you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you please tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , look into my eyes 
they're reddish from the joints and from all the tears 
every single tear i shed for you 
could fill up every dry lagoon 
and i wish my eyes dried too 
i can't bare with this i might end it all soon

i'm trying to hang on 
i'm trying really fucking hard 
but every time i try to move on 
it gets even more fucking harsh
i get so lost i can't count the hours 
i go somewhere else where i only see flowers

you said you're sorry cause you never reply
but all i'm doing is trying to help so could you tell me why 
why don't you reply 
maybe you don't miss me or you have no time 
or maybe you moved on and you think that i'm doin fine
but you can see my face , you can look into my eyes

why don't you reply (splashgvng)

Lyrics:

oh i hope you're sleeping good now
i'd like 2 try again somehow
it's just been a really long time
your touch could save this really bad night
i been digging deep to see if i could find my powers
i know there's people backin me but it feels less so by the hour
"that's jus bout as forward as i can take"
there's a billion other ppl who move like her jus the same

when you run out of questions you don't just run out of answers
you run out of hope

-

i couldn't save him
he's our family too
you can't save everyone like that
but you can try

superman

produced by scotty splash
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
they tryna blow me off like they puffin on sum
all of my boys, all of my guys like sons
i’m at the top cause i’m touching the sun
writing these hits and i’m making a ton

let’s go
i’m independent, y’all selling y’all’s souls
im next in line, i’m ready set go 
i don’t settle i’m going for gold

i’m sorry
i can be 
so toxic 
that’s scary
i’m splashin
like scotty
and i know
you don’t want me

yeah
cava, koba, senzu, gio
ueca, jxsie, backyard beetle
one day we gonna blow up
never missing, we got cheat codes
we gonna ride or die uh
fight or flight uh
i know i 
don’t wanna die
just yet
//
yeah, woah
picking up the pace
shawty let’s go
even if you leave
i’m not on my own

you know that i don’t got a soul
uh uh
i’m destined to die without a home
uh uh
i don’t wanna die in your arms
i’m just so cold

i’m sorry
i can be 
so toxic 
that’s scary
i’m splashin
like scotty
and i know
you don’t want me

All Platforms

cheat codes (scotty splash)

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

i can’t wait until my fucking heads numb

oldarks x lil skele - waiting for you (prod. irby)

Featuring heylog: @heylog

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

[heylog]
Save me before I use this knife
This pain grew on me over time
I wish I was a kid my whole life
'cause I see things that I feel sorry for my eyes

So baby I'm crazy
Don't think you could date me
But I don't have problems
Like your drinking habits
She goes out for the night
To hangout with some guys
Who could care less for her
But she doesn't seem to mind
No she doesn't seem to mind
Mom's worried sick
And dad's tryna ring her line
But she don't pick up
She's gone for the whole night

[not home.]
Cold couch, I'm stupid high
The voices in my head subside
My face goes pale, my face goes white
Just let this kill what's left inside

Take me back to late July
When me and you would synchronize
The drugs wear off my thoughts align
Just kill me 'fore I change my mind

garbage

welcome

not home. - welcome w heylog (Irby)

prod. @trechorboy

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Lyrics:
i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm 

im playing operation 
stakes so high that i might as well and call it quits 
-and why’s that?
rip out the bottle from my grips
you’ll see that i know something you dont know and-
might as well remove this tumor by myself
im not afraid of Hell 
ive been there this entire time
dont call my phone dont got shit to sum up
walked out of AA planning to numb up
3 whole days of this acid that comes up
why do i care if i die?

i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm

Spinal Fusion

SPOTIFY

backyard beetle - take your breath away v2 (prod cxrter + threemvsk)

Did a beat and song collab with @lily-gilbert-970297039 !

Now im pourin up ciroc with a little bit of bubbly
Mixin all that shit ion even give a fuck b
Smokin all that gas yeah my shawty wanna fuck me
Green eyed girl yeah she always be my bunny

I been real depressed on the low
I been feelin less, never know
I been feelin numb in my home
cold front moving in, ice and patrone

I dont wanna be the one who drinkin all this venom
I wrote you all these messages but i aint never sent em
Now you know the way i feel i just wanna forget em
Spending all my nights just staying up and im finessin

Every day im just piling Ks
Every day like a new vacay
Every day but im numb and im cold, and i get what i want but im dead in the day

Cant Replace Me

GhostBoy:(