if gez ever blow up on tiktok imma be mad but not at the same time lowk

this song smells like the best summer i can imagine

I'm ruining my whole life and I cant stop

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

:)

lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

h4rtbrkr - if i cant have you no one can (demo)

junk

edgelord

i've been spending so much time
doing nothing in my room
tryna rhyme a better line
so i can win and you can lose

till someone came along and said
theres thousands just like you
you'll never be a star
you'll never even reach the mooN
you don't know what you're doing
you don't even have a clue
well thats the difference
i dont know, and you seem like you do
so fuck you

lalalalalallalala
oooooo

theres too much going on
i cant keep track of right and wrong
too many people said so long
i haven't processed that they're gone

i don't want anything to do
with anything involving you
i dont care about your new lover
cause you just text me the same thing(the same thing!)
from different numbers (different numbers!)

i dont care if i die drunk
 I dont care if i die young
 i dont care about your wants
i dont care cause i forgot
  i dont care the smallest bit
cause nobody gave the slightest shit
when i just needed someones hand to hold
well lets just say while i was waiting my heart got cold

lalalalal(harmonica+kazoo solo)alallaaooooolala

Afterparty

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

why did he leave us… 

lyrics:

Sent a Garfield pic to you
You're so fucking cool
You never opened it
And it just makes me sick

I know I'm the one you need
I'll make you complete
You're the one I want
Just go to the [?]

It's all fucked
Never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

I saw that you're into [?]
I think that's pretty neat
Yeah, I like it too
Not as much as you

And I know that you like chess
I bet that you're the best
And I'm real good as well
Without you, life is hell

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

Sometimes I just feel alone
Like no one out there understands me
I think that you'd be the one
To make me feel like I'm [?]

Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it

Dasha - Fried by Fluoride

Sidearm and Compass

cry about it

Deep breath
Center yourself
Focus
On each
Inhale and exhale

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Pay close attention
To your surroundings
Notice the details
Sounds, sights, sensations

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Engage all your senses
Smell, see, touch, hear, and taste

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Release judgments
About your thoughts
Let go of labeling things
As good or bad

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Turn off
Notifications
Set aside devices
Full attention
To the moment

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

One task at a time
Avoid multitasking

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Embrace gratitude
Acknowledge things around you
Practice gratitude

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Release past
And future concerns
Remind yourself
That the past
Is gone
And the future
Is yet to come

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

Bring awareness
To your movements
Mindful movements ground you

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

The Art of Letting Go

Bring awareness
To your movements
Mindful movements ground you

The Art of Letting Go
The Art of Letting Go

The Art of Letting Go

wwhhooaa

A Punk Song

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

Buy the shirt: https://popkill-2.creator-spring.com/listing/chris-chan?product=46

Pop - Phlodge
Lyrics:

I’ve got no damn plans
I’m just like Chris Chan 
My life’s in the can 
I’ll never be a man
on my own I can’t stand 
I need a helping hand
my life never began
cause im just like Chris Chan

I'm smelly overweight
I'll never procreate
I'm an incel filled with hate
My life began too late (x2)

I’ve got no damn plans
I’m just like Chris Chan
My life’s in the can 
I’ll never be a man
on my own I can’t stand 
I need a helping hand
my life never began
cause im just like Chris Chan

I'm smelly overweight
I'll never procreate
I'm an incel filled with hate
My life began too late (x2)

Afterparty

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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