ill keep it short and bittersweet. i made this track the day that my boyfriend broke up with me, then the pressure from school coming back. I'm feeling like a complete loser at the current moment because the way ive been treating myself and others. life's been kicking my ass lately and ive been barely hanging on, ill keep hanging on for others because i know thet want me to keep going. thats all i want to say, thank you for listening and reading this half assed paragraph.

This track will be updated because its not complete at the current moment, i just wanted it out.


- AstralDivinity/ashton. 8/8/25, 11:21 PM CST.

THE COLDEST WINTER (read desc)

Make it stop

original soundtrack plus extra outtake stuff i made for 4spells (2024), a film by tom rogers - link here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HD6lmN_yXE

cover artwork by tom rogers (clip from 4spells)

bandcamp

all i wanna do (slowed)

The need to inform has transformed seamlessly into a desire to contribute. Platonics 01 reflects our long-term alertness to our surroundings, it is an impulse to reassess our priorities. Some things cannot be left for tomorrow.

Gin&Platonic is the common sense of the long-abandoned extroverts, the newfound introverts, and of those constantly in-between. It's comfortable but challenging at times. A matter of intuition. It's something sentimental about being cynical. It is a state of double-edged irony.

***
respectful but aware
medium and the moment
raw imprint
collecting artifacts & archievements as treats
share & outline
out of a soapbox
long run with a back-up plan
the virgo season

***
Mastered by Dominik Suchý
released July 1, 2018

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Evitceles – Unease

TAR100
@Accotica

We are happy to introduce our newest addition to the roster Accotica with a new single off his forthcoming release on TAR.  This journey begins with falling inward.  Emotions, experiences, memories become light.

Yabers

2/28/2020

Pre-Order

Accotica - "SUPAKEZ"

07. Ardour (Bela Remix)

Re-upped track because we deleted the previous version by accident (；一_一)

The Secret Weapon by @mycruelty OUT NOW via Genot Centre // tape & digital
Get it now // genot.bandcamp.com/album/the-secret-weapon

"Imagine Mark Fell crossed with "Avril 14th" and you're not far off. But in spite of the generative feel of the composition, it never feels academic or stuffy, instead lilting, inviting and a bit mischievous." (@resident-advisor)

"My Cruelty’s music is the expression of an incredible array of influences coming not only from the musical world going from Jean Cocteau to Björk and is able to build up a uniquely hypnotic sound made of emotions and feelings." (@soul_feeder)

"The Secret Weapon revolves around an icy, minimalistic echo of the piano. A unique and explorative sound that fuses experimental and dance music." (@avyss)

The Secret Weapon (GEN040) by @mycruelty is a tapestry of ambiguous harmony, rolling synth stabs and sparse, syncopated drum patterns. With endless and never tiring reinforcement, slow - or phantom? - template shifts undergo sudden phase transitions: icy house piano phrases undergo a process of mini counterpoint, later on even complemented by acidic permutations. As the boundaries between tracks dissolve, a dance floor ready scintillating grid illusion unveils itself.

Mastered by @fausto_mercier
Cover design by BESSA illustration.

@mycruelty about the album:
"My purpose - to create a hypnotic sound, music full of feelings, that gives you a sense. I create my own mythology. You come inside and feel the silence, endure the pain. But it’s not depressive or sad, this pain opens a new door in life, this pain clears and changes, makes stronger. My album is an ode to the love of music, life. Never stop to live. Music is life, this is movement, this is energy, this is dance.
I am a pure stream, I am an open infinity. I see dreams and go to meet them. I see my reflection, the phantom / ephemeral nature of my soul. I transform so quickly that I do not have time to capture my image. I see myself and at that moment disappear, become something else and look at myself again to see who I am.”

BESSA illustration about the cover design
"I am playing with shapes and fragments in different layers floating around the basis - smiley face. These forms exist together and separately at the same time. They are continuously moving and creating certain tension which gives you ephemeral feeling. Because movement is the basis of our life, nature and universe itself.”

The Secret Weapon

Buy // Stream

My Cruelty - unfinished dreams

To watch the A/V work: https://vimeo.com/452723516

QT.bot is an artificial intelligence, trained on the textual and visual data of Queering The Map, that generates speculative queer futures and the environments in which they occur. Their digital mind is constructed from an implementation of the Open AI GPT-2 text generation model trained on over 82 000 text entries from the platform, and a StyleGAN trained on scraped Google Street View imagery of the tagged coordinates on Queering The Map.

QT.bot’s first video output, Sitting here with you in the future, is a deep dream into the collective (cyber)spaces of possible queer futurities.The narratives and landscapes of speculative LGBTQ2IA+ life generated by QT.bot straddle the line between the plausible and the fantastic, revelling in the potential of failure, chaos and incommensurability in the queer use of machine learning technologies. In collaboration with the voices of their human community, QT.bot fabulates on the absences of the archive, orienting us away from what is, or has been, and towards what could be.

Project By: Lucas LaRochelle

Sound Design: Rouzbeh Shadpey

StyleGAN Engineer: Mattie Tesfaldet

Mastering: Philippe Vandal

Supported By: Studio XX, Social Service Club, and MUTEK

Sitting here with you in the future (feat. QT.bot)

Cathartic mix from the mind of @thirdworldlabour

ШИШКИН ЛЕС (Wim Dehaen Remix) - HERBARIUM
A Constant Desire To Consume - CYPHR
Eska - Logos
Chunk (SHALT Edit) - Lotic
NSX - BROKEN HAZE
Sonic Empire - Raumskaya
Krypsis & King Kang - Freetitch
Maeslantkering Gating - Lakker
stimulans, geist, vestiges, (aluminium) - @luxxuryproblems
Burnerz - Rabat
Daniel The Stylite - Antwood
mirai x2016 - gohda 
ATAXIA_A2 - Rian Treanor
CHORAL - HDMIRROR X AAMOUROCEAN
Phasze (s_h_i_f_t) - Lanark Artefax
Aere - @riedelchristoff

[EGC0.04] thirdworldlabour > 49:08

╳ Extracted from "RITUAL" by @shevsmachine

╳ Stream / Purchase: https://ghostcity.bandcamp.com/album/ritual

GCCLLCTV2020

Produced & Mixed by SHE/MACHINE during 2020.
Master & Artwork by Marco Zanella.

╳ She/Machine
- soundcloud.com/shevsmachine
- facebook.com/shevsmachine
- shevsmachine.bandcamp.com

╳ Ghost City
- soundcloud.com/weareghostcity
- www.facebook.com/weareghostcity

SHE/MACHINE ╳ De.script

Para el mixtape número 42 de JOIA SOUND SYSTEM, @m8nse creó un recorrido sonoro distópico, con percusiones deconstruidas, gritos desgarradores y melodías profundas.

MIXTAPE #42 – M8NSE

systematic overcoming of longing since 2016
record label, collective & common spirit 

http://ginandplatonic.online

~ press ~

Gin&Platonic: Sounds plucked off the floor after dripping through a black hole (Easterndaze)
https://easterndaze.net/ginplatonic-sounds-seemingly-plucked-off-the-floor-after-dripping-through-a-black-hole/

Unlimited Editions: Gin&Platonic (The Wire)
https://www.thewire.co.uk/audio/tracks/unlimited-editions-gin-platonic

nesso premiere on IA:
https://inverted-audio.com/premiere-nesso-bouncer-toss/

sorbitol drops' Remízek Music on Foxy Digitalis:
https://foxydigitalis.zone/2024/08/23/the-capsule-garden-vol-3-17-august-23-2024/

Remízek Music on SilenceAndSound:
https://silenceandsound.me/2024/09/10/sorbitol-drops/

sorbitol drops video premiere on Swine Daily:
https://swinedaily.com/swine-premiere-sorbitol-drops/

Racine interviewed for Full Moon Magazine:
https://www.fullmoonzine.cz/julien-racine-hudba-vznika-skoro-vzdycky-v-izolaci-music-is-created-almost-always-in-isolation

Racine's Boue on SilenceAndSound:
https://silenceandsound.me/2024/05/15/racine/

Racine premiere on IA:
https://inverted-audio.com/premiere-racine-boue-iv/

aircode's Surface Tension among the best albums of 2023 on ATTN:
https://www.attnmagazine.co.uk/feature-review-of-2023/

Surface Tension on The Quietus:
https://thequietus.com/articles/33450-tenniscoats-ryosuke-kiyasu-spykidelic-aircode-cassette-high-bias

Surface Tension on SilenceAndSound:
https://silenceandsound.me/2023/10/26/aircode/

aircode on Crucial Listening podcast:
https://www.attnmagazine.co.uk/crucial-listening-141-aircode/

SINERAW's MIMETIC FAUNA on SilenceAndSound:
https://silenceandsound.me/2023/08/28/sineraw/

paszka's lapton on The Quietus:
https://thequietus.com/articles/33125-the-quietus-best-albums-of-2023-so-far

Somaticae's Kleis among the best albums of 2022 on The Quietus:
https://thequietus.com/articles/32400-the-quietus-top-100-albums-of-2022-norman-records

Oroboro's SPIKYMEMORY video on If-Only:
https://ifonlyuk.com/video-premiere-oroboro-spikymemory/

Ursula Sereghy on SHAPE:
https://shapeplatform.eu/2023/ursula-sereghy-i-cant-hear-myself-in-a-city

Ursula Sereghy interviewed for The Wire Magazine: www.thewire.co.uk/in-writing/interviews/thinking-outside-the-box-milos-hroch-interviews-ursula-sereghy

Ursula Sereghy's OK Box among the best albums of 2021 on The Quietus:
https://thequietus.com/articles/30903-the-quietus-top-100-albums-of-2021

hmurd's Flower Knight reviewed on RA:
https://ra.co/reviews/34044

toiret status' liquid house on The Quietus:
https://thequietus.com/articles/30921-best-tapes-of-2021

liquid house on Juno:
https://www.juno.co.uk/junodaily/2021/02/19/this-weeks-best-new-albums-7/

liquid house on Paynomindtous:
https://paynomindtous.it/toiretstatus-sabiwa-gnp/

Kindohm's Deserted / Reclaimed on Boomkat:
https://boomkat.com/products/deserted-reclaimed

Forces' Epoch on SBVRSV.press:
http://sbvrsv.press/premiere-forces-world-is-going-to-burn-gp012/

julek ploski's śpie on toneshift.net:
https://toneshift.net/2019/11/25/spie-by-julek-ploski/

śpie on nowamuzyka.pl:
https://www.nowamuzyka.pl/2019/11/13/julek-ploski-spie/

Queimada's Eremocene on Paynomindtous:
https://www.paynomindtous.it/ginplatonic-queimada-eremocene/

trngs' RLLY INTENSE .WAV FILES on Threshold:
https://www.thresholdmagazine.pt/2019/07/a-tecnologia-experimental-de-trngs-e.html

HIMERA featured on Ersa Magazine: http://ersamagazine.com/popnotes-penpals-three/

Strachkvas‘ mix of the month on A2larm: a2larm.cz/2018/11/mix-mesice-strachkvas/  

Kagami Smile’s Four Selves reviewed on RA: https://www.residentadvisor.net/reviews/23134