i love you so much austyn forever my goat :3

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killer

made this song yesterday w jauntsen n i sampled omori

edit 1/14/23:
jauntsen/jasmine is one of the sweetest people ive ever met, she introduced me to omori and that was our first interaction & as soon as i finished the game i sampled it and made a song with her because it just feels right yk

i think i had a problem with the production and my vocals which is why it didnt come out originally and i was too #lazy to do anything about it

im better off alone
not one to ask for help
im on my own
second chances
lead to heartbreak
this i know
tired of picking up the pieces
been so long since i felt peace
is this my home?
is this my home?

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

if i knew u felt that way
it wouldn't end like this
overthinking in my bed
and now i feel like shit
close my eyes
right to a dream 
hope i don't wake up
but something haunts me
i just hope when i wake 
i don't feel lonely
only if there was a chance 
to know the old me 
it gets better
man i wish you told me
i wish you told me

i wish you told me how it felt 
can't see no darkness in ur eyes
can u tell me it was fake ur in disguise
only took a couple years to realize
i wish you told me how it felt
but now im better off alone
when i see u call i dont pick up the phone
cause this is my home

ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
ive always felt a burden to u
how could i be so certain so soon?
im pulling back the curtain
i was nothing but a burden to u
burden to u

burden (ft. jauntsen)

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
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lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

all plats

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

ily all ty 4 1k on don’t cry :))

produced by @johnkwondll

lyrics:

lost girl from a small town
headed southbound 
never goes out
unless she’s fighting for her life
ashtray on the dashboard 
gotta have more
never that sure
so she’s gotta hang tight

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

stay in till the sundown 
let myself doubt till i fall down
i don’t need u to call now
hold my breath i’m turning blue until i black out
i’m looking at you but you’ll never turn back now

and every time we tried it’s never really worked
i swear i try to hold it in it’s only getting worse
no, now i can’t turn back time 
you never thought twice, leave me on the curbside 

i know i saw her i just tried to forget it 
lights out she can’t tell the way she’s headed
i tore it all off the wall
i put my pride in your hands and i watched it fall 

lashed out, that’s my fault
i let you drown, i never heard you call
i tip the scales until they fall down 
i don’t have more time to be scared i let it all out

get what i want now
ill let it ruin my life
it’s too dark now 
i can’t walk you through in the night
too many nights outside
my lips were turning blue as the sky 
i never liked the way i lived
without a clue as to why

curbside (p. typhoon)

[[i'll get what i can take]]

~track [2/5]
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\\ featuring //
+prod from 
@leytonmode
@cherryrizla (guitars)
+vox from
@leastfavorite 
+art by me

\\ lyrics //

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[verse] ~ @leastfavorite
and i taste sug4r on my t0ngue
and 1 just wanna be r3lied on
and U taste sw33ter play1ng dumb
and thats 0ur hill we're gonn4 ..

make it 4ll my fault that we're h3r3 again
y0u want s0mething else but 1 gotta [whoops ! had a little cough here x3]
g1v3 me s0mething more , give m3 s0mething less
r4ttle all the w0rds out of my h3ad >//<

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[bridge] ~ @leastfavorite
And we can work this out,
'Cause we've got common ground--
And we both want this.
I know we both really want this.

Fractalline figments give halfway to truth
When you tell me you love me
And I won't believe you.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
thought i saw the other side 
i swear it was a perfect picture
but now it's flmaing from it's side
we burned it down cause we can't listen 
like what are we missing 
and how i can fix this on my own 
i never wanted to give in
but look at us taking no control
it will be alright

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
perfect timing 
don't wanna break this and see it fall
we can work this out if u wanna sit on call
it's all my fault
because the words are coming out 
and i don't feel i'm making sense at all

[outro] ~ @jauntsen
i don't make sense
why is it not obvious 
i swear i'm gonna break
but i'll get what i can take

spotify !

perfect timing +leastfavorite! (leyton + cherryrizla)

EVERYTHING BY ME, ALBUM OUT SOON <3

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from (x2)

another fleeting thought
I'm anxious once again
I'll double down on feeling worse
thought I'd get far this time
and how I'd know you'd fake me out just in the end
I'll take my chances, spin my fate
I'm on the angel's time

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

yeah it takes the toll (x4)
oh yeah it takes the toll (x2)

oh how I'd know
it would take the toll
oh I can't go
back to where I fell from
run from those
empty thoughts, no more
oh how I'd know
you'd leave me down and torn

(vocal chops)

It takes the toll

||what else can you truly do now||

prod. me~
mix + master by me~

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
what else can you truly do now

[song] ~ @jauntsen

i'm running out of things to do
(im running away, i don't know what to do)
just think with your brain
my fate was a lie
watch it fall into place
(i can't see you)
just point a direction you know
you'll follow you'll follow me home
(please don't let go x2)
it's not your fault.
that i'm like this
i want you to know
i tried
my best
you gotta do better than that
i cannot find where my worth is
think i'm worthless
i'm so ready to leave it behind but i don't wanna go
no i don't wanna go x2
you can't let it define you
you've been trapped in your mind too much
and you can't find a way out
let me open a door
it's coming any day now
don't think i'm ready to play
there's no way i could afford that plane.
you know if i could i'd go everyday
i'd go everyday.
i'd go ever-

say your goodbyes x3

define you

@mythvalley
stream at ffm.to/ropetothecity or https://maxeem.live
[how I love the cycle] 

production, vocals, mix + master by maxine noelle @1maxeem


ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚LYRICS.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[verse]
obsessed with my psyche
think i need some help
trembling im tripping up
I'm risking my health
I'm falling right back into it
jump start my heart again
I'm crawling right back to ya
on my own I couldn't stand
brush my hair
flush my eyes
I cant stand of the sight
(I'm waking up in the bed feeling dead, like)

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)(shoutout @genecimusic)

[bridge]
let's take it back (x4)

is it true
that you hate it
the way you assume
that I'm vacant
I'm falling on thru
I cant take it
I'm breaking it's true
(yeah I'm breaking, I'm breaking up)
I cannot fucking take this shit
I will not fuckin take this shit
I left unseen and took the hit
I leave the scene and take the hit
take me back to where it started
I will never forgive, I'll never forgive

[hook]
lets take it back to where it started again
I cut the rope to the city
full of all my friends
I slept thru the night
for once in a lifetime
I'm falling again, typical (x2)

the city

(https://open.spotify.com/album/3XJPTSXpVzMBN5FgNUDFrn?si=jHdE2u3sR0e4FX_WN-vJUw)+ bonus song on spotify
prod: @breakwait
mixed/mastered: @breakwait
written: @breakwait
___________________________
lyrics:
stop it
asking me where time go
you got me stressing out i can't handle
i've been on my own, i've been rolling stones
i don't got no friends, i rock with my home
arrogant and pitiful but i know you can show me that,
i don't need a hand to hold i know that i can hold me down
the structure of my own head slowly corroding
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

eughh
yea do you feel it now

i tried, i thought i could take it
with a little effort and a bit of patience
i would storm the oasis, leaving dust behind
i'd give you the world and more only for you
ungrateful ass, always get it back
yeah, you always get it your way
i always get it my way

stop it, asking me where time go
the elements in my mind slowly eroding

does it matter at all?
about what i want
if everything shuts down
would i care at all
watch as the clock changes
as i grow into a man

burden (ft. jauntsen)

austyn with a y

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