Words by Toph (@t_o_p_h) about his sonic memory:

When I was thinking about this mix, my mind went to my iTunes/Apple Music library, which I’ve used actively since 2006, almost half my life. I remember sitting in a Los Angeles apartment back then, ripping CDs, rating the tracks I felt something for.

Now, scrolling back through songs I’ve loved feels like spinning a radio dial across my life, scanning through flashbulb memories. The music transports me to the state of mind I was in when I listened, however many years ago, but with the added perspective you get from seeing those moments concertina’d up. I can make out the shape of narrative arcs; follow threads that I thought in the moment I had lost; see where I was and know where I would go.

I tried to recreate that feeling with this mix: drawing tracks from across the span of my music library, outlining an emotional current that ebbs and flows through the music I resonate with. It’s tough to put into words (thankfully easier to put into a mix). It’s a sonic representation of an emotional journey that I’m still on. Sometimes I feel like it’s hard to know myself clearly, but I shouldn’t feel that way. I know my innermost self well, and maybe the journey is learning to trust that more.




Tracklist: 

Nsi. — 23. // Massive Attack — Teardrop // Portishead — Roads // The Octopus Project — Rorol // Goldfrapp — Utopia // Boards of Canada — Telephasic Workshop // Tori Amos — Datura // Kate Bush — The Sensual World (Instrumental Mix) // Kate Bush — The Sensual World // James Holden — Blackpool Late Eighties // Loscil — Ahull // Robyn — Honey // Octo Octa — Who I Will Become // Holy Other — Inpouring // Christopher Willits — Ground // Global Communication — 5:23 // Djrum — Blue Violet // LSDXOXO — HATESHOPPING // Octo Octa — Can You See Me? // Violet — Psyche // George Morel — Feel It (The Sound Factory Mix) // Jake Wiltshire — It's Alright // Brian Eno — The Big Ship // Max Richter — In Louisville at 7 // Scott Grooves — 3

Mixes

Ghunghru 063 // Toph / The Shape of Memory

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