have you felt like leaving this little town 
lifes just a blessing all around until it fucks you over
maybe i should just be sober
do you think thyell remember after you die
the feeling that keeps me up at night
and i wonder to myself 
will i live today or die
rotting corpse on the floor where i lay
its all part of my doing anyway
what will they do when they hear this online
i know its my fault i died
i wanted to see her one more time
even if we cant be together
going mental for someone  
left dead murderous intent
what actions could lead to this
whats the point of being a narcissist
two dead two alive and i just wanna go cry
nothing i do anyway is toward life
i know i waste the oxygen
in this world that we all live in
attempts counting up like a nine to five
ill end up like them soon
maybe crashing is a fast way too ill try it with you

maybe crashing is a fast way too ill try it with you

goneforever