Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to
Yeah I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

Verse 1:
Just to get it off my chest
I know that when you knew me I wasn’t my best
I just wanna put my past life to rest
I just wanna put my past life to rest
‘Cause I was always unsure
Always insecure
Always immature
Always wanting more out of you
I always wanted more out of you 
And I'm sorry about that

Pre-Chorus:
I put a lot of pressure on us
I wanted to get better, honest
But I didn’t know how to
I didn’t know how to
And I know I had issues plenty 
But I hope you don’t resent me
But it’s okay if you do

Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to
Yeah I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

Verse 2:
Just so I can let you know
That I never really meant to let you go
I'm glad you’ve taken this time to grow
I'm glad you’ve taken this time to grow, oh
‘Cause I’ve done the same thing too
If only you knew
If only I grew
Back when I still had you
Back when I still had you
I’m sorry about that

Pre-Chorus:
I put a lot of pressure on us
I wanted to get better, honest
But I didn’t know how to
I didn’t know how to
And I know I had issues plenty 
But I hope you don’t resent me
But it’s okay if you do

Chorus:
The truth is ugly, I don’t like it
It’s like being back in high school looking in a mirror
The truth is ugly, but I don’t mind it
And as I get a little older I can see things clearer
And I know that I don’t have to apologize to you
But I kinda want to

the truth is ugly

Verse 1:
On a scale from one to zero
How much do you hate my guts
‘Cause you met me when I was the hero
And stuck around long enough
To watch it go up in flames
And then you couldn't handle it
Watching me become the antagonist 

Chorus:
So tell me what was it like? 
Flippin’ through my pages
And chasing all my changes
Was it entertaining for you?
Yeah, tell me what was it like?
Picking my plot apart 
What was your favorite part?
And was it entertaining for you?
Am I entertaining for you?

Verse 2:
I fall from grace and glory
As you try to ignore me
I'm just a scary story
That got a bit too gory
For your liking 
Got your adrenaline spiking
Am I psyching you out?
You couldn't handle it
Watching me become the antagonist 

Chorus:
So tell me what was it like? 
Flippin’ through my pages
And chasing all my changes
Was it entertaining for you?
Yeah, tell me what was it like?
Picking my plot apart 
What was your favorite part?
And was it entertaining for you?
Am I entertaining for you?

Bridge:
Call me the villain call me a beast
All that I can say is at least 
I'm the best of them though
And I put on a good show
Call me the villain call me a beast
I had you on the edge of your seat
Right there in the front row
Guess I put on a good show

the antagonist

Chorus:
Frostbite
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
I’ve played your game and it’s a lost fight 
It’s the reason I play dirty now 
Frostbite
You love me with your fingers crossed, right?
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
You’re the reason I play dirty now
You’re why I worry now
Why I’ll be fucked up til I’m like thirty now
Well at least no one can hurt me now
At least I hope not

Verse:
You’ve put on quite a show it’s moved me to pieces
But it’s so disturbing it’s made me indecent 
You say you’re sorry, I don’t know if you mean it
You’ve put on quite a show it’s moved me to pieces
But now I think that might need treatment
You killed me cause it was convenient didn’t you?

Chorus:
Frostbite
You love me with your fingers crossed, right?
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
I’ve played your game and it’s a lost fight
Yeah you’re a lost fight 
Yeah you’re a lost fight 

Bridge:
Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I’m gaslit
Maybe I don’t even remember what happened
You killed me cause it was comedic didn’t you
It was funny and we were both laughing for a minute or two 

Frostbite
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might

frostbite

Verse 1:
Baby I've been going through a lot and thought that I shouldn't share
But I'm letting my feelings lay bare 
'Cause I'm tired of having to tear myself apart 
And suffer for my art 
'Cause it's all that I know 
And hurting feels like home

Verse 2:
Baby I've been going through a lot but I don't what you to worry I'm weak
I know I've been on a suffering streak
But there's solace in the words that I speak so let me say them
And monologue through the mayhem 
And listen to me while I do it
'Cause you know this shit's therapeutic 
And no it may not be pretty
But won't you talk it all out with me
You know I'd really appreciate it
Out of all my fixations you are my favorite 
Even though sometimes I forget to say it

Chorus:
But baby I've been going through a lot 
And you should know me 'cause I'm what you've got
Baby I've been going through a lot 
But soon enough I'll be out of this spot

Bridge:
'Cause I've been in pieces, I've been a wreck
But I've been trying to teach myself to keep myself in check 
So I hope that that's enough for now
I'll sort everything out somehow
And I'll never ask you to do it for me
Just hope that you'll stick around to support me

‘Cause baby I've been going through a lot 
Baby I've been going through a lot

baby i've been going thru a lot

Verse 1:
I used to see in color
I used to love my lover
I used to be off my face like all the time
I never learned my lessons 
Too high to pay attention
I used to be off my face like all the time

Chorus:
But everything is gray now 
Everything is boring
Sleep during the day now
You call, I ignore it
Everything is gray now
Everything is gray now
Now I hardly laugh
Barely even cry
Living in the past
Just to pass the time
‘Cause everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

Verse 2:
I painted pretty pictures
Before the roses withered
I used to be off my face like all the time

Chorus:
But everything is gray now 
Everything is boring
Sleep during the day now
You call, I ignore it
Everything is gray now
Everything is gray now
Now I hardly laugh
Barely even cry
Living in the past
Just to pass the time
‘Cause everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

Bridge:
Now I live off memories
Reality is dead to me 
Yeah, I don’t want it 
I don’t want it
Now I live off memories
Reality is dead to me 
Yeah, I don’t want it 
I don’t want it
Everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

the comedown

Verse 1:
I wanna scream ‘til I can't talk
I wanna draw on my old driveway with some chalk
I wanna head down to the playground and kick rocks
I wanna do everything my way kill the clocks

Chorus:
I never wear a watch
I wanna kill the clocks
Time isn’t real and neither am I
I never wear a watch
I wanna kill the clocks
You all can count until you die

Verse 2:
I wanna be someone I'm not
I want every inch of the old me just to rot
I wanna let somebody in break all the locks
I wanna do everything my way kill the clocks

Chorus:
I never wear a watch
I wanna kill the clocks
Time isn’t real and neither am I
I never wear a watch
I wanna kill the clocks
You all can count until you die

Outro:
‘Til you die, ‘til you die, ‘til you die
You all can count until you die
You all tell nothing but the time
So you all can count until you die

kill the clocks

Verse 1:
He said “life’s a movie, baby, I'm just rolling with the punches,
And everybody acts like they’re the jury and the judges 
But they’re just extras and this film is on a budget 
Pay 'em no mind, you only live to a hundred if you’re lucky, if you’re lucky”
And I said “I’m not even trying to make it sixty
And if I’m being honest I barely made it past sixteen 
But I’ve been looking for someone to come along and fix me”

Pre-Chorus:
I just want a good time 
I just want a good high
I just want somebody for me to romanticize
I just want a good high
I just want a good high 
I just want a quick fix
Not for me to stick with
‘Cause none of the best things in life are permanent 
None of the best things in life are permanent 

Chorus:
All my favorite movies have an ending 
All my favorite movies have an ending 
So I think it’s a little condescending 
To tell me that everything will be okay
When it never stays that way
All my favorite movies have an ending 
All my favorite movies have an ending 
So I think it’s a little condescending 
To tell me that everything will be okay
When it never stays that way

all my favorite movies have an ending

Verse 1:
What is it exactly 
Eating away at you?
Tell us all what’s happening 
‘Cause you try to play it cool 
But I can tell your broken up about
Shit that you can’t open up about 
You don’t know who’s safe to make sacred 
So take it from me

Chorus:
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone who wants it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

Verse 2:
What is it exactly 
Eating away at you?
The love made you happy 
Just not who you gave it to 
But I don’t think anyone’s good enough for you if I'm truthful 
So take it from me

Chorus:
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone who wants it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

Bridge:
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
We always fall for it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

false prophets

Verse 1:
I wanna solve you like a puzzle but I'm scared to put the pieces into place
I shouldn't treat you like a game
but I know you do me the same
I wanna crawl through every tunnel, every part of you that you don't wanna claim
Yeah all the shit you'd like to change
Want you to feel me in your veins

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

Verse 2:
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
Like it is, I wanna rush into it
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
like it is, I'm no saint
I wanna feel you in my veins
I know it sounds insane

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

u might want me 2

Refrain 1:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
Can’t remember the last time that I had any fucking fun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
One gentle reminder of you and I become undone

Verse 1:
Your water flowed into my fire 
Honestly I hoped that I would drown
I turned the tides and you got tired
All I ever did was burn you out

Bridge:
Oh, now it’s dead
It’s sad that it had to end so poorly 
Remember when you said 
That you would cross the ocean for me 

Refrain 2:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I sleep under the moonlight alone while you chase after the sun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I’m sorry that I fucked it up, it turns out that I do that a ton 

Verse 2:
Your water flowed into my fire
Honestly I hoped you’d put me out
But I made the climate hot and drier
I soaked you up and washed you down

Outro:
And wrote our names together in bathroom stalls 
And found your face in crowded haunted halls 
But the weather got bad, yeah the weather got scary
When people ask if we talk, just barely
Now I sit here and I talk to the walls 

Chorus 3:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one

we were losers in high school

A word for word rendering of Psalm 102:1-8 ESV

A prayer of one afflicted, when he is faint and pours out his complaint before the Lord.

“Hear my prayer, O Lord; let my cry come to you! Do not hide your face from me in the day of my distress! Incline your ear to me; answer me speedily in the day when I call! For my days pass away like smoke, and my bones burn like a furnace. My heart is struck down like grass and has withered; I forget to eat my bread. Because of my loud groaning my bones cling to my flesh. I am like a desert owl of the wilderness, like an owl of the waste places; I lie awake; I am like a lonely sparrow on the housetop. All the day my enemies taunt me; those who deride me use my name for a curse.”
‭‭Psalm‬ ‭102‬:‭1‬-‭8‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Musical instruction:
Capo: 0

Verse Chords: 
C, Am, F, Am, F, C

Chorus chords:
G, F, C


Performed and recorded on 5.2.24

Psalm 102:1-8

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