by @zahremaar, curated by @eeeeeeeugenia

[00:00 - 01:30] Amidst the sensory turbulence of leaving the rave—strobes still flashing behind closed  eyes, ears ringing, bodies exhausted but minds racing—a sense of peace, warm as the morning sun, bathes  us in its light. 
[01:30 - 05:30] The transition begets a moment of contented reflection, and reminds us that we are in fact,  living life to its fullest; that there isn't anything we'd rather be doing than this. 
[05:30 - 09:00] The sun rises over LA as we float the 10 in our uber home—the after afters—sweat  soaked shirts wicking into the finely upholstered seat, eagerly awaiting our return. 
[09:00 - 16:00] We arrive, peel off our clothes, rinse off the 15 hours of salty grime we danced 10,000+  steps to earn, and enter the soft cocoon of our pajamas, reborn. Somewhere in this fluffy haze, it becomes  apparent that though our exhausted bodies have left the sweaty floor, our spirits continue to pulsate in the  shape of its memory. 
[16:00 - 21:00] So we double down, make tea with a sprinkle of sugar, and reenter the undulating void,  USB sticks in hand. 
[21:00 - 70:00] The tea brings life to our bare feet as they bounce together on the carpet. Our movements  create a new world, reminiscent of the one we left but constrained to the ethereal remains of our capacity  to go on any longer. 
[70:00 - End] Eventually our bodies’ exhaustion overtakes, and we guide our gentle float back down to  earth, and finally, to sleep. 
These journeys, with their ebbs and flows, are what shape the memories after the afters, and make them,  well, ours. 


Tracklist:  
Ben Klock @ Klubnacht, Berghain, Berlin Dec. 31, 2018 - Voice Memo Recording Perila - Open Road 
Cosmin TRG - Interstellar Inflight Entertainment 
Alessandro Cortini - Bestia+(coda) 
The American Dollar - Simple Bliss 
Perila - This Story Doesn't Make Any Sense 
Skee Mask - Frogsplash (Reshape) 
Exos - The Morning Goddess 
Eduardo De La Calle - Llapataye 
El Choop - Woman (Night) 
Shuffles - Gotta Go (Tm Shuffle 5lampi dub) 
Boulderhead - Ionic Bonding 
Andrey Pushkarev - Between The Mountains
Four Tet - Ribbons 
Djrum - Tension 
Perila - 5am 
.mp3Neptune - Drifting Further Out, I Broadcast My Final Goodbye Moby - LA6 
Mountain Rain & Thunderstorm Sleep Sounds - Ambient Noise For Sleep & Meditation

ghunghru 046 // zahremaar / The Shape of Memory

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experimental label / radio show / curatorial project by founder @modularprincess & resident @eeeeeeeugenia

SF / Delhi

a space where sound is sound, without needing to be music. 
a space where we promote all audible oddities, in fact, encourage.
a space where we focus on the whole.
a space where time isn’t measured.
a space where no structure is okay. 
a space where silence is accepted.
a space where active listeners flourish.
a space where sounds that normally don’t get heard, get heard.
a space for intellectual physical emotional spiritual analysis of sounds that excite you. 
a space for you to be weird about what you find sonically beautiful.
a space for you to play all the groovy rhythms you want, if you want. 
a space for you to play all the ambient drones you want, if you want.
a space for you to play all the hair standing unexpected glitch you want, if you want. 
a space for you to play none of the things that are expected.
a space for traditional world sounds, in an untraditional manner. 
a space for comfort in discomfort. 
a space for not just sounds, but also words, poetry, whispers and voice.