the layers sound so amazing, your flow is so good 😭

this dope af.. uploaded it https://youtu.be/S61U0rHXV4k

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

I could cry, but the tears all dried up
Baby what's your sign? I got trouble keeping up
And I'll always take the drive, I don't wanna fly up
Monaco my thighs and the chain is grape tucked

I want it all on me
Winter, fall on me
In the sky, turning blind
Keep it tall on me
I'm alright, no I'm fine
You can call on me
My disguise, in your eyes
Nothing altering

Nothing altering
Catch me when I'm faltering
I wanna be something so badly you know that I'm trying, you know that I'm offering
But you see through me
Purple with the bruising
Keep it in my cup
'Cause it's the only thing that's soothing

I've been like done, I've been like fuck 'em all
I'm never having much luck with y'all
I was just trying to show some love
But I'm left here in the dust
Cold like the winter
And I don't want to hinder
So I've been fading slowly
Wonder why I'm so bitter

I can't win 'em all
I'm on fuck 'em all
I won't take the fall
If i did no wrong
I don't know what to say
People want me gone
I can't live my life this way
I had to change up

I can't spell it out
Where I'm from, where I'll go
I know I've been trying hard
Getting out of my home
It's a cycle that repeats
I ain't getting any sleep
I'm so tired of the cold
Wear the willow when it weeps

spotify & apple

tearduct (ft. 1fern) [jolst x punk]

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

ur crying every night
inside
i sighed, and i kissed you on ur thigh
remember days, where it wasn't so bright
everyone was passing, yeah I'm sorry that they died

i, tried to make it up to you
*OH MY GOD*
life, was so dark, but in time 
things will work, and realign
until the day, we say goodbye

i will try, and try to find
a different way to live our lives
without stress, so we can feel alive

remember times
you'd never lie
*never lie*
wake up
come inside

were tryna make up
ill watch you cry
and yet unfortunately, i do not feel anything inside

yeah you wish that you could fly
*but i do too*
nobody ever tries
to do anything, special with their lives

go get outside
when its 5, in the morning, ill be by your side

i know that the first one failed
*but its not over*
trying not to get impaled
or fail again
we got life to live my friend  
i guess well see how this will end

Breathtaken (prod. Jerry the Producer)

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

lyrics:

she thinking i’m dumb girl i promise i see thru the ruse
i been on the hunt run for cover i been in a mood
hotter than the sun stack a ton still ain’t shit to lose
don’t stop till it’s done spin the block like a centrifuge

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

i’m going all in i think it’s time we raise the stakes
leave em in the dust if they can’t keep up with the pace
don’t turn ur back n act surprised when i don’t chase 
it’s probably best for both of us to u run away

all u do is ride dick i’m getting chafed 
sewage for a brain im- i’m such a waste
when the lights are off all that matters is her shape
been feeling unbalanced i’m beginning to decay

she tell me she think i’m the one i know there’s been a few
the time will come i just fill space like i’m an interlude
using me for treatment baby i’m not clinical
i can see the nucleus the mass is close to critical

boy i’m not the one i been running out of patience
if he think it’s fun we gon run him out his laces
beat it like a drum call me when her back need breaking
watch how i succumb find my body in the basement

hold me until u break me
when it’s all done im hoping u hate me
put me down please do it humanely
n when im gone i hope u shelter in safety

please be patient with me i’m used to being harmed
once the inners frozen there’s more pain in being  warmed
it’s hideous beneath this skin covered in ink and scars
split ceramic one more blow and imma fall apart

walking a thousand miles anything to see ur face
another body in the pile i just sealed my fate
stuck at the bottom for a while i think imma stay
i feel at home under the force of this crushing weight

critical mass // on the brink (scottysplash)

prod. sunshowers

i cant see any how else
no way! :')
people tell me how else
how else?! ;(
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week.
i dont want no one, else
stay away!, stay away!,
theres something thats been off today..
im changing up my day-to-day,
in hope and search for better days.
i cant see any how else
no way.. !
people tell me how else

i know this isn't, and i know youre kidding
you took!,-
damn near everything i had to barely call myself
i cant stand myself! <3
drowning in myself! < / 3
I DONT NEED NO HELP!
thats what i told myse-e-elf. . ...

ǝslǝ ʍoɥ ǝɯ llǝʇ ǝsɐǝld
ǝslǝ ʍoɥ ʎuɐ ǝǝs ʇuɐɔ ᴉ
to get out of this mess,
to get out of my head,
i think i just need rest..

i cant see any how else
...
people tell me how else
...
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week. .

yh, yh,
get away, GET AWAY,
I really fucking h*te this place!
im changing up my day today,
and i know it wont change anything at all♡..
i try, i guess, but who am i?
fuck all the complications,
read the text, now my heart's racing!
hideaway, hideaway, yh :c
its time to question everything, yh!! ;c
dont turn back now,
you can slow down,
smoke that roach now,
blow that smoke out,
to clear my mind drought,
set the sun out..

i cant see any how else
no way! :')
people tell me how else
how else! ;(
to breathe, to live, to see,
my friend died last week.
i dont want no one, else
stay away, stay away,
theres something thats been off today
im changing up my day-to-day,
in hope and search for better days
no, way..

last week

beat prod by: king theta
written and performed by: popularreject
lyrics:

I hate
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 

If you like sunshine 
Then don’t go outside 
Cuz it’s still rainin 
It’s rainin 
That ain’t changin 

New day I won’t wake up
Different color makeup 
You say we should breakup 
I’m sick of the fake love
I been takin fake drugs 
You tell me to wake up

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup
Goodmorning Pennsylvania 
…

I hate 
The way I stuff 
I’m too far gone and I need to change but
Good morning Pennsylvania 

On the ledge in my head dont tempt me 
All alone there ain’t no one with me 
I’m the villain of this story 
But I’ll be Superman to this city 

I hate 
When I wake up 
The tear stained pillows from her makeup 
Goodmorning Pennsylvania

Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa
Nananaa 
Nananaa 
Nananananaa

Goodmorning Pennsylvania (prod. king theta)

lyrics

a long time ago there was hope in my eyes
but now i just see whats in front of me
n if im not awake can u open my eyes?
n try to make me wake up manually

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

stop talking if this bottles my last drink i wanna make it count
i seem to think better when theres no one around
all i need is a smoke and the sun down
then i can make you proud
kid dont want fame he wants the riches
his wife and not the bitches
drunken swashbuckler im singing to the fishes
n i know when i die no one will listen but the mrs.
like woah
i traded all my friends for some peace of mind
i cant go outside tonight im busy making rhymes
but u dont need to worry baby girl im fine
its just one of those nights

and those boys on ur phone seem nice
but do they make you songs whenever they see u cry?
i swear on my life that im trying
just wait for july
theyll be lining up to hear me outside
theyll be lining up to hear me outside

drunken sailors shanty (jacob vallen)

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by ushanka boy
featuring NAVYXOWER (@navyxower)
mixed by navy & epitome
mastered by teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)

lyrics

well…
i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

those cold lonely nights
drove me to insanity 
i didn’t put up a fight
for you and that drives me crazy 

what the hell was every supposed to do
i didn’t have a clue
this shit left us confused
but that’s okay we’ll work it out
there’s no need to cry now
wipe your tears, i love the sound
of your voice there’s nothing that

could replace you
you’ve always been the one i choose
there’s nothing left for me to lose
so you have to know these feelings are true

NAVY

baby i could do it better yeah i swear to beup at night i see you walking past my house theres plentyplenty times where i need you in my bed with mewhy is life never really even fair to mebring me back to another timeanother era another life  where i can say i feel alirghttime goes by really fast in the nightand when your with the ones you love the most, time just really flysfly carefullyi pray to god ill see you eventaullyi miss everything you said to mei hate goodbyes theyre not meant for me



well, i don’t know why but it feels like
i’ve been here forever 
been seeing star signs layered through the sky
that lead me back to december

i have someone now w/ NAVYXOWER (ushanka boy)

@hollowbodyco
mgmt: @luckeyknows
https://www.instagram.com/goneafteraugust

it's gonna be okay

critical mass // on the brink (scottysplash)

goneafteraugust

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