let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

made this song yesterday w jauntsen n i sampled omori

edit 1/14/23:
jauntsen/jasmine is one of the sweetest people ive ever met, she introduced me to omori and that was our first interaction & as soon as i finished the game i sampled it and made a song with her because it just feels right yk

i think i had a problem with the production and my vocals which is why it didnt come out originally and i was too #lazy to do anything about it

im better off alone
not one to ask for help
im on my own
second chances
lead to heartbreak
this i know
tired of picking up the pieces
been so long since i felt peace
is this my home?
is this my home?

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

if i knew u felt that way
it wouldn't end like this
overthinking in my bed
and now i feel like shit
close my eyes
right to a dream 
hope i don't wake up
but something haunts me
i just hope when i wake 
i don't feel lonely
only if there was a chance 
to know the old me 
it gets better
man i wish you told me
i wish you told me

i wish you told me how it felt 
can't see no darkness in ur eyes
can u tell me it was fake ur in disguise
only took a couple years to realize
i wish you told me how it felt
but now im better off alone
when i see u call i dont pick up the phone
cause this is my home

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

burden (ft. jauntsen)

guitar by @spagdus prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/6HrGuhMPwV1Ff9OlQI48r2?si=1fb97c51d0f443d0

no im not done yet
i got a thousand things to do
and only you know all of them
one minor setback
exstinguished every speck of hope
i had to know whats coming next

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

you wouldnt know if you saw it
a dense array of every path
you know youve come to hold so dear
but everything begins right here
that sense of pride when u look back
at all the plans the dreams the friends
the loves the lives that fell apart
but you still have a beating heart

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

its been two weeks since the last time i
wore out my finger tips on my
phone screen tryna get a word from you
only to fail
im restless i got no sleep but i
focus on the paiting hung on the
drywall tryna see a piece that was
not there before
the skyline embeds itself on my
eyelids sends blinking lights to my
retina contorts in ways that i
cant think to share
the ride home leaves me in fear of what
waits there its ticking down like a
time bomb just to see a thing that was
not there before

beating heart

I think you're lying to urself
featuring @can-of-bliss
prod. tenniesplayer
www.youtube.com/c/tennisplayerwrld
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\lyrics//
[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i think ur lying to urself
but it's fine cuz i'm lying too
now u left me don't know what to do
can i go back there!
to a city where i always gotta fly there
u can treat me like i'm nothing fuck if i care
i saw ur note 
don't wanna see you go
again.

it's all i wanna know 
what's on your mind
it can't be said

but you only want me dead 
was that the truth 
was that ur plan

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

[verse 2] ~ @can-of-bliss
take a look
deep inside my eyes
u can see thru my disguise
my crystallizing insides
i cant help that im neurotic all the time
i feel guilty for the guilt felt over nothing
theres no reason or rhyme
intrusive thoughts in my mind
i feel my times on ur dime
i cant do this to u anymore

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @can-of-bliss
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

||disguise|| +can of bliss (tennisplayer)

in my head ft. austyn with a y

prod and vocals by me.
stream here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/the-help

the help

stream on all plats

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @blissom @leytonmode

codependent

self prod

demo made in @leastfavorite apartment today on my birthday so if the vocal mix sounds bad then tough beans.

49 floors

It's Gonna Kill You Someday

@mythvalley
stream at ffm.to/ropetothecity or https://maxeem.live
[how I love the cycle] 

production, vocals, mix + master by maxine noelle @1maxeem


ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚LYRICS.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[verse]
obsessed with my psyche
think i need some help
trembling im tripping up
I'm risking my health
I'm falling right back into it
jump start my heart again
I'm crawling right back to ya
on my own I couldn't stand
brush my hair
flush my eyes
I cant stand of the sight
(I'm waking up in the bed feeling dead, like)

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)(shoutout @genecimusic)

[bridge]
let's take it back (x4)

is it true
that you hate it
the way you assume
that I'm vacant
I'm falling on thru
I cant take it
I'm breaking it's true
(yeah I'm breaking, I'm breaking up)
I cannot fucking take this shit
I will not fuckin take this shit
I left unseen and took the hit
I leave the scene and take the hit
take me back to where it started
I will never forgive, I'll never forgive

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)

the city

Ufo361 - Warum willst du mich (chris7rl remix)

h-hey, i really like your music, i think youre really talented hehe
do you think youd want to hop on this open i have vocals on ?
my part is kinda like,, about how the singer is approaching someone they really like and have a crush on >//<
and i think it would make sense for the song if your part was like the person the singer had the crush on and you sang about how you really liked them back,,,
hehe so what do you think,, ? >.<

codependent

god sticky