falling from the top floor,
wings out like a deadman
wishing that we talked more
don't get second chances
screaming til my voice is goin numb ain't that romantic
car wreck, put me in a panic

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

never been for conflict
shooting at the stars going cosmic
you saw my last text why u toxic
if you don't have the answer why you tlking?

growing pains hunger grip my stomach and my sides, i can't take it anymore i'm havun thoughts of suicide, i'm still walking with a chip, you talking shit i'm gonna slide, yeah these vultures leaving nest, the way these bullets gonna fly

ain't not time to waste
another second with you sounds like such a pain
and everytime i'm feeling scared i run away, got too much pressure on my head hair turning grey, it's such a waste

veins grow sick,
our bodies run the risk
like cut wrists,
bones break like branches in the wind
roots cave in like the ribs under my skin
chopped down leaves falling to the ground
mind clouded again

Growing Pains

Growing Pains (prod. Arey)

fwb (rel flip)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

real

lyrics: 

look it’s 4am and she’s still outside 😬
she’s taking 2 more shots but she says she’s fine 🙂
she’s a crazy girl 
tryna have a crazy night ❗️ 
but it’s alright i’ll stay right by ur side ❤️
i gotta match that 
hit the L i pass that 😆
i just downed da bottle now i think i’m having flashbacks 🙈
she’s playing songs in the car 🚘 
that make her feel like she’s a star ⭐️ 
i know that she could do anything… 
she could go far 
she got da world in her hands 🌎 
she could do it she can 😎
i know she wanna go big 
but i’m not in her plans 😳
so i’m just holding her hand 🤝
and i tell her it’s fine 
i know this isn’t forever 
but i know we’re alright 😌

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 

sevendsr 

i feel da pain in my chest 😫
and it gets hard everyday 
i look u right in the eyes 👀 
and know that u ain’t the same 😔✋🏾
and there’s no one to blame 
there’s no one to BLAAAMMeeeee 🤪 
the faults in my name ☹️ 
OH GOD the faults in my name 
5 shots down but i ain’t done yet 😈
there ain’t a single decision this night that i will regret 🤣
they want a glock in my head 🔫
they want a knife2myneck 😳
i knew that they never liked me i just didn’t know that u were next 🙃 
but what do i do when u won’t tell me the truth 
and i can’t find a reason just 2 focus on u 🥱
and when things just crumble 2 da ground 😮
and i just don’t want u around ☹️
and it’s 4 in the morning 
i can’t dream no 💭 
i can’t sleep 💤 
if u really cared about me 
u would set me free 🥲 
ik u like the madness 🙄 
makes u real happy just 2 bring me some havoc 🚨
imma keep running just 2 escape the blackness 
im cleaning the brush i think i’ll start a new canvas 
📋
new life ❗️
i think it’s good 4 me to start a brand new life ❗️
light me up a joint just so i could get a clear mine 🧠 
look in the mirror i think imma get my things right 
but i keep thinking baby what about that 1night …

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x

1night ft. rouri404 prod@michaelwarren x @tornno

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

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die (frevel x pekarot)

prod yungspolier
follow me: https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I've been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

Maybe I'm dramatic, just another kid that's too sporadic
And I talk to myself, and I put myself through hell
But I'm too emphatic
And I've been messed up, thinking bout the past I've been messed up
Tell me bout' that, let me tell you right back
Let me fall right back again

Cause time's in a loop, but I'm stuck in a crease
And I've been bitching till' I'm dead and deceased
And I'm eighteen, throw my life in a drain
Cause when the new year comes, No I'll still be the same

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I’'ve been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead
All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

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nightmare (yungspoiler)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

with @vaeo-music ofc

https://songwhip.com/rouri404/zombie2022
guitar by @simonpopdiva

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zombie (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel x simon m)

mashup made by delto, contains an unreleased ericdoa X delto collab and a villain

dante red/ ericdoa - never releasing lol/villain

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

Sped up song by sci1 and dante red
not mine!

ground war sci1/Dante red [SPED UP]

was sick when i recorded this 
ty spark & fxntom

lyrics:
dont know the truth or the lie
no matter what u tell me baby youll be alright
cuz i still dont know if im too drunk or too high
but baby can u please just waste all my time

so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean

u catch me up  by surprise 
yk that ur not my type
still stuck between all ur lies
cant get u out of my mind
think its time u pick a side
no more than the "you and i"
'member the times that we cried
now we just wasting more time

yk i hate it when u say that
blinded by sorrow and the sadness
while u try to get ur payback
but yk i did nothing wrong 
so how u get away w that 
and what does it mean when u lie 
what does it mean when u-

dont know the truth or the lie
no matter what u tell me baby youll be alright
cuz i still dont know if im too drunk or too high
but baby can u please just waste all my time

so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
so what u mean
u still dont tell me everything so what u mean
yk i hate making assumptions what u mean
u say u find it hard to tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean
baby, tell me what u mean

whatumean (siemspark dxnnyfxntom)

FOR FUN! (prod. luvary)

I Put Sausage Fattener On The Master

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dummy hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard
yea yea
baby you just drive me crazy
dont know how to tell you, i love you like mayb
sorry
i get butterflies around u i get shakey
its something about her, yea it just makes me makes me makes me

gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can
gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dumby hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard

nightmare (yungspoiler)

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