This is a really nice song! Amazing mood and I especially love the vocals! You've got a real talent :D

you're like rockstar games, late but masterpiece. keep goin🔥🔥🖤🖤

In a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me in a brand new fuckin town and I’m sorry yahhh...😭🤘🏻

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

sleepatnite w/ casperrr (5head & splashgang)

produced by: @remghost
mixed & mastered by me 

lyrics:

on this bed i feel lonely
please baby just call me
my phone forever is on loud
but i can’t help but feel like
you just do not want me 
eventually i know you will 
on this night will you miss me?
i stare up at the sky
and pray i’m forever filled
with love, validations so hard when the person
u want don’t want u around 
u want don’t want u around 
that u want don’t want u around 

hands pressed to my head
i fucked up again
i can’t believe i just never learn
but the human function 
of learning love is 
so hard to understand
so i’ll just wait my turn 
i’ll just wait my turn 
like the rest of these punks
i over appreciate
these very pills that fuck me up
she don’t know what love means
baby u should look it up
i feel my hands sweating
heart stops
when i’m talking to you 

on this bed i felt lonely
and she didn’t call me 
so my phone on silent now ): 
i just couldn’t shake the feeling
that she did not like me
for once, guess i’m right, right now
and the sky looks the same
as it did before u took my heart
and just stomped it out 
i’ll just stop fuckin trying
and give you a smile
if i ever see you around .. 

i just pray i see u around 
i really hope i see you around

see u around (remghost)

got a lot more drops coming after this one, let's fuckin GOOOOO
show sum love to the homie @betweentheveinsandi MF put his body through hell to get this verse in LMAOOO

lyrics:

[hero]

all the tears I cried
falling apart
now I closed my heart
to open when its over
i cannot do this shit
i cannot push on forth
huh didn't wanna die this way
but it was jus not my choice

aching on my skin so bad can't even check my cell phone
i can write my verses but i freeze up on an outro
harmonies conflicting in my head with the electrodes
lost so many people its jus procedure till it takes its toll
yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving
over the pettiest shit they are calling me crazy
i cannot trust nearly anyone lately
got me self reflecting
got me second guessing
jus gon kill this song so hard they think im a perfect specimen

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

[betweentheveinsandi]

who had a clue id die this way
all of the doctors said the same
he'll but a blade right thru his veins
something had went wrong deep in his brain
look at the way he respond to pain
getting back up to punch u in the face
i got this fury deep root deep in this plane
i gotta let this hurt just burn and give me super strength
The pain is only ever there to make u stronger
most be tapping out when i say i can do it longer
take me at my word that pain can turn u to a super soldier
look at this bud i swear im smoking boulders

[hero]

yea coddle me baby
give me a person i know is worth saving

[betweentheveinsandi]

friends switch up n form habits of taking
ill write a diss and keep personals vacant

[hero]

got me self reflecting
got me second guessing

[betweentheveinsandi]

our brains work just the same and thats how i know ur wrong

[both]

I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side
I evolve thru every song
yet dont know how I survive
my friends jus tend to move along
while natural selections take my side

just procedure w/ betweentheveinsandi (autrioly)

[+] once im gone...
* produced by raspo beats *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgmZyfdadp4

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[intro:]
you just read my pages like a magazine
if I was in your head, im the last thing
one day im goin be there like a movie scene
I just hope you're with me cause you wanted me

[verse 1:]
hand stuffed in my pockets
and they filled with scripts
I done did my first
and u did your fifth
you don't know it hurts
but I wish u did
don't act like u surprise
you not innocent
now its been getting cold and I can barely breathe
u looking at the sky while u talk to me
im thinking bout the past, speaking honestly
and I just need some change if u stay with me

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

[verse 2:]
rain falling on my cheek uh
ima wipe it off like the days of the week uh
I know that it hurts cause we barely sleep
I gotta be high just so I can eat
money in advance just for poppin out
tryna play me like a fool what u talking bout?
yeah I see thru the fakes yeah they walk around
just like you and me just like you and me
but they aint for the team, they aint for the green
we been poppin 30s like you poppin 10s
and u might fuck wit us but we is not your friend
every time they cross me they try make amends
well boy im coming different I won't play pretend

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

glue (attached)

+ SPOTIFY

glue (attached) w/ music video in desc

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

Lyrics:
ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

flashbacks on your bedroom floor
was like a second home, i dont come thru anymore
i guess thats just how life goes, im running low for sure
i should really just stop bitching yeah but life is such a chore

all i really do is bitch and moan and then i cry
then gotta keep pretend that im tough when im outside
cause you cant be let em know when they see pain up in your eyes
cause then you weak and you a target and you wont put up a fight

like, "fuck it all, he dont care about his life
so, take it all" i wont argue with a knife
and, then i fall, and they leave me out of spite
now im picking up the pieces of my already broken life

and i think you know its something i cannot keep shoving down
living with a mask it got me lookin like a fucking clown
ima just be honest, aint have much but i got nothing now
gripping on this bottle just to keep myself from shutting down

hyperpop jus remind me of her
so i jus never listen, guess thats what i deserve
man id rather get poisoned and kicked to the curb
till my teeth falling out guess i just never learn

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

ion wanna listen
ion wanna listen
girl turn that shit off while we chillin
la la la, u cant make me listen

deftones jus reminds me of us
when that shit start up playing i get stabbed in the gut
so i tell em to skip it, say im trippin, "whats up?"
"man the homie cant hang cause he way too fucked up"

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her

Hyperpop Jus Remind Me Of Her (prod MNDLS1600 & Bended)

music video/show recap:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IhrC5Zs0gc

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
and i did it all myself but 
i still think this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i'm sick of promises 
they never seem that fervent 
how come i lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

i hope you reach me 
i am starting to question everything 
did you love me for who i am or 
did you love me just 'cause i was there
i never meant to make you unhappy 
it just happened 
this world is against me 
could you give me a chance 
give me a chance 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it all myself but 
i swear that this whiskey helped me a bit 
and i hate your promises 
they never seem that fervent to me
lean on someone else when 
i just need myself 

yeah i'm back on i'm back on that drink again 
when i am she be all in my head 
i am not hungry for money i'm past it 
she just can't get past it it seems 
she don't like no consequence 
when i die bury me at my wedding 
she would look better if she wore a black dress 
make sure you put sunflowers up on my casket 
they're my momma's favorite 
sorry that i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing  
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing again 
i'm my mother's favorite (consequence)
sorry i gave up on everything 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 
could you call me i'm feeling like nothing 

call me 
i hate to feel this worthless 
i did it to myself but
i swear this whiskey helped me a bit 
yeah yeah

spotify

i lost my voice at my show w/ acey

Stop lying to yourself at night
It's okay to be not alright
When you're laying in your bed
The thoughts, they creep into your head
Until the 6am morning lights
Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
Think about your lips for too long
Stay awake until dawn break
Feelings that I cannot shake
Dread up in my head tonight

Kissing on a blunt; Wishing it's your thighs
Still taste you on my tongue
Now back to lonely nights
I write a song or two and get so fucking high
But if I'm not with you
I think I'd rather die
I can think clearly now
I am just falling down
Stop that
Waking up sober now
Wishing I never found
Smack pack
Picking up straps on my backpack
On with my day and it's twelve past
3 in the pm
I'm checking my dm, and
Baby you still haven't snapped back
Thinking of me and
It's don't want to see them
Can't handle this I'm on my bag
Thoughts will come right back
I'm just going to cop me the next bag
Smoke it up good, I don't puff pass
Stuck in these cycles I must ask
Are you content with yourself
Running from thoughts
With the woods, face yourself
Don't let ego dwindle
Acquire the wealth
Love, Knowledge, Happiness
Fill up the shelf

Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
An effigy of me inside of these songs
I always love until my heart is all gone

Morning Lights [yunnygoldz]

cover of jude's (sleepwater) "nervous"
guitar by caves
reprod by me

miss you bro :(
don't wait on me now

sleepwater - nervous (cover)

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight
thank you to @sideviewdriveca

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

broken in two + restart (ft. promnight) [metlast]

rock bottom

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