I'm suffering sober, it is indeed a crime😭💔

SAD 16

;))
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vvzbKGCsMM
lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-fly-away-lyrics
art by: @Hugo.psd

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FLY AWAY (Prod. Pacific)

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air

But my lungs are blocked
I can't breathe now
I can feel no love
Heart doesn't beat now
Nothing really cares
while the days pass
Getting pills for the stress
Feeling so blessed
I feel the void
I can't feel a thing no more
Six feet into the soil
Sorry I'm so sore  
I know I'm not what you would want 
me to be
I'm on some drugs that numb
the pain in me 

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air 

I remember when you tore my heart apart
Your words are the things that made me thought
That maybe together we could have last
Now I guess it's all in the past
Now I guess that you loved me less
Ask me why I'm not feeling the best
Everything is a mess

Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air
Hello, how you feel
I've been feeling kinda bad
I've been struggling to sleep
When you're not upon my bed
I've been struggling to live
But I know that you don't care
You're everything I need
You're the love that's in the air

Hello

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW

Hello [prod. sorrowbringer]

REAL SPILL

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Lyrics

Broke as shit, I just wish that I could cope a bit
I'm sick and tired of hoping this life will get better
I'm over it
I'll drown in my tears, and forever fear
Letting another person get near
The last of a heart that I have
I'm trippin' out and not off of a tab
But I wish that I was, I hate when I'm sober
I love being buzzed, I wish it was over
I'll always have some kind of chip on my shoulder
Even if I loved her I still wouldnt show her

You only care for me when it's too late
I don't want friends cause everybody's fake
I'm already broken, so stop adding weight
I'm fading away and I'm starting to shake
Life is a bitch so fuck it
I'm tired of all of the fuck shit
I'll start not giving a fuck quick
This life is nothing but tough shit
You can't put me together I'm too far apart
Black in my lungs & black in my heart
Don't ask me to save you, don't know where I'd start
The knife in my back is so fucking sharp

I'm a piece of shit & I know that shit
The girl who broke my heart? I don't know the bitch
Yeah I care a lot but you won't notice it
Cause you can't break my heart if I don't open it
I'm a locked up, dying, low life
I'm living it wrong, so taking it's right
And the sunlight fucking so bright
Don't wanna make plans, I'm staying inside
I'm making a song, I'm up all night long
This shit do more than you ever done
For me so it's peace to most people I know
Ain't ask you stay so I think you should go

spotify.

lowlife. | Produced by unknxwn.

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

why the fuck you looking like you wanna kill me
put the blade right to my tongue and just cut me
she was poppin addy, i was snorting blue lines
demons inside me, lurking in my blue eyes

codeine in my glass, got me dreaming bout the cash now
i’m a vampire, you can’t see me in the mirror, wow
fangs looking icy, ferragamo white tee
with a ghost girl and her boyfriend wanna fight me
blade tucked, while she smoking on that scream pack
bloody on her wrist, in the street, with a scream mask
ooo i’m sad as fuck and i just want my life back
ooo she bad as fuck and i just wanna bite that
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade
i’m a psychopath and she my lil scream queen
she look like laurie strode, i like it when she bleeding
chase u through the night time for our first date
sniff this cocaine off my big blade

i got scars on my wrist, she like to kiss that
she got tattoos on her face, i swear my bitch bad
i got bloody on my mask and my fit black
baby you ain’t even high but i can fix that
she got bloody on her wrist, i wanna lick that
i be smoking on a blunt, will you hit that
shawty poppin laced pills like a tic tac
baby you ain’t even dead but i can fix that

prod. @sketchmyname & @vaegud
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Scream: Resurrection x The Texas Chainsaw Massacre x Dracula

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scream queen [prod. sketchmyname x vaegud]

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

Disguise

little tin soldier

do you love me
i don’t know
i don’t understand a goddamn thing 
just erase me
let me go
i can’t even take the suffering

cant pick up the phone
i’m fucking wasted
just to make it on my own
i’m staying faded
everyday is a blur when your sedated
hope this music shit works i needa make it
cuz i’m right back
where i started
i hate feeling like that
disregarded
everyday i want my life back
disregard it
yah 
fuck feeling regret there’s no restarting

i’m fucked up in the backseat
got me luv drunk in a taxi
i don’t wanna love you if i’m only being used
so can i trust you
or will you put me in a tomb
yah
i wish that i could say i knew
yah
but i don’t
are you tryna play me
ion know
i feel like i’m failing
on my own
i feel like a ghost

it’s my head
i think that i’m broken
let me rest
you don’t even notice
that i’m dead baby
i think i’m drowning lately
yuh
oh
yuh
oh
one more
i’m feeling wavy
help me
i’m suffocating

grape ape soda [prod. thatboineco]

https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

promnight: 

wake up every morning 
just to feel the same old nothing 
and i’d rather keep it all inside 
then let you know what’s it’s really like 
inside my mind 
and i know i don’t express it right 
just know that i really try 
it’s so hard, it’s so hard 
to let it out 

and i don’t feel 
the way i did, last year or the year before
i’m lost, more lost than found 
and i can’t get it out 
i don’t know where to go 
in the end i’m all alone 
people change their faces 
i’m always replaced and 
nothing new fucking changes
i’m done with this shit 

leave me alone 
i don’t need your help 
i don’t your texts 
i’m not ur friend 

salem avenue: 

sunlight 
saw you in the sunlight 
cut me in my heart like a dull knife 
everything i did was 
for you i swear 
i could have done it better 
i know 
left me with a dark soul
everyday i go out 
make me feel unknown 
in every way 
everyday i come back home 
tell me why i feel more alone?

it’s taken me 
some time to see 
that when you say my name 
you’re speaking on 
someone you don’t know 

tell me 
where i should be when the world comes crashing down?
you want a smile on my face?
while you letting me down

when the world comes crashing down

when the world comes crashing down w salem avenue (prod. iof)

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ay I’m about to flex on my ex
New bitch blow my sticky like a semtex
Make it pop, call her charli xcx
My drip clean like a bitch call it windex
Aye I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Ima start a circle in this bitch
Give a dead body life, that's an easy fix
Hold my hand, light a candle in the room
It's about to go down and we're bringing Lemmy back from the Tomb
It's a riot in this bitch
Breathing fire on stage, whole front row eyebrow singed
MetalHeads, Spin kicks
Whole crowd going crazy for a motherfuckin Circle Pitt

So Face it, ur hating cuz you’ll never get all this paper

Im about Come up off a check
I ain’t fucking with u unless u coming correct
And I’m about to slit my fucking wrist
Cuz the sad boi image is a big hit
And ima get the bag then i dip
150 on the dash in the gucci whip
Zoom Zoom, Fast make it Flip
And i never ever ever ever ever fucking simp

Aye, yea
I’m about to run up on my ops
Bet they pull a 6ix9ine and call the fucking cops
Yeah im about to spaz in this bitch
Make ur girlfriend mad when i cum quick

Gucci Whip feat. circle pitt (Prod. Young Taylor)

i wasn't put on the guest list....

love u, hope u are safe

sex // doubt // suicide (w/ Le Play)

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

Disguise

SHYLER

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