Prod.IOF
made this last year when i was drunk/sad. Probably the last track i drop. (not going to do anything to myself just feeling kinda over it. and i feel like im eh at music.)

my photo again, about 10 years ago.

lyrics:
Sometimes, I just really don't wanna be alive. But I know, pain isn't forever. I'm feeling lost. I don't know who I am. I have friends who care about me. But I don't think I am worthy of that much praise. Growing up I was told I'd be nothing. There's a few things I'm “good” at. But a lot of things I suck at. But I gotta learn to trust myself. Stick to what I'm good at. I gotta stop being so comfortable with the way I live. I need to do so much better. But I don't know how to do that. I'm afraid of constant failure. These little things they speak so loudly to me. Your scoff, her cough Tell me I don't deserve to live. My mind is a fucked up place. I don't know. Maybe my life was a mistake. 
 



some shit song i made when i was sad Prod.IOF

It really be like that. making music for fun.

some shit song i made when i was sad Prod.IOF

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