOWNIE (MITSKI COVER)

my walls my canvas
my guns my brush
if i knew, itd come to this
i wouldve stayed of touch

i mustve said
about a thousand times
i still need you
but you, cut my throat

i thought itd be easy
just give my love
i never expected 
you to strike that low

I
Hate
that you torture me
i 
hate
the things youve done

i bought some flowers
but theyre not for you
ill make sure
ill get a gift
up on my headstone
to make it look
like youre there for me
it cant
be that hard
to stop hurting me

and when its said and done
you wont hear from me again
ill buy a shotgun
with 1 shell
and put it to good use

the 
sheets
are stained, with regrets
cant
forgive
what you have 

my head is boiling
got wire round my neck
and everynight
im still dreaming 
about the past
i wanna love you
youll have to love me too
is that a promise you can keep
or will you break that too


big flats community park and my ability to love

@dogmouths
this is on spotify:https://open.spotify.com/track/325PIJpjhjOFAb6W3Yq84g

I don't know
How you got a girlfriend in less than a year
I don't know
Why people near you look so attracted
I don't know
Why the frustration covers my head
I don't know
Why I'm always stuck as a...

Professional Pussydryer
Working Hard, just to scare her
Professional Pussydryer
Ooh

No one wants to touch me
No one wants to love me
No one can ever make it feel okay

Strike me down
Size me up
Ill do anything
Please just let me fuck

I'm behind
Of the average socialization
My behavior
Is very annoying I wanna change it
My personality
Doesn't fit with anyone
That's why I am a

Professional Pussydryer
Working Hard, Just to scare her
Professional Pussydryer
close your eyes out and die with your hopes
professional pussydryer
in a next life, ill do better
professional pussydryer
Ooh

prove that i am real…

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