Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Additional Production: Deathnotes & Sad Madona
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben
Art Direction: Hush.

My Will Is Not My Own

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Executive Producer: Deegs
Supporting Producer: Deathnotes
Mixed & Mastered by: Cartoon Ben & Deegs

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Beyond the Gates of Xouztoth

What a Horrible Night

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Mixed & Mastered by: Cartoon Ben & Deegs

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Crucify

Am I looking at the essence alone?
Beyond skin and the bone
Bring the mirror in close
I see the soul, it is mechanical
And it won't let me go
I'm bound and tied by a power unknown
But through blue fire I see you on a throne
I press escape, access revoked
Access revoked
I can't escape, access revoked

An awareness of my presence there
Triggers a call and response
A spiral set of stairs
A thousand eyes, never breaking a glare
I allow the observation, like I'm not ensnared
Loose footing, as my body tires
And I surrender as I'm falling from the spire
Wings break through my back like wires
And I fly to the light, like a bat on fire

Am I looking at the essence alone?
Beyond skin and the bone
Bring the mirror in close
I see the soul, it is mechanical
And it won't let me go
I'm bound and tied by a power unknown
But through blue fire I see you on a throne
I press escape, access revoked
Access revoked
I can't escape, access revoked

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Access Revoked

Tonight
I feel it in my body, free from mind
The lights
That dominate entirely, are eyes
Your eyes
To bind me in
A palisade
That simulates
An open grave
An agitator
Buries me alive

There's an epoch written
Carved into the walls
Of dirt in hieroglyphs
Reminding me, that I am not the only one
Nor catalyst, to start the endless cycle of destruction
And corruption, no obstruction
I'm the host of the room
I'm a jester, I'm a king,
I'm a wizard, and a beggar,
I have felt it all before, so I see it to the core
Of why you hold a brilliant power
And a knowing
I prepare myself as sacrifice
To be all-consumed

Tonight
I feel it in my body, free from mind
The lights
That dominate entirely, are eyes
Your eyes
To bind me in
A palisade
That simulates
An open grave
An agitator
Buries me alive

Buries me alive

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Additional Production: Deathnotes
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Agitator

The side of me you've seen unwind
Once again, takes you to a place
Of nothingness, an empty crypt
The remnants of you and I
Drifts away till nothing is left
But pestilence
You said it would come to this

A dissonance
A bitter end
To suffering
The cycle starts again
An engine hums (it's building up)
Thought that we could run from
And fend it off (and send it off)
Right back to where it comes from

The side of me you've seen unwind
Once again, takes you to a place
A mirrors edge
Of emptiness
The symmetry of you and I
Still remains, when nothing is left
But pestilence
You knew it would come to this

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Additional Production: Sad Madona
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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At The Mirrors Edge

Breathe for you
Speak on it
If you can
Be sorry
I'll be silent
If I stand
Beside you
Behind me
I've been spiralling, you can
Be honest

Just go harder
Just be for this
Just be focused
On me
If you close your eyes
It could
Be August, again
Keep falling
Skies open
Like god noticed
I've been
Planeswalking
Turn focus
On us
In this moment

Breathe for you
Breathe for you
Reach into your heart
And make it beat for you
Beat for you
Speak on it
If you can
Be sorry
I'll be silent
If I stand
Beside you
Behind me
I've been spiralling, you can
Be honest

Breathe for you
Breathe for you

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Breathe For You

You send the message
My presence is requested now
And I'm reluctant
You're relentless
Im defenceless
Dominated
Pure dependance
Unprotected
Pulls me back by
Chain and necklace
Swing the pendant
You've collected

It's all connected
Swing the pendant you've collected
A light refracting
From the scepter
You intend it
You're so demanding
When you want it
You can have it
Kill the wolf
Enslave the shepherd
Walk the plains
And guard the entrance

You send the message
My presence is requested now
And I'm reluctant
You're so relentless
Im defenceless
Dominated
Pure dependance
Unprotected
Pulls me back by
Chain and necklace
Swing the pendant
You've collected

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Additional Production: Deathnotes
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Chain and Necklace

Down on my luck
Down an unfamiliar path
I don't remember
Where I came from, here I stand
I see a neon flicker
In the corner of my eye
It feels familiar
A beacon

From behind a whisper
Starts crawling down my spine
A shadow lingers
On mine

A dark seductress
Tells of two fates intertwined
Down the staircase
A locked door
A shrine

Dark seductress
Tells of us in other lives
She fills two cups
And says I'll show you
Tonight

Down on my luck
Down an unfamiliar path
I don't remember
Where I came from, here I stand
I see a neon flicker
In the corner of my eye
It feels familiar
A beacon

From behind a whisper
Starts crawling down my spine
A shadow lingers
On mine

A dark seductress
Tells of two fates intertwined
Down the staircase
A locked door
A shrine

Dark seductress
Tells of us in other lives
She fills two cups
And says I'll show you
Tonight

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Dark Seductress

Don't tell me when you go
Don't leave a note
What you've been looking for
Is further down the road
It's somewhere out the door
A secret code
You've used it once before
Protecting hand to core
Held further down the rose

Tighten the bind
I feel the weight of my existence all the time
I feel the thorns, I pace around a house of vines
In perfect dark, a faded voice
A friend of mine
I do embrace the mind to mind
Body to body, light to light
You are the night
An ancient mind, through modern eyes
Synthesized, and brought to life to galvanize
To say goodbye
To set it right

Don't tell me when you go
Don't leave a note
What you've been looking for
Is further down the road
It's somewhere out the door
A secret code
You've used it once before
Protecting hand to core
Held further down the rose

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Further Down The Rose

When the mist fades
It's just another day
In reverie
How can I proceed
Eternal night stays
A world of horrors, calling out to me

In my
True state
Dead space
It's beaconing
New grace
Mirror lake
She breaks
The glass and leaves

A trail behind
And I'll walk that line
To find
A sign
My will is mine

When the mist fades
Into pouring rain
It's just another day
In reverie
How can I proceed
Eternal night stays
A world of horrors, calling out to me

In my
True state
Dead space
It's beaconing
New grace
Mirror lake
I break
The glass and leave

A trail behind
And I'll walk that line
To find
A sign
My will is mine

A sign my will is mine
A sign my will is mine

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Returning
To you was easy to me
You say kneel and I kneel
I am down on my knees
Laughter
A cosmic game played on me
A fallen tree in the woods
Nothing near to hear or see

You are the
Skeleton key
Open everything
That I am or I'll be
You pulled me
From the depths of the sea
From the darkest abyss
From a black with purple seams

Toward your mind
To one with mine
To one with mine
Baby my tank is on empty
And I'll drive until it dies

Returning
To you was simple to me
You say kneel, I concede
I've been down on my knees
Reacting
A cosmic scale balancing
A burning field in the way
You say walk facing me

Toward your mind
To one with mine
To one with mine
Baby my tank is on empty
And I'll drive until it dies

Reverting
To you was easy to me
You say kneel and I kneel
I am down on my knees
Laughter
A cosmic game played on me
A fallen tree in the woods
Nothing near to hear or see
You are the
Skeleton key

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Returnal (Skeleton Key)

Around you there are secrets
And they're swirling, like demons
Through your reasons, and regrets
There's a meaning
You can throw that feeling
In a lockbox, and seal it
You can repent, if you mean it
Put the key in

To the portal
Let the liquid coat your arm
Use the password clear, to pay your fare
And walk right through the door
I'll be with you
Behind you
Like you wanted from the start
A companion
For the message
While you're walking through the arch

Around you there are secrets
And they're swirling, like demons
Through your reasons, and regrets
There's a meaning
You can throw that feeling
In a lockbox, and seal it
You can repent, if you mean it
Put the key in

Around you there are secrets, and they're swirling
Like demons

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written By: Teddybear & Cartoon Ben
Mix/Master: Nev Ver & Cartoon Ben

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Secrets

Vocals: Cartoon Ben
Production: Deegs
Written by: Teddybear
Mix/Master: Cartoon Ben & Teddybear
Art by: Hush & Deegs

Lyrics:
I'm not afraid of dying alone
I wake up for the night I'm home
I walk through a hell unknown
But I'm terrified just being here without you

Will my darkest side surround you
Will my tattered soul devour you
Will my bleeding heart drown you
In the nightmare that I'm bound to

Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me

I'm not afraid of dying alone
When I wake up for the night I'm home
I walk through a hell unknown
But I'm terrified just being here without you

Will my farthest side surround you
Will my battered soul devour you
Will my beating heart drown you
In the nightmare that you're bound to

Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me

I'm not afraid of dying alone
When I wake up for the night I'm home
I walk through a hell unknown
But I'm terrified just being here without you

Will my darkest side surround you
Will my tattered soul devour you
Will my bleeding heart drown you
In the nightmare that I'm bound to

Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me
Will you forgive me
Forgive me
Forgive me

Repent (Forgive Me)

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