Who am I when the voices start to scream
Lost in nightmares of someone else’s dream
Spirals sink me deeper
I can’t find my breath
Demons whisper secrets
Life feels like death

Mind’s a maze with a sinister twist
Fog clouds thoughts
Reflections I missed
Phantoms chant in languages unknown
In this realm
I feel so alone

Who am I when the voices start to scream
Lost in nightmares of someone else’s dream
Spirals sink me deeper
I can’t find my breath
Demons whisper secrets
Life feels like death

Demon

Jordan Rhymes - Golden Child

History deleted
Numbers withheld
Someone else is in your life
And you think I can’t tell
Lying awake
I hear your foot on the stair
Hear another voice
But then there’s nobody there
Tell me that I’m wrong 
That’s it’s all a delusion 
But when I found that credit card 
I draw just one conclusion 

And nine times out of ten 
I would believe you 
Nine times out of ten
I wouldn’t care 
Cos nine times out of ten 
I would forgive you 
And nine times out of ten 
You wouldn’t dare 

History repeated 
Favours withheld
Someone else is in your car
And you think I can’t tell
Making mistakes 
I hear you talk on the speaker 
See my face at the window 
And quickly delete her
Tell me that I’m jealous 
That I’ve misunderstood 
Think I won’t find your second phone 
In her Norwegian wood

And nine times out of ten 
I would believe you 
Nine times out of ten
I wouldn’t care 
Cos nine times out of ten 
I would forgive you 
And nine times out of ten 
You wouldn’t dare 

There’s no benefit in doubt 
You say you’re in
But then you’re out
Trust it melts like springtime snow 
And we’ve both both both both
Both got nowhere to go

History defeated 
Misgivings withheld
Showed me the proof
And I think I can tell
Lying beside you 
Say my name in your sleep 
So I pick up my phone 
Got a promise to keep 
A game for two
And I played too
Swiping right in the night 
And then I see you 

And nine times out of ten 
I would believe you 
Nine times out of ten
I wouldn’t care 
Cos nine times out of ten 
I would forgive you 
And nine times out of ten 
You wouldn’t dare 


Nine Times Out of Ten

Message received, I said enough

You went ghost like it was clean
No explanation, no in-between
Left my words hangin' in the blue
Like read receipts were all I knew

I hovered over just one more text
But silence said it all the best
So I closed the thread, didn’t press send
Learned how quiet things can end

Didn’t beg, didn’t chase the fade
Didn’t screenshot what you never gave
If you leave with nothing said
That still speaks loud in my head

Message received, no need to reply
Your silence hit harder than any goodbye
Didn’t cry, just let it be
Now I’m the peace you couldn’t keep
Message received, that’s all it took
You lost a real one when you didn’t look
Message received

You saved me as maybe in your phone
But I gave more than you’d ever shown
No bad blood, no dramatic scene
Just truth in everything you didn’t mean

You didn’t owe me forever
Just a word, or maybe two
But silence said you never
Knew how to hold something true

Still standing

Message received — no need to reply
Your silence hit harder than any goodbye
Didn’t chase, just watched you leave
Now I’m the one in your For You feed
Message received — no fight, no fuss
I got closure — and that was enough
Message received

Message Received

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Lyrics 

Everything I said 

My heart knew yours before we met.
The only thing I don't regret.
Need you like I need the air,
My grief, my joy, I want to share.
For you I'm strong, I always care.
But you're not there.

Everything I said,
everything I did,
every step I make,
everything I quit,
every heartbeat -
leads me to you.
It will always do.

The pain of being far from you,
is all-encompassing and new.
In my head those words you say,
destroy me in a special way.
Tormented by insomniac,
please call me back.

Everything I said,
everything I did,
every step I make,
everything I quit,
every heartbeat -
leads me to you.
It will always do.

The bond between us will always be there.
One day you will see, one day you care.
Be safe, be sure, you don't have to fear.
I'm waiting here.

Everything I said,
everything I did,
every step I make,
everything I quit,
every heartbeat -
leads me to you.
It will always do.
Everything I said,
everything I did,
every step I make,
everything I quit,
every heartbeat -
leads me to you.
It will always do.

© Sarima 

#music therapy 

Everything I said

A dark alt-pop descent into obsession, ritual, and quiet emotional collapse.
“You fake me real. A deal is deal. I take the pill.”
Lyrics, pain, and quiet destruction. 
For fans of dark minimal wave poetry.

The Pill (A Deal Is Deal)

“Who Longs for Your Love, Burns Out” is a slow-burning neo-soul ballad. With smoky vocals, jazz-infused melodies, and poetic lyrics, the song explores the heartbreak of loving someone who can't return it. It's a story of longing, emotional exhaustion, and the quiet strength in letting go. Perfect for late nights, broken hearts, and souls that still crave a little soul.


Who Longs for Your Love, Burns Out

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## [Verse 1]
You stand like silence in a crowded room  
Cold as marble, wrapped in your perfume  
I reach for fire, you give me ice  
I'm chasing love at any price  

---

## [Pre-Chorus]
And I wait for a sign,  
Just one crack in your wall  
But you love like a question—  
With no answer at all  

---

## [Chorus]
Who longs for your love, burns out  
Like a candle in the wind's cruel doubt  
You give just enough to make me believe  
But never enough for my heart to breathe  
Who longs for your love, burns out  

---

## [Verse 2]
I painted dreams on your frosted heart  
You blink, and watch them fall apart  
I'd be your shelter, I'd be your light  
But darling, I'm invisible to your sight  

---

## [Pre-Chorus]
I keep reaching for stars,  
But you're smoke in my hands  
You love like a riddle  
No soul understands  

---

## [Chorus]
Who longs for your love, burns out  
Like a scream that's lost in the crowd  
You pull me close, then drift away  
I'm drowning slow in yesterday  
Who longs for your love, burns out  

---

## [Bridge – spoken/sung, minimal arrangement]
Maybe love's a language  
You were never taught to speak  
Maybe what I'm calling love  
Is just the hurt you'll never heal  

---

## [Final Chorus – building intensity]
Who longs for your love, burns out  
And I was flame, now I'm doubt  
One last breath, one final bow  
But love...  
You never learned how  

---

Who Longs for Your Love, Burns Out

for a miracle

EMPTY HIGH

MOUZZE vol 2 - Vaporwave Electronic lo-fi Electronik (2)

Описание на русском:  
Этот трек рассказывает о сильной внутренней жажде и стремлении к спасению. Автор описывает чувство иссушения и боли, словно в пустыне. Каждая строчка передаёт борьбу с трудностями и надежду на крошечную каплю облегчения. Музыка наполнена эмоциями и глубоким смыслом. «Жажда» — это метафора жажды жизни и силы не сдаваться.

Description in English:  
This track tells about a powerful inner thirst and a longing for salvation. The artist describes the feeling of dryness and pain, as if in a desert. Every line conveys the struggle with hardships and hope for a tiny drop of relief. The music is filled with emotion and deep meaning. “Thirst” is a metaphor for the thirst for life and the strength to never give up.

Cry in the Silence (Жажда.Крик в тишине)

Just a guy trying to make his way in the world one track at a time

Message Received

George Vogt