Songs to cry yourself to sleep

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where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

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(verse)
for some time
i’ve been faking a smile
just tryna get out my mind

for a while
somethings missing inside and
i just can’t find out why

(chorus)
so won’t you tell me what you’re looking for?
you’re taking my control
falling deeper all i want is more
it’s all i’m asking for

you have my heart
it’s yours to keep
now you’re unsure
and i can’t speak

so won’t you tell me what you’re looking for
it’s all i need to know

(verse)
for some time
i’ve been faking a smile
just tryna get out my mind

for a while
somethings missing inside and
i just can’t find out why

(chorus)
won’t you tell me what you’re looking for?
you’re taking my control
falling deeper all i want is more
it’s all i’m asking for

you have my heart
it’s yours to keep
now you’re unsure
and i can’t speak

won’t you tell me what you’re looking for
it’s all i need to know

all i need to know (with Kayou.)

go back inside
lately i've been like a whole different guy
i wanna go another ride
put ten down, with my hopes up high

oh, put me down
i'll be on the ground
surfing on a cloud
i've been lost and found

oh
i've been the road
said this line before
then i wasn't really bored
stopped to look at the things that i lost
but the road ahead never makes me wanna stop

like oh
i've been looking for the place called home
skipped the skin so i could feel you in my bones
seasons changed and took me away from you
falling down i wanna go with you

know i wanna go with you
let me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

everything you do is so perfect
stay with me lay down on my chest
even tho i know i'm imperfect
it's all for you,
it's all for you

even tho the sun finally went down
and when the rain starts pouring down
i still hear echoes all around

know i wanna go with you
lie me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon >:)

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything <3

EVERYTHING (IMMORTAL)

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WC2R_rc0-lM&ab_channel=ghosthands

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farewell

lyrics:
i fell under words unspoken
i am not immortal, like you want me to be
i wake up and throw my phone
i hope it fucking breaks
maybe someday ill wake up elsewhere
and finally be free

i know its hard
lifes fucking mistake
but i want you to stay
i didnt know where to go
you didnt look im afraid
you didnt know im afraid
i didnt understand

1999

the second piece from fawlins coming EP called «bleeding moon»

www.fawlin.com

never getting back up

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Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals:

Artists / Producer:
@iamsadgods

Lyrics:
can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

I've been staring at the sky, tonight
wondering why we fight, all the time
let me just pause time
close my eyes
rest my mind
feel alright

can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

i'm not the type to
run away
but i've been caving in
i'm not feeling okay
oh my, alright
tell me what I can say
cus when  i hide
i confide
in, all of my pain

can you breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

breathe in
and out
can you take this moment
make it last

sadgods - make it last

nowhere left to go

drunk

made by @imfinenow and me

Lyrics:
all my friends are bored as hell
living our whole life staring a broken cell phone
why is it so hard to live alone
i’m feeling so empty looking down this endless road

so many nights have i felt this way
driving round tryna feel ok
why am i lonely?
baby, won't u just hold me

like my life has just been delayed
so many things standing in my way
wish somebody had told me
it’s ok to live slowly

(i should do more, i should do more)

i’m so sick of staying in
at the same time i don’t feel like moving a thing
it’s ok to live slowly

so many nights have i felt this way
driving round tryna feel ok
why am i lonely?
baby, won't u just hold me

like my life has just been delayed
so many things standing in my way
wish somebody had told me
it’s ok to live slowly

ily <3

live slowly

Written and recorded by @Alainite & @Sinxi
Produced by @in-bloom-757395817
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

I'm running red lights trying to beat the time
I tried to 
Keep it ahead, keep playing on my mind
Can't lose you
Stuck in the middle not leaving you this time
I tried to involve you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I only want you when the sun comes up 
Would you come dance with me in the moonlight
I would only want you when I call dumb luck 
And I realize that I never really lost sight
Of what I want for you
Of what I'll do for you
But you always held the truth
Now I'm just so confused
Baby won't you stay the night with me
Would you keep me close one night and give me all your company

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you
And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Oh it's crazy, so crazy
My lady, my lady
What I got to do to prove that I'm the one you wanna choose
Girl I'm faded in my room waiting for you
Oh text me, cos I know you really want to

Cos I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know that I'm wrong
And I've been spending all night waiting for us to stop fighting
I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

And I've been so confused
Could it be that I only wanted love from you
Could you be the only one who makes my heart ring true
Could it be that I only wanted you

Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted
Could it be that I only wanted you
Could it be that I only wanted

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Confused feat. Sinxi (Prod. In Bloom)

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produced by me... <3

lyrics:
baby im sick of letting you go
so hold me girl i need to know 
can you love me 
the way i love you
baby tell me what should i do
can u speak to me right now
im sick of not letting you know
oh how could you leave me alone

i fell in love with your dark brown eyes
and im sorry that im always so quiet

baby im sick of feeling this way
and i hate being alone everyday
im feeling ugly and so fucking worthless
you hate me and i probably deserve it
and i drink to much again
sick of fading away
sick of wiping all these tears from my face

i fell in love with your dark brown eyes
and im sorry that im always so quiet

dark brown eyes

Mixed/Mastered by Brian Sheil

lyrics:

After all this do you wanna hang out
Get a coffee or something
‘Cause for whatever reason
You’ve been on my mind again
Just like last summer, but things were different then
Does it ever cross your conscience
That these songs could be about you
I bet not
Even I almost completely forgot
And as each day goes by
We fly further away
But still acting like we’re not

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

So what would you tell me
To make me feel better
Think of July
Think of warmer weather
And I couldn’t blame you
If you stayed away
‘Cause my heart and lungs are cold
They long for better days
Does it ever cross your conscience
That I mean everything I say
I bet not
By now you must’ve completely forgot
We’re still so different in the end
That’s probably why we’ll just stay friends
You’re the midnight sky
While I’m stuck in the sunset

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear
See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear

I guess I’ll just stick to daydreams
‘Cause nothing ever stays the way that it seems
I’ll see you in another life
As we say goodbye and we fade into the night

tomorrow

oh, but, babе, you know
it happens all the time
you givе your heart to someone
but they go and change their mind
you don’t have to stay you know
if it’s all a waste of time
'cause i’m used to having no one
to lay here by my side

nowhere left to go

ghosthands

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