The Upload

would you, say
every, day
is harder than
the past, ey

get it, straight
ima, waste
feeling, blame
eat away

what are you doin, what are you doin this weekend, today
im crushing the pain till it eats at my veins
you know that im terrified of fuckin planes

but you get away
and leave me for grace
like every other week, you dont say

i know you dont hate
atums on the way
now im feelin good and cozy, in my brain

oh, october, is comin, im holdin on to grave
wait for the day
--

-autumn-

4x
(i need some rest)

hated everything i
fucking find about your life
about your-
puked out my stomach lines
now i’m fine
i say i’m fine
i say i’m-

swear to god i ain’t shit
showing up just to dip 
weather’s dusk
heart is thin 
i disrupt from within
shoulders touched
fuck is this?
why does love
make me sick
why does trust
never stick
just like us
i’m a bitch 
i’m a-

staring at a screen i 
cannot read i’m so incompetent 
imma take my leave i set the scene
that shit is ominous 
wash away the grease 
feeling clean is what i coveted 
shut your fucking teeth
i wanna scream
i’ve had enough of it

Leaf season w/ autumndropsdead (prod. nvki)

SadBoyProlific - Myself (DELETED VERSION)

I Smoke To Cope

Underground

One Eye Open

music video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkKOD3eET-U

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself 
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest
I've been hopin' I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one 
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat 
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising yeah
Can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no 
I don't care  
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest 
I've been hoping I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising
I can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then 
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care

spotify

piece of shit (p. tennis player)

big thank u to @spookybands and beatsbydutchrevz
https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/dutchrevz

lyrics

this road getting too long
got me thinking bout the things that i messed up on
n i wasnt meant to learn
wasnt made for class
make best friends with a whiskey glass
rather hold a cigarette n my babys ass
guess life feels like its moving to fast sometimes

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

you wont find me no
im probably a state away by now
in a bar with a whiskey glass in front of me
in a brand new fucking town
n im sorry yea
i aint figured anything out
when i try to get high just to pass the time
and i watch the sun go down
i did some cocaine in colorado
with a girl from san fancisco
she told me shes a ballet dancer
but i dont think she wanna dance to this no
watch me swallow all my friends like pills
i dont think that love exists no
but im traveling on this road here still
and i got no plan to quit no

cuz blocking its the only way to heal my head
cuz being numb is better than being dead
n long before u get here ill make the bed
cuz Lord knos me n u need to get some rest
n people telling me to slow down
baby u kno that i dont wanna be alone now
smoking blunts got my lungs feeling old now
u warm me up im not affected by the cold now
n winters here so im feeling all alone now
heart been cold it got thrown out
its nice outside lets just go out
so much pain that i dont even tell u typa shit im happy u dont know about

road w/ spookybands [prod. beatsbydutchrevz]

Hey!

KID E$S - WAY GONE... :(

Reece Brunke - Getaway

10 fold 5 dice, roll 4 times, 3 tries, 2 paths, one right.

KOLOGO (Prod. Tsurreal x Paryo)

Sorrow

Cant Replace Me

California

@aizayahhills - california (prod. mcx)

ITS OVER

FLYBOYELI - ITS OVER

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Cant Replace Me

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