lucille

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Lucille

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i used to do drugs

@torturedskin - stuck

bling

lyrics: 

swear that im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it

they love me more than i fuck with myself, its insane
i know theyre mortified, i wanna blow out my brain
treat me like coraline, take out my eyes and ill stay
im feeling more alive
i swear to god that im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
when i drop they love it. see the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen
no, i cant sleep at all
i dream of you when i wake
i let you keep it all
you planted it in my brain
i scrape my knees and fall for you and all of your games
so if you see me, call
but i wont answer

im a hothead, i used to be normal and i miss it
no, i cant keep standing when im bleeding in the kitchen
one more day is all i need
just to make me through the week
its the same, it all repeats
say a prayer before i leave

she told me to tell her, i cant find out where to start
say you love me up and down but you dont treat me like you are

said her favorite song of mine is probably galore
cause when the metals on my wrist it doesnt leave it sore
you said i was the only one, ive heard that one before
you dont gotta love me, i just wanted to be yours

thats the thing i hate
i cant break away
cause, damn it, im a hot head, i used to be normal and i miss it
wanna drop dead, every day begins with reminiscing
but when i drop, they love it
seee the ring, look, pussy, kiss it
but they dont read nothing, kinda wish that they would listen

when they see me on that stage i pray they understand the vision
ima paint my bedroom red so they cant see how ive been living
love the rosaries, i count the beads then i proceed with sinning
i know your home is just a house to me so, baby, whats the difference
ill communicate at the best of my ability 
i was way too late, now youre hiding what u feel of me
so ill play your games, pass the time, you’re slowly killing me
so i lay awake, face is red, my fists are clenching

___ i just wanted to be yours w/ bunii

alive

lucille - stupid fucking human

lucille - if you (full song)

lucille - paralyzed (snippet)

LUCILLE - MISERY (SNIPPET)

lucille - whatever (og)

Lyrics:

sometimes i wish i’d rot away
without reason or a cause
didn’t ever think i’d see your face
now the writings on the walls

cause i feel so damn overlooked
and i fear i don’t belong
so fucking misunderstood

oh i feel like a fool
(i feel like a fool)
i’m stuck in the corner
with no one to hold me up
i feel like a ghost
fade away but i’m lonely still

i hope you’re attached
i can’t tell what is real
i’m under attack
i don’t know how to feel

lucille - ghost/fool (snippet)

and i just faced you, on the floor
i thought you take me as a corpse 
i want you to kill me 
but now that i feel it,

i'm unsure, i'm unsure 

pull the trigger would you let me die 
just pull the trigger would you let me die
just pull the trigger would you

i'll knit you a sweater 
all made from my tears 
i'd cry you a river 
just dont leave me here 

lucille - unsure

my bloods all over the ceiling 
my heart don't mend easy 
i just can't believe it

you're sick & demented
i'm twisted, addicted, you...

it's
all
ruined

i can't wait until it's over 
i'll be plucking on this clover 

i'm 
such a 
loser 

off the cliff i might've drove her 
all she wanted was some closure 
and i lost her it's true

lucille - ruined

the fuck is you on?
i did a mil in a month on god
man huh, the fuck you thought?
i was gonne dip & i wasnt gon drop?

i swept through, bih get mopped
all wit the yap boy, quit dat talk 

cause i'll up the static & start doing damage 
with a .45 in a gen 5 glock

protect ya bitch, i'ma hit dat box
like the blue rock boy, i'm the one who knocks
just stop it

my hoe upping the blick she toxic 
this hoe suck dick till she vo-

throw up, seen him he froze up 
i got em stuck like he taking a photo 
these niggas moving in packs, i'm dolo
i catch a body & fly out to soho coolin 

lucille - ##AMAZING

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors

lucille - one missed call (blood) (leak)

is it all a lie?

what a facade you had
let you waste my time
and you'll say you were coming back 
i heard it all last time 
i swear ill be out your range 

whats one more shot tryna clear my brain

swore you'd never...
get better still...
cause you line your sights on me to kill 

let you blow my, brains out
on the pavement leaking
swore i thought i find you here 

i end up, face down 
with my hope lost crying tears 
lost it all tryna find me a reason

lucille - fallacy motel (snippet)

lucille - daggers

lucille - dawn (snippet)

lucille - tabs (final)

lucille - #SICKGOTHSLUT

would you talk to me at all?
i'm just constantly at fault

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

it feels like torture
it's so damn horrid
you're lurking as i
make the wrong choices
just say i lost

i'm met with misery
i should've seen the fall
you look so good to me, your skin is all i want
(you're all i want)

with all the tears you shed
you're still here standing tall

tryna pick apart
all of my flaws
i know this shit wont end, i'm stuck here at the start

misery

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

it's a fake out
tryna trash this party
doing lines in the bathroom
do you wanna makeout?
we could probably find a spot on the hills if we had to, i know

even if you could apologize
they'd find the wrongs inside your rights

no matter what you do
they'll always be after you
until i walk alone
on misery avenue 

all fall down
under the surface
i might drown

didn't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

i don't wanna but i had to
if i blow my brains out, its nothing but a hat trick
think i'd doubt you?
(wherever you are)
they'll see any day now, you're nothing but a bastard!

lucille - ghost/fool (snippet)

bren