Retard

wasting away another shitty week
my future's looking pretty bleak
now all i do is fucking whine
and call kids faggots online
i know i should probably get some help
but i don't really care about myself
my life just seems so damn cruel
'cause i peaked back in middle school

i'm just another screw up that refuses to grow up
i'm stuck in hell and i can't tell which way is up
no luck, i'm so fucked
get fucked you bitch
don't try, just quit
i'm too unfit
i'm fried to shit

i'm going nowhere and i don't care
'cause i'm well aware my life's beyond repair
never worked out where i wanted to go
feels like it's too late
guess i was just too slow

everyone's passing me by
seems too pointless to try
all my friends outgrew me
act like they never even knew me
being me feels so humiliating
that's why i spend all day dissociating

i got no drive
don't feel alive
losing my mind
i'm out of time

Going Nowhere

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

This is a song about my future girlfriend 

i hope you enjoy!

-Greens on Toast

I Love Her So Much, I Really Wish I Knew Who She Was

Computer Shy (XO_Willow Cover)

Why Bother?

prod. miercoles
lyrics:

Always 
Keep
Your
Distance 

To 
A 
Certain 
Degree

I know
You know
exactly 
What 

You’re 
Doin 
To 
Me 

And I 
Know it 
Gets 
Hard 

You keep
It all
To 
Yourself but

Sometimes
I feel
Like 
You 

Never 
Want
The
Help 

Think
About 
Me
And 

What 
You’re putting 
Me 
Though

In n
Out 
The 
Fire 

Just to 
Be 
Next 
To you 

Don’t 
Place the
Blame 
Cuz 

I 
Dunno
What the 
Do 

If there’s
Anyone
To 
Blame 

I hope you 
Know 
That’s it
You 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2


You 
Said it’s 
Not 
Supposed 

To
Hurt
This 
Much 

No matter
What 
I 
Say 

I hope
You know
It still
Does 

Putting
Me 
Down 
Cuz 

You 
Can’t
Deal with 
Yourself

And
I’ve been
Waitin 
Around 

Collecting 
Dust
On 
A shelf

Get 
Me to
Part 
Where 

You 
Just 
Deal with 
Dirt

Every 
Time 
You 
Lie 

It 
Only 
Adds to
The hurt 

Stabbing 
My 
Back 
So you

Can
Bleed 
It from
Me 

Hurting 
Myself 

Cuz 
You’re 
Too stubborn 
To see 

That 
You put
Me in 
Positions 

Where 
I’m all 
Fucked 
Up 

I didn’t 
Know 
It’d hurt 
This much

To 
Be 
In 
Love 


You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We should
Really 
Talk about
It 

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

You don’t
Wanna talk
About 
It 

I just 
Wanna 
Talk about
It 

We don’t
Ever talk
About 
It 

We can’t 
We just 
Talk about
It?

You don’t
Like to
Talk to
Me 

And I 
Just wanna 
To talk 
To you 

And you 
Don’t say 
You 
Love me 

And I 
Make sure 
I always
Do 
x2

time is the #1 cause of death

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Everything you say
Is another game
It’s all a sport to you
Everyday you play
And it’s all the same
I’m always the one to lose
You know what to say
I’m callin mayday
Wallow in pity and shame
Ain’t it god’s honest truth

I’m not your friend, I’m not your enemy
But for you I have no sympathy
I shuffle cards to play again
But the deck is rigged to burn my hand

Social distortion
Living abortion
Play all the greatest shits
Armed with precision
And indecision
But we’re gonna get through this
I fucking miss her
I can still fix her
Memories in my head
But it ain’t like that
I can’t just go back
And let it hurt me again

Walk the wire, rain of fire
Just a bad writer, sorting it through
Walk the wire, say a one liner
I’ll be coming back for you

Barbed Wire

i hope u enjoy this album its kinda diffrent sound but i hope it brings u joy!

Eat More Chicken

Why did they put us here
It’s pretty fucking que3r
Why do we live on this sphere
That rotates every fucking year
 Why are we forced to slave
Why microchips microwave
 why do they feed us brainwaves
And call us touch depraved

Why  are we on this earth
Why are we forced to work
 Why do you talk so much shit
I don’t wanna hear it 
Why are you fucking laughing
Why are you photographing
I don’t care what you’re asking
I’m sick of the backstabbing

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo 
POV: You’re Jim jones
You were stoned, off your throne 
POV: You’re a man
And that’s how your life began

ruined my vital senses
i need new contact lenses
Spoiled my eyes with the screen 
and blew my ears
I can’t hear  

everyone is pretentious
They need so much attention
horrible crime offenses
Born to pay tax expenses
(The fuck are you doing? You're gonna cut off your god damn peter. If you send a dick pic to any girl I know this is gonna happen to you!! *poop sounds*)

POV: You’re a corpse
You were forced
To be born
POV: You just died 
And everything is a lie
POV: you’re a nurse
you help when, people hurt
POV: things got worse
And they rot in the dirt
ooooo

POV: You're A Corpse

You leave, leave forever
Give your last goodbye 
Cant do anything about it
I watch you drop out, walk out with a smile

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

Collected all that data
Then you said see you later
why did you go away so soon

My interest fails fast
 to think you would last
 struck me behind my back
if that’s how it is then goodbye then

Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
I think you hate me
You're fucking crazy
Daisy
It seems like lately
I think you're changing
I think you hate me
Daisy
Why'd you betray me
You're fucking crazy
You're fucking crazy

collected all that data
Then you said see you later
Why did you go away so soon  
analyzed some statistics
But you didn’t give a shit 
shot me with a cupids harpoon

Daisy

lyric:
bound to try to explain
 try and try anything to sustain 
lines come on  along the vein 
making of  atraded phase
and then my hat fell off
Me and the snail man had a talk
he said don’t let them pretend
 they were there from the beginning

good day sir 
wish I were
A little less denatured
Go away now
Never allow 
Anybody to make me a lole cow
Devil ether
On the bleacher
 never ever gonna call out a cheater
Going along
coming off strong
Another sad know it all  
And then my master said
If you go now you’ll end up dead
And if you try to escape
i’ll make sure you have to pay
  good day sir 
wish I were
as pure as I was at birth
Don’t know how
got so loud
your nothing but a lole cow right now
Devil preacher
On the speakers never ever gonna call out a leader
Going off guard
Getting off hard
Another brick in the wall

Pagan

The government and Costco
Internet to Moscow
Can’t even get up now
Tell her hurry up now
Deodorants an outlaw
tin hats and pajamas
Everything’s a withdrawal
 
Green drugs
Green country
Street thugs
And junkies  
Shit metal
And shit head
Rose petals
Heroin

Overdose is never as tough 
addicted to love 
cause it’s never enough 
no matter the luck
Your butter will fall
You doubted god
  And now you start to withdrawal

Green drugs
Green country
Street thugs
And junkies  
Shit metal
And shit head
Rose petals
Heroin

Hot kettle
And Arsenic
Is not as bad
As sarin
Running in the nude
You’re such a prude
gaining a reason
To go to jail for treason

Green drugs
Green country
Street thugs 
and junkies
Shit metal
and shit head
Rose petals
Heroin

Green Country

I dont think that good people exist
For a moment of bliss why fist to the wrist I love it when they kick
And even more when they resist  So when I look at it again  Its no surprise why you would miss 

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

Cold hold chocolate
Don’t know what I did 
Marked off a checklist
 Peanut butter falcon
Called to tell you 
Im at Ikea
On 12th avenue 
In North Korea

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

I love devotion
The action
The classics
I love commotion
Its woven and frozen

You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run
You got the skills to pay the bills
So I’m sorry but im not you wasted your life on a job 
So you got some thrills when you got lots of kills
But When You realize what you’ve done
Theres nowhere left to run

Squander

(All you do for mom is all this honey poo shit, honey poo honey poo)

teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
 Teach me where to go
do you even care

generations of weak
 bipsycho sexual freak
 I really want to leave 
Please stop following me

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef

Thanks to you, I die, like that of Jesus Christ 
thanks to you I live like there’s no tonight
 Thanks to you now I’m straight out of luck
 My brothers and sisters and children that you fuck
(fuck)

Richard McBeef 
You’re raping me 
Richard McBeef  gave me cold feet
 Honey-poo why don’t you agree
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef 
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef
Richard McBeef

Richard McBeef

hey snail man believers 👋


lyrics:
im never going out and I’m never going back
I cant leave those two alone cause they're always smoking crack
And  I dont want a chaser
I dont wanna chase her
 I cant keep the pace so I never really race her

You smirk your strange smile 
And you Ride a motorcycle
Your world is on my shoulders and I cant hold it over 
on earth, day one
Your worth will never be that much
But you can pray above
 you can use god as a crutch yeah

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur 
im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

(help my pussys gone crazy!!)

hey im on my way  i want to see you everyday
but Nothings been the same
Since we never got to say
Our last goodbye
Hours in the sky
Just to say hello
Can I stay? Hell no
 I never say of what I want
But still I  piss everyone off
You know Its never fair 
But you said you didn’t care  
cause I failed that test
Beneath your dress yeah
Got so much older
Running from a boulder

everyone has something to love
but somehow I ended up with  none
Everyone gets something to love
But I never was
Never was, never loved

I dont want your help
I dont want your money dont think you’re cute
I dont think youre funny
All you ever do
Is annoy and and bug me
all you ever do is try to fuck me

You used hit me up  like hey baby what’s up
you used me for my love
but Now you want to fuck
I even changed up how I dressed
Just to try to be the best
but you never even noticed
And it made me so depressed

i cant go back to her
Its moving way too fast
But everythings a blur im withdrawing in class

Im in the atmosphere
heard what I shouldn’t hear
I dont have the strength
cant even run off with my legs yeah

I Can't Go Back To Her

lyric:
i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

  nothing in life is guaranteed
  if i'm a loser i agree
  if i'm a loser let me be  

i went to forage
deep in the forest
its what feels right and what i like
naturally

we weren’t meant to feel agony
we’re just meant to live happily and
adventure through the world
but there’s graphs and tax and girls

nothing ever goes my way
it's likely that you’d say the same
there's no way out 
you could quit, or die, or drop out
but then you would shout

i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

POV: You're A Corpse

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