after image ft life

(forgot piano sry)
(wrote dis 10mo. ago)

i said i loved u
wen u were asleep
n ma bed
i couldn trust u
sumthings messd up 
nside ma head

do u love tha feeling
do u love ma body
the 1 i hate the most
do u miss sumbody
tha 1 tht u loved tha most

wat am i sayin?
goin on a rampage
count tha moles 
on ur face

do u love me or do u not

tricksofavoid

This song was originally made on June 16 2024
Melodies made by youngkinez and brayam
Drums and piano outro made by me

2025 w/ raynen (p. youngkinez x brayam x me)

@kys w/ sene (elxnce + kurai + vinso)

prod @lynyou
@lynyou @cruseyyyy

@lynyou
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

prod: @zeromandia30414
https://open.spotify.com/track/3F4h9GjjxwTXg4swMEbkLP?si=0e1a84b6a7f040d7

u did it once 
yea ik ur not far
my soul u crush
ur love is so bizarre
another loss, its something that wont go away
at times we feelin better 
u would come and bring me down

tell me who was the problem when it goes away
saying that its my fault it just dont feel okay
i-i cant on falling back i cannot leave my guard down
onto another track i cannot be around now x2

i took too long to find myself
just give me one chance take me out this hell
yea u still dont care yea i can tell
i gotta move on
cause baby ur with someone u like
and ik i cant
never be that guy 
know i really
treat u right
know one i could
treat u right

bizarre (zeromandia)

(prod. crusey)

lyrics// :)
ellie:
heard he got a problem he wont fucking speak
i got 30 fucking shots we gon make him bleed
And they try so hard but they cant be me
They cant fucking beat me
 we wont leave him breathing
And im stuck in this fucking sequence
I dont fucking need it
Yea they not competin
And i raise the bar 
They cant fucking meet it 
They wont fucking reach it
I think that im healing

cal:
one two
one two 3️⃣ four
i can’t i can’t be more 
tell me tell me what’s wrong
i don’t i don’t belong 😥

and we can do it again but bby ill nvr win ❌
i got a 
couple problems in my life ik i cant fix 
i see u coming through my tv 
i need a crucifix ✝️
and i had to do this open it’s been on my list 📋 

touch back touch back
always gotta get cash 💵
did that did that always gotta get bag
those who know me know me
know i never lack lack 😼
twin got stole from 
hit em with a getback! 🗣️ (x2)

[cruseys part again]

syon:
u dont ever me shit to me -chops 
i can do more digicore chops -more chops 
first place and yk im not finishing last -chops 
i js roll a whole blunt me and gang we go cook it 
 everybody around my face so he took it i don't go around my body aching i dont play a around my

[chorus]


                  /\_/\
            = ( • . • ) =
                /      \

getback! w/ crusey + syon

produced by @0scy0
featuring @donttrustmaey

lamb truck
i been pushin 200 in the whip
come get yo man bruh
glock it turn u to dancer
yeah i think ill die
smokin on cancer 
[js lead me to floor yuh]
cannot die bih i need answers 
[so js take me to the floor floor]
talkin shi we light u like lantern 

[@donttrustmaey]
no lyrics yet

yea blah blah blah
u text me again i stg u gettin 
blocked blocked blocked
huh got a shawty and ridin on my
hahaha
think its funny?
but its mf not not not
huh and shawty mad cus i still been sayin

lamb truck
i been pushin 200 in the whip
come get yo man bruh
glock it turn u to dancer
yeah i think ill die
smokin on cancer 
[js lead me to floor yuh]
cannot die bih i need answers 
[so js take me to the floor floor]
talkin shi we light u like lantern

answers w/ donttrustmaey @scythex02

shoutout @stylas @1crusafix for hopping on the song free my hbs

back2u w/ stylas & crusafix (prod. wasterr)

@1crisis
shoutout 2 @s1ck2k
lyrics

-

go
trynna do my best
but it never works
no
everytime they talk to me i push them in the dirt
i dont wanna make friends always get hurt
and it fuckin sucks cause i really miss her

no its not what it seems can you let me talk?
itll never be the same in this bed i rot
and im filled up with shame itll never stop
and i gave her my all but at what cost?

and i havent been the same since youve left me
ive been staring at my phone ive been stressing
can you just make it stop can you just text me
we fight then we cry and we move on to the next thing

whywhywhy
whyd you go and fuckin do that
cause it ruined it all and you knew that
no i havent been the same 
im gon shoot back 
if i catch u up with him 
im gon let it rack

no were not the same 
swear im not the bad guy
cause its all her fault 
you gon die
i got my best friend
gun up by my side
im gon shoot shoot shoot
if ur in my sight

no its not what it seems can you let me talk?
itll never be the same in this bed i rot
and im filled up with shame itll never stop
and i gave her my all but at what cost?

but at what cost?
was it worth the loss?
cause i hate to see you win
so i cut you off
i could never trust a soul since youve double crossed
yeahuh and i keep on throwing up it wont fucking stop

no were not the same 
swear im not the bad guy
cause its all her fault 
you gon die
i got my best friend
gun up by my side
im gon shoot shoot shoot
if ur in my sight

no its not what it seems can you let me talk?
itll never be the same in this bed i rot
and im filled up with shame itll never stop
and i gave her my all but at what cost?

cutyouoff (o_-) (cr1sis)

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