Thank you @caspywaspy for the beautiful feature <3

Dxnny 

No use for my flesh
guess im crawling out
backed up into the corner
Fucking done it now
Dip out of the function and im running till my legs give out
(Till my legs give out)

I was never invested
But the sex is..wow
i dont think that i was ever ready for the hell inbound 
she wishes that we were telling eachother our wedding vows
i dont think im ready for commitment there i said it now

She told me its your loss
Well Baby i think that you’re lost
nothing you say is making its way
Through to me
X2

Casperrr

im hurting and im aching
My pain will only make my back break
I love you, you hate me i should run away for my sake
all of the trauma Im facing
I cant believe its a part of my fate
i spend a lot of time of my life just thinking bout solving problems in any other way

She told me it was my loss 
Cant really tell if shes wrong
I just cant think i feel lost
I’ll hide it with addys and bongs

your loss ft casperrr (boy50)

lyrics -
I've drifted off the edge
And I can't
See this for what it was
So you asked
If everything was fine?
And I laughed
I've tried so many times
It's still bad

I didn't wanna talk
Yet you called
Don't try and give me hope
But you pull
And it didn't really mean much
At all
You didn't seem to mean much
To me at all

I'm clawing up the edge
But I can barely see right now
You wanted me to stick around
But it's getting too damn loud
I just wanted you to be here now
But you said you're gonna stall it
I liked that you watched my world falling
I hoped that you'd be the one drowning
Such a shame that you never had the courage
Oh

Life is such a dream right?

eyes

~2300~

@lilskeleskrrt @slmnmore

Lyrics:

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[skele]
i always do this every month should prolly heal up
i think you need me too much
i think i want you no love
painting the wall red maroon
dreams of the champagne
“i do”
know my heart bled
leave you
it’s so hard to see you
i need you here tonight
put the nine up to my skull
i wanna feel alive
hold me until i’m close
i’m saying why do you keep me around 
i always weigh you down
it’s not the way that i want
to make you feel stuck
baby i won’t make a sound 
need you to cover my mouth 
put my head to the gun
and let the steel touch
this is so fucked
you used to love me so much

[HOOK]
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs 
I’m on the borderline
Seen death in my sleep
Tell me there’s more to life 
I’m in your crosshair
Pull the trigger let it fly
It’s me and you tonight
I’ll be my own demise
And you won't see the signs

[VITO]
Watch ‘em labor away
They’re digging the grave i’ll lay in 
Counting the days i’ve been
Just wasting away
Unfazed by your influence
You saw what it coulda been
But i’m drained out i’ve been hollow since 
Not a lot of those options left
Can you deal with the consequence?
I’ve never been good at this
Nine lives I ain’t got one left
You threw all your caution west
Still breaking your promises

borderline w/ skele & slmnMORE

prod. safeatlast, no samples <3
@breckenford

dont leave me alone here
i dont know what you see here

so i try and i try just to make you remember
the way that you left me alone in september
drink on my own ima drink til december
wont pick up the phone no i wont ever answer

so please let me go
i dont need you no more

say what you want cuz i wont ever listen
my body cant go on i cant make the distance
i cant tell my rights from my lefts whats the difference
if you were to stay or just leave in a minute

i wont admit it
ive reached my limit
ive reached the end of my life whens the next one
cant bear to look in your eyes since i messed up

i pray to see u once again
either its heaven or hell
i hope that ur resting well

i hope that we meet again
cuz i been trapped inside this cell
and i cant break myself out

[FøRD:]

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

i cant tell you what I want in my life no more
telling the truth I think it’s time to cut the cord
deathly afraid of heartbreak cuz i can’t afford
anymore time with a girl who only ignores
so what do I do? Stick to my lonely
substance abuse “I don’t need you”, not what you told me

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back

i hope that we meet again ft. brecken

Wait For Me

self prod 
Check out @b_murph
Thanks to @sinxi for helping with the production of Murph's verse! 

LYRICS

If I could rip my own heart out my chest
I`d make the best life for myself
I`d take what I can
I never want to mix our mistakes
Feel like a cunt
But I dont want to lose all our love
I know that its gone
And I know all the healing is done
She don't even like my feelings for us
Rip my heart out when your feasting for blood
Cuz I know you need a hunt

Happens to myself Nobody exists
I share these planets to myself
So nobody is near
I hate these feelings man I swear
My hearts to closed to cope
My hearts been close to you
And if I wake up
Would it really ever change
Or would we break up
Would these feelings change our ways
Or would I stay tough
I dont like to fucking stay around
For you

I could restart my whole life
But would you let it go
Would you let it go
ima send him home
break down my life, check whats inside
would you break all of the promises you set to cause
I never go back
all these feelings when they go home
Never had it when you love back

Let me go
But now I’m all alone, it’s not that hard to phone
She looks me in the eyes
And takes a sip of wine
She says that I’ll be fine
It feels like it’s a lie
She takes another sip
And my stress multiplies
I cannot trust this bitch
It could mean my demise
So I
Leave while I can, I cannot watch this
Go by
Feet in the sand, my minds a mosh pit

I could restart my whole life
But would you let it go
Would you let it go
ima send him home
break down my life, check whats inside
would you break all of the promises you set to cause
I never go back
all these feelings when they go home
Never had it when you love back

RESTART (feat. B Murph)

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

phantom (prod. kazba x skrwd)

sippin on the road
its that alcohol i bought you out in town when i was gone
so so far away from where i live and i call home
i did this all for you and now im truly in disbelief i know

i know i gotta feeling
i know where this is going
its so so sad to say i thought we really had us something
dont think i wanna live anymore if we are nothing
its crushing my perspective of women, i feel like 

uh uh
is there a day
where i can go with living and not feel all of this pain
i felt it in my chest when we met cause i was afraid 
that you would think i weird or im fucked up in the brain

is it ok
for me to talk to you by morning 
its been 20 something hours now i dont know where its going
miss your little voice and your pretty face your something
im in disbelief you aint said to me, noting

craziness
crazy thoughts
crazy fast
its pretty rough

took your hand and ran right off until i finally set you off
i cant think bout none of this ever going wrong
i sit and think in to the deepest thought about what i am doing wrong

softly you might end me
scratch that, i need sympathy
you have said so much to me
now im left in silence and disbelief
now i look outside and think of what it means
to say you love and care for me
but then pick me off like a centipede
you were never mean
you were sweet and kind to me
said i was special so ill breathe 
and ill count to 10 and hope i see, a text from you

dependency (prod. dash)

co-produced with Past Tense

lyrics:

Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say

What if I meant to
Sweep all the little things away
And never expect to
Be one to pretend to answer late
It’s harmless
Still it’s hard enough
To say out loud

If I’m a drop in the ocean then why’d you tell me
What matters most is I’m happy and that I’m healthy
Well see, you gave your two cents to come try and spare me
There’s a billion angles to what some wealth means
Out in the open, I wanted a lie
You talked about living, it felt like I died
Like every time
Drowning ourselves to stay alive

Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say

What’s the way if love is always earned
However I make it seem
Whoever I get to be
I hope I’m still around to love the world
Whatever I get to see 
Whenever I get to leave

Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say
Tell me something you know
Tell me something you'd say

SPOTIFY + APPLE

tell me something

lyrics:

I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

They said just tell your story
What if I barely have one, all you’ll get
Is a scuffed recording
And half unfinished, over-sugared earl grey in the morning
I hope that’s not too boring
Without some undefinable love triangles
And missions to the moon

But who has the time
To fly in the real world
And who has the guts
To taste the absurd
When you’re addicted to caution tape
All wrapped round your forehead
Primed to fire alarms
And getaway cars
With every spare word

‘Cause I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

If I just give it a minute
Will I still hear the crickets
What’s the point of the truth if your heart isn’t in it
To tiptoe past the limit
A life determined by digits
Is there anything to say or is it all implicit
Right from the beginning
There’s a number I’m missing
Can’t afford to just sit around and die for a living
Well who am I kidding
The week ends and all that I’m getting
Is a winning ticket for a bottle of wine

So who has the time
To live in a dream world
And who has the guts
For falling in love
When you’re addicted to certainty
All there in the forecast
Chance of prying eyes
And bittersweet highs
White lies just because

I don't know what's good for me
A fiend of stumbling fantasies
Still singing clumsy lullabies
Till someone screams ‘enough’
I tiptoed too carefully
A walking sunk cost fallacy
With every living alibi
Afraid of showing up

tell me something

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