Copy of Daily Drops

Heylog, Abbot, Polar - Honestly, I Wasn't Listening

produced by raspo

lyrics:

im so done you made me feel like im a ghost
i feel out of place and still have no one to call my home
if im a creep then your a weirdo
ill never ask for help, your the same as me

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i feel lost in your eyes
do you feel the same as me
you can lie

i can try
but i wont
be alive
for very long
i could cry
oh could you
if i died 
would you

lost

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me and argus
mastered by pdktp
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lyrics:

Every day that passes is just another headache
Rotting in my bed, soon enough I will be dead weight
Always hated change, you know that I can't accept things
I know I said things, don't hold that all against me yeah

I can't be mad cause I know that you never meant it
You did your worst to be but I know you regret it
I know that I can't explain
The thoughts in my brain
Just tell me it's okay

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

(I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-)

Did I put you through hell?
I know you hate my guts, but I still wish you well
Did I even deserve it?
Tell me what's the purpose?
Cut me off and let me be all on my own

I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

need you still (p. me)

forget me / when the summer ends

forget me

lyrics:

now if there’s no story left to tell
my eyes can dry out, my bones can melt
did i ever care about my health
anyway

why don’t you save me the screen time
no one needs to hit send 
i don’t need to pretend anymore
but i’ve sure as hell gotten good 
at picking up signal
while lying on the floor, i know

i’ll keep chasing new highs
to realize i’m like everybody else
a fiend of the blue light
don’t you have some trouble feeling like yourself
well how could i not be
a photo or story away
from running off in the dark
a king of the moonlight
just howling at reflections of himself

we’re starting to float around our rooms
addicted to things we’ll never do
i promise to make up my mind soon
anyway

so save me the rundown
i won’t hunt for a match
i can finally catch my breath
but we’ve sure as hell gotten good
at building personas, right
what could i expect, i know

i’ll keep chasing new highs
to realize i’m like everybody else
a fiend of the blue light
don’t you have some trouble feeling like yourself
well how could i not be
a photo or story away
from running off in the dark
a king of the moonlight
just howling at reflections of himself

howling
at nothing
at all
counting
and counting
the space
on the wall

and still i feel the same
you ask in every way
how much do i owe
to myself for my mistakes
i swear that i’m so close
to letting my breath go
setting free the butterflies
that tell me to stay alone

should i stop staring at the sun
‘cause i’m not the only one
who went blind from indifference
and loving being numb
so what’s the point of home
if it’s all i’ll ever know
i’ll tear apart my curtains
and give my first hello

SPOTIFY + APPLE

blue light

Medicine

lyrics:

Is this really what it takes
To drag me out my shell
Call it exposure therapy
When it’s a bitter show and tell
Does it make me more alive
When I keep tripping all the time
Always stumbling on my words and contradictions in your eyes

Well I hope you never see me like this
A show sponsored by jealousy
No you won’t dare tell me
That I’m not myself again
Someone I’d never wanna be

Well of course you’re always right
So the best version of myself’s the one you like
The one that never bats an eye
The one that’s funny all the time
The one that doesn’t have to write a song ‘bout everytime he lies

Or no
Is there something you wanted me to hear
Alone
Just suck it up and be a person
Yeah I know
Put your favourite costume on
And run from home
And run away, and run away, and run away

Well I hope you never see me like this
A show sponsored by jealousy
No you won’t dare tell me
That I’m not myself again
Someone I’d never wanna be

I’d never wanna be
I’d never wanna be
No you won’t ever see me like this

Well I hope you never see me like this
A show sponsored by jealousy
No you won’t dare tell me
That I’m not myself again
Someone I’d never wanna be

exposure therapy

SWITCHBLADE

<3 
LYRICS:
love

i just wanna love on ya

i just wanna touch on ya 

i just wanna rock witcha

baby

baby all ya past men pussies

all of them boys ain't seriously lookin

i mean look at you

put it on me shorty let me see just what that body do

funny how the realest one could show you how it's supposed to look

and if your ex tries talkin shit i'm gettin him slapped

that's on my soul, no time for me to spend on a non man

id rather be, witcha spending time on an island

and money ain't no issue so you know we got flights mapped

you give me what i give a pillow girl that shit could make me nap

put me to sleep i mean

forgive the nerves cuz you look so amazing

hey girl when i see you it's like i go crazy

hey baby when im with you never want it to end

go to bed wake up and i'll see you again

all smiles good morning and breakfast in bed

and you understand when i tell you im depressed

life is so damn easy when i'm with you instead

i could run to you anytime, you too, say when

love

Lighting a candle...

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Lyrics:
I’m lighting a candle to sit with my shadow
I’ll turn on the tv to fill up the space
I guess that I’m used to making a breakfast for two now
But it’s just me and the meds that I take

And I 
miss you most
In the morning
And I
Miss you most 
when I wake

I’ll put the all the pictures of us in the attic
I leave my heart hanging from a string
And maybe I’m waiting for you to come take it
And maybe you don’t even think about me

But I
Miss you most
In the morning
And I miss you most
When I wake
And I’ll
Make the bed
Up so nice
Oh please come home
Again

Miss You Most (prod. idly blare)

with @realmvnu

lyrics:

She looks so lonely 
Dancing round the fire now
While all those empty seats surround her
In her world she's never alone

So show me then
How you see instead
Inside your head
who I've been, I want to know
Let me understand
Just who I am

The picture you've been shown
To compare
To an image made your own
Now am I there

Is all you notice in me
My role, am I more
Than I show
Than you know
So are you
Noticing me
I'm so typical
Another clone
You'll never know

What if I wanna be a part of your fantasy
Unwound from the truth or the gravity
And never make sense of my words
As a character in your analogies
Is your idea of my soul a real part of me
Or do you only ever see the trivialities
Whatever seemed right for the role
Of who you thought I was, and who I try to be
Am I more than a face and a body
And a plain name tag photocopied
Or is that the way that you got me
I guess you got me

Is all you notice in me
My role, am I more
Than I show
Than you know
So are you
Noticing me
I'm so typical
Another clone
You'll never know

We dance around
For nothing but a better look
At what we found
A message in a bottle
All safe and sound
From someone that I’ll never really know
Are you so sure
That just a single image
Is all you’re worth
In their eyes or your own
An ever-changing sketch
For everyone you know
No choice now
You are who you are

wannabe

with @chakkyy

lyrics:

Staring at the neon sign
Staring, I’m just wasting time
Is that how I’ll look backstage
Always got the same game face
Standing there I know you’ll wanna
Wanna see a little closer
But all you're seeing is a poster

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Couldn’t remember what you told me
When you tried to hide it
Taking apart the words I painted
Said that you don’t mind ‘em
Finally found something to hold me
But you’d never buy it
It’s a world you’ve never known
Everywhere I went they tried to sell me wisdom
Everybody tryna be a sage, saying stop
Thinking about all of these questions
Will you hear me when the mic’s on
Will you hear me at all

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Where are those walls you built for me
Not one to dwell on subtlety
Look back, face facts
Fuck decency
I know you always wanna hear me say
You said your grace, you paved the way
That your applause might save the day

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

applause

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concrete

🔥 Faith tested, fire ignited. The Extended Anthem Edition of Hold My Faith is here. 🎤🎸⚡

exposure therapy

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