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Verse 1:
On a scale from one to zero
How much do you hate my guts
‘Cause you met me when I was the hero
And stuck around long enough
To watch it go up in flames
And then you couldn't handle it
Watching me become the antagonist 

Chorus:
So tell me what was it like? 
Flippin’ through my pages
And chasing all my changes
Was it entertaining for you?
Yeah, tell me what was it like?
Picking my plot apart 
What was your favorite part?
And was it entertaining for you?
Am I entertaining for you?

Verse 2:
I fall from grace and glory
As you try to ignore me
I'm just a scary story
That got a bit too gory
For your liking 
Got your adrenaline spiking
Am I psyching you out?
You couldn't handle it
Watching me become the antagonist 

Chorus:
So tell me what was it like? 
Flippin’ through my pages
And chasing all my changes
Was it entertaining for you?
Yeah, tell me what was it like?
Picking my plot apart 
What was your favorite part?
And was it entertaining for you?
Am I entertaining for you?

Bridge:
Call me the villain call me a beast
All that I can say is at least 
I'm the best of them though
And I put on a good show
Call me the villain call me a beast
I had you on the edge of your seat
Right there in the front row
Guess I put on a good show

the antagonist

Chorus:
Frostbite
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
I’ve played your game and it’s a lost fight 
It’s the reason I play dirty now 
Frostbite
You love me with your fingers crossed, right?
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
You’re the reason I play dirty now
You’re why I worry now
Why I’ll be fucked up til I’m like thirty now
Well at least no one can hurt me now
At least I hope not

Verse:
You’ve put on quite a show it’s moved me to pieces
But it’s so disturbing it’s made me indecent 
You say you’re sorry, I don’t know if you mean it
You’ve put on quite a show it’s moved me to pieces
But now I think that might need treatment
You killed me cause it was convenient didn’t you?

Chorus:
Frostbite
You love me with your fingers crossed, right?
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might 
I’ve played your game and it’s a lost fight
Yeah you’re a lost fight 
Yeah you’re a lost fight 

Bridge:
Maybe it’s my fault, maybe I’m gaslit
Maybe I don’t even remember what happened
You killed me cause it was comedic didn’t you
It was funny and we were both laughing for a minute or two 

Frostbite
The cold won’t kill me but the cost might

frostbite

Verse 1:
I used to see in color
I used to love my lover
I used to be off my face like all the time
I never learned my lessons 
Too high to pay attention
I used to be off my face like all the time

Chorus:
But everything is gray now 
Everything is boring
Sleep during the day now
You call, I ignore it
Everything is gray now
Everything is gray now
Now I hardly laugh
Barely even cry
Living in the past
Just to pass the time
‘Cause everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

Verse 2:
I painted pretty pictures
Before the roses withered
I used to be off my face like all the time

Chorus:
But everything is gray now 
Everything is boring
Sleep during the day now
You call, I ignore it
Everything is gray now
Everything is gray now
Now I hardly laugh
Barely even cry
Living in the past
Just to pass the time
‘Cause everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

Bridge:
Now I live off memories
Reality is dead to me 
Yeah, I don’t want it 
I don’t want it
Now I live off memories
Reality is dead to me 
Yeah, I don’t want it 
I don’t want it
Everything is gray now
Think I’m on the comedown

the comedown

Verse 1:
What is it exactly 
Eating away at you?
Tell us all what’s happening 
‘Cause you try to play it cool 
But I can tell your broken up about
Shit that you can’t open up about 
You don’t know who’s safe to make sacred 
So take it from me

Chorus:
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone who wants it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

Verse 2:
What is it exactly 
Eating away at you?
The love made you happy 
Just not who you gave it to 
But I don’t think anyone’s good enough for you if I'm truthful 
So take it from me

Chorus:
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone
We all wanna worship someone who wants it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

Bridge:
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
Why do we do that?
We always fall for it 
We always fall for it 
But they’re all false prophets 
Yeah they’re all false prophets

false prophets

Verse 1:
Fuck your smile, I love it
Fuck your face and your laugh
Shoved my head in the oven
Thought I might find you in the back
But you weren’t there 
Now I’ve got ash on my lips and in my hair
Can’t you leave some air in the room for the rest of us
Your ex-girlfriend ruined you but it happens to the best of us
And that part’s the worst of all
Is the damage irreversible?

Chorus:
No, I don’t think you want me 
No, I don’t think you do
But I let my mind run in circles
I let it chase after you
Like a dog racing at it’s own tail
I fight for what I know will fail
No, I don’t think you want me 
No, I don’t think you do
But I let my mind run in circles
I let it chase after you

Verse 2:
And I’ll keep chasing
Your cheap validation
‘Til my head hits the pavement
And I crack my skull wide open
Maybe then all this emotion
Will leak it’s way out of my head 
It’s disgusting how you make me crash and burn
Has anybody ever told you that you’re a bitch of a lesson to learn?
Has anybody ever told you that you’re a bitch of a lesson to learn?

Chorus:
No, I don’t think you want me 
No, I don’t think you do
Your comedown’s worse than molly’s 
What kind of fucked up drug are-
Your comedown’s worse than molly’s 
What kind of fucked up drug are you

Outro:
You hit hard, you hit fast
Edges sharp like broken glass
You told me your blade was dull
So why do I bleed desire?
I carry on, keep my cool
Funny how we’re both liars

i don't think you want me

Chorus:
I need a sign or something
A cigarette or a psychiatrist
And I could swear to you that I’m not usually like this
But I would only sound self-righteous
And it’s a lie
To make you more comfortable 
And to make me more palatable 
God forbid I’m infallible 
Or just someone you don’t like 

Verse 1:
Do I reek of desperation?
Can you smell it on me?
I’m not good with confrontation
Can’t you tell I’m sorry?
Do I reek of desperation?
Can you smell it on me?
I’m not good with confrontation
Can’t you tell I’m sorry?
Do I seem a little paranoid?
Yeah, can you sense it?
‘Cause I can’t tell whether you’re annoyed
Or apprehensive 

I need a sign or something
I need a sign or something
I need a sign or something (something)
I need a sign or something (something)

Bridge:
Oh, I need the clouds to part, or the sun to freeze
I need Jesus Christ himself to please 
Just put my pretty head at ease 
Oh, just put my pretty head at ease
I need the clouds to part, or pills to take
Or maybe I just need a break
I don’t know why the real world feels so fake
Chorus:
I need a sign or something
A cigarette or a psychiatrist
And I could swear to you that I’m not usually like this
But I would only sound self-righteous
And it’s a lie

i need a sign (or something)

Verse 1:
The radio’s on and you’re talking in my ear 
But whatever shit I’m thinking is the loudest
The neon signs are beyond bright and burn my eyes
But I’m too far in my head to bitch about it

Pre-Chorus 1:
You ask me what’s going on 
‘Cause I’ve been quiet for too long
And I guess there’s nothing really wrong 
‘Cause I

Chorus:
I don’t hurt myself anymore
But it still hurts that I ever did 
And I don’t take my shit out on anyone else anymore
But now new friends scare me ‘cause I’m scared I’ll ruin it
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take

Verse 2:
The movie’s playing
But I can’t tell what the characters are saying
‘Cause my brain is rambling
And I’m alright 
Now if only I could internalize it
But I guess I’m managing 

Pre-Chorus 2:
You ask me if I’m okay 
‘Cause I’m staring off into space 
And I don’t really know what to say 
‘Cause I

Chorus:
I don’t hurt myself anymore
But it still hurts that I ever did 
And I don’t take my shit out on anyone else anymore
But now new friends scare me ‘cause I’m scared I’ll ruin it
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take
It’s give and take
It’s give and take
Give and take
Give and take

Bridge:
Is this the version of me that you wanted?
When you picture the person that you’re so involved with 
Does it actually match me? (it actually match me, it actually match me)
Is this the version of me that you wanted?

It’s give and take
It’s give and take

give & take

lyrics:
say your final goodbye and make it a nice one
i’m not the guy that you should be taking advice from
i’ll just tell you to run as fast as you can
tell yourself and everyone else you’re a new man

but the mask always slips
and the seams start to rip 
and then gravity flips 
and the grip that you have on reality loosens 
you dance with delusion
it’s hands on your hips
but the mask always slips 
yeah, the science is proven
it’s past life pollution

and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
but it's easier to tell you that it feels fine
and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
i can’t tell if this is all a dream or real life

trial by fire
check my file and vitals 
pour my blood in your vials
tell me what you find
trial by fire
homicidal desires
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?

problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
hard proof that i’m human
past life pollution
past life pollution

past life pollution

i don’t know who you are but i’m betting its not that important
and i don’t know what you want, all I know is you’ve been begging for it
if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
if you’ve been bothered ‘bout the rules you didn’t follow, the ones you should’ve obeyed
you should be very afraid

“i’m a nice guy,”
“are you?”
(HAHAHA)

motherfucker, i’m God, haven’t you heard?
he left me in charge when he sent me to Earth 
in a tight top and a mini skirt
now i’m white hot on red alert
if you’ve been worried 
that your skeletons aren’t buried 
if your laundry’s getting dirty 
‘cause you acted like a perv to the maid
you should be very afraid

baby, you should put a piece of cloth between your teeth and bite down
you should be way more scared of me than you seem to be right now
you’re too busy wondering ‘bout whether or not you’re getting laid
but you should be very afraid

“you know i was affected by it too, okay, i mean it’s every guy’s worst nightmare getting accused like that”
“can you guess what every woman’s worst nightmare is?”

if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
with all the spots and the stains 
the shit that rots in your brain
if you’re stressing, start confessing
maybe it would help you out if you prayed
you should be very afraid

YOU SHOULD BE VERY AFRAID

lyrics:
the tables are turning
the robots are learning
you'd think it's concerning but
my stomach's not churning
it's not so disturbing 
compared to what i'm stirring up
the tables are turning
the snakes start their squirming
but don't you dare worry, love
when nothing is working
when bridges are burning
the angels are lurking above
and below 
can't you feel the glow?
you're a validation junkie 
you're lucky that i get it
so let me be your lesson
no one owes you anything
buck up or bitch out
sell it or sit down
lay down and die or go in for the kill
this is not a drill
this is not a drill

you're stuck in the smoke screen
you're coughing and choking
you're wailing and wheezing
but the air we're breathing
doesn't bother me
i can't let it
not where i'm headed
and if you really wanted 
you could join me
but you seem to like me lonely
alarms go off and you're standing still
this is not a drill

ask for a sign,
you'll get twenty
and notice two
ask for a sign,
you'll get plenty
but the rest's on you
so look up and around
see the ashes, hear the sounds
hear the ringing in your ear it's rather shrill
this is not a drill 
this is not a drill

THIS IS NOT A DRILL

lyrics:
i don't know what you want me to say
i haven't felt like myself in a few days
it's not so bad, anyway
please don't worry about me

"you should call your mother"

i don't know what you want me to say
i've been seeing in black and white and thinking in gray
life's a gamble, baby, we all play
let the chips fall where they may
i don't know what you wanna hear 
and i wouldn't know how to make it sound sincere 
but my shit's top tier 
please don't worry about me

bona fide flight risk
i'm not okay in the slightest
the look on your face is priceless
when i tell you how i really am
but why are you so shocked?
you act like i left the door locked
when i let you in the whole time
i let you in the whole time
i know i send you mixed messages
i tell you not to worry but the lesson is
don't listen to a lunatic
'cause that's what you've been doing

"if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would
not because i want it, but because they do
and therein lies the catch"

please don't worry about me

&i think i just felt the simulation glitch

contact: mgmt@gilanares.com

YOU SHOULD BE VERY AFRAID

Gilanares

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