“I want to be you / but I never want to say the truth to you” — it captures that mix of vulnerability and emotional detachment that defines late-night overthinking.

Composed and performed by Zion Dere
Produced by Zion Dere, Janek Hruschka
Mixed by Janek Hruschka
Master by Juan Camillo Escobar

Francos Pain - walking near

I walk under moon, my paws cracking bones on frozen dirt,
(can’t stop howling)
I smell your warmth behind walls, 
and I bite air like it’s flesh I can’t reach(howling)
There is bloodlust in my eyes(growling)
You laugh from your towers, 
but I’m under your floors now, chewing through wires...
I hate your breath, I hate your fragile trembling world(hate your everyting)
I don’t hunt for food, I hunt because I need the scream
howling...
growling...
Oowww, I’m hunting — not because I’m starving,
but because I love the panic
howl for me — scream for me — beg for me...
Every time I tear into flesh, I remember who I am(howling)
And baby, I am not your nightmare — I am worse, I am real...
howling...
howling...
howling...
howling...


howling

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

i care so much, i don't care at all

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I feel them in my spine  
I fear I won’t survive 
poisoned my mind
I fear it’ll kill this time 
crawling inside
I hope these feeling die 
screaming but no one here’s me cry 

and they swear they do 
but it’s just not true 
cuz I reached for you 

I bleed black and blue
my thoughts so cruel 
can’t save myself

they call for my heart
they know Ill lose guard
put decay on my skin
feeling forever scarred 

I feel them in my spine  
I fear I won’t survive 
poisoned my mind
I fear it’ll kill this time 
crawling inside
I hope these feeling die 
screaming but no one here’s me cry 

I just get so tired of the way they have me feeling upside down 
my only sin is living in a world that wants me out 
I be scared the voices in my head will get too loud 
my hearts been slowing down and I’m afraid that it’ll give out

it’s all in my head 
but the fear Keeps on spreading 
feeling shackled within
 keep me begging for life 

I feel them in my spine  
I fear I won’t survive 
poisoned my mind
I fear it’ll kill this time 
crawling inside
I hope these feeling die 
screaming but no one here’s me cry 

no one here’s me cry 

no one here’s me cry

Spine

Flagstaff

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saw it split in two
didn't know what to do
said look around
i'm lost in the snow
tried to figure it out
i don't know where to go
(things don't change, these things don't change)

the stars don't shine as bright
and i know i'm not right
but you,
(you know i)
hold it close to my heart
i wish you were different from the start
cause you,

cause these things don't go away
and i still can't let you close again
i'm still tryna think what we could of been

i pray that she knows
that she clouds me like snow
and she knows i won't go
i just pray that she knows

(i still can't feel, i'm tryna say is it all a thrill?)
feeling like i shouldn't feel like this
because things aren't gonna change but i
want you by me i can't fight it
love in the air i feel confided
want you by me, i can't fight it
want you by me, want you by me

see, it's just you and me
i never felt so alive
(alive)
(alive)
see, it's just you and me

still think about what you did
i'm tryna figure out, oh what to do
cause i'm still lost in you

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twofaced

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open
strangle me like a dog
strangle me like a dog
I feel so good, I feel so good

the substances in our blood cause adrenaline
this whole room is soaked with our blood
I stole nicotine right from your lips
all these feelings in my head seem strange

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open...
strangle me like a dog
I feel good, I feel good
hurt me, baby
hurt me hurt me 

I'm a masochist, baby, I'm a masochist

get under my skin
yeah, cutting me open
cutting me open...
strangle me like a dog
I feel so good baby, 
I feel so good baby
hurt me, baby
hurt me hurt me 

howling

godsickness